it's wonderful.

this is goodbye.

2009-12-02T20:01:00.005+08:00

i'm moving.

http://drinkthebubbly.tumblr.com/

you don't have to relink me. Do it if you want, I don't really care about anything, anymore. Just use this as the crossover barrier, haha.

Sorry if i've caused any trouble or inconvenience.

& for my fickle-mindedness. But I think, this time, I'm sticking to it.

i'm keeping this blog, just that it's gonna be inactive. whenever i'm bored i'll just look at my drama mama p5, p6 life and my emo sec one life. haha, ADMIT IT, its so interesting. those were the days :D

i guess this is goodbye.

pass on the bubbly, mate.

2009-11-30T19:54:00.002+08:00

haha, thats just random.

i finally changed my link -.-

didnt plan on changing it, until i read the newspaper today. somewhere in the business section or something. bubbly is the informal word for champagne! cool huh (:

after playing the guitar, i think my fingers are starting to grow a new protective layer of skin on my fingertips. haha, it really is sore ._.

i havent read island voices or bo li jian yet, darrrrrrrn.

im too lazy to do anything, 'cause i'm working on my very super duper classified secret project. yes, you heard it! heh heh :D

byebye :D

new baby :D

2009-11-29T12:57:00.004+08:00

:D here to update my stupid stupid blog.

i think im gonna delete it, hmm.

anyways, i got my mac on thurs at the IT fair :)

a1 was a professional, haha.

so im blogging on it now.

I'M LEARNING THE GUITAR! ♥

now, as we speak :) well, actually, now, as i type.

learning from garageband. im just a noob, haha.

i got out daddy's old guitar and tuned it.

then i learnt the e chord. hahahha :D

veryyy nice, but my fingers are dead ): just like when i play danse diabolique on the clarinet, except twice as soar. hah.

but its gonna be great, learning the guitar.

its gonna be...different.

& i realised i cant multitask, at all! :/

byebye!

someday...

farewell...

2009-11-25T16:09:00.009+08:00

ahband family ♥

table i sat at with naixin, samantha, jaime, huining, liying, the valeries(lower winds and flutes), rachel & the basson girl. sorry, i forgot her name-.- table was decorated with pine cones and candles. haha.

my dinner. hahaha, naixin's one so much more lor. hmm, i took a pic of it, but i dont know where it go to liao =.=

ahclarinets♥

me and gwen :D

the cake was awesome. except for the grapes. it was meant for decorating the cake. then odelia gave me the grapes to eat. they looked harmless, but looks deceive siah. they tasted super super sour and super super duper like oil D: i was on the verge of vomiting and samantha just kept laughing at me ._.

so...
had clarinet. ms leong came late, so we started not-on-time. ended at 5 and quickly wore the skirt and rushed out of the house. ran all the way to mrt station in my flats. almost everybody there. after awhile, boarded bus and then reached sia club.
in sia club, xinjie and jj quickly did everything they had to do for the farewell cards for odelia jingyi and xinmeng. xinjie gave us those cards she always gives us on an important event! :D

got seated in the function room. weileng sabo-ed me to become one of the candle person. li ying's flame died so she tilted her candle towards mine to get a new flame. & then wax poured from her candle onto my hands and i was screaming like shit-.- but actually, quite shuang la. it moulded into my hands. haha.

sec three indian dance and the gerald video commenced :) haha, ronald looked scary as the magician. for some reason he reminded me of..a hello kitty. o.o oh we also sang farewell song, haha.
then had dinner. then sec 4's speech. vanchia said she thought eunice was a lesbian. haha. after speech, had section talk. odelia also bought us presents. she gave us all fancy pencils. she gave me the MOST TALENTED pencil. -.- then she also gave sec ones a book with a pic inside.
after eating the cake, jj's dad ferried naixin, samantha, me, xinjie (and of course jj) to the nearest mrt stationg-- simei. mrt-ed to tanah merah with xinjie. then we walked through the secret pathway. it was super creepy cause it was already 11 smth. i kept close to xinjie of course. then we saw some light then i was a bit relieved but suddenly i saw this person on the ground. then i freaked out. haha. dont know what the person was doing, he just stooping there, like shitting like that-.-

then, arrived home :D

pubtions bbq on sunday, the day before farewell.
so sad, xinjie didnt show and she made me pay the 5 dollars for her-.- but she was sick. the food was great, the chicken wings were actually cooked. charisse made me jason and sapphire go buy chocolate so that we could melt it to eat with the roasted marshmallows. it was a super duper long walk. we were at pit d and the provision shop was all the way...at pit c near b i think. i got my blister from that journey. on the way, we just kept telling each other sick jokes and cold jokes. haha.
we eventually bought chocolate and then we went back and ate marshmallows.

--

yesterday went to ion orchard with mummy. we bought losta chocolate from there, buy 3 get 1 free ma. haha.

the toilet had this really nice light at the corner.

-.- thats all. byebye!

immersed.

2009-11-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

i'll try.
i'll try so very hard.
to not keep thinking,
to not keep day-dreaming,
to not watch,
to stop hoping.

i'm such an idiot, a stupid one.
to have immature and useless excessive thoughts, im so pathetic.
you, being so out of my reach from me.
to be preoccupied by my wishful thinking, my childish fantasies...
just face reality and stop hiding from it.
--

"since i'm doing something i like, why not be good at it and become famous for it?"

hah.

2009-11-19T20:24:00.004+08:00

2K 2010.
:D hope its not gonna get screwed up like this year,
oh man how i hated it so badly.

karyee, yingxuan and elise same class as me!!! AND ISABELLLLEEE YOU ADORABLE THING! :D & stephanie.
sapphire and kiayee in 2D.

i seriously dislike how they arranged us.
by hcl and cl, so biase ._.
or maybe my chinese just really sucks, well, no doubt about that.

cheers, to a non-emo, crazy, interesting life to all you sec twos! :D

&& for those who are not happy,
CHEER UP! ><
the whole's not over, look on the brighter side of things, yup?

byebye!

glimmer of hope.

2009-11-19T15:59:00.005+08:00

wow.
!

today is the first day where i could play the high notes properly and consecutively in rhythm in danse diabolique!
well, some parts still need practice. & tuning.

:D elated.
didnt feel like stopping, even though my thumb was already mutated and my lower lip was sore to the fullest.
because i could finally get the first part right! haha.
thank you to naixin, samantha, stacy, xinjie, gwendolyn, odelia, ms leong for continuous support! ♥
and most of all, god and family :)
without you guys, i think i wouldnt even survive, or even get the chance to play first clarinet.
thank you, endlessly.

i'm looking forward to band tomorrow!
this feels...surprisingly good. when you finally get something right. the clouds were gloomy and seemed pregnant with rain(as ms nisrin once said, haha.), but while i was walking home, it didnt rain a single drop. & it seemed as if the sky infront of me was somehow a shade lighter than the clouds behind me, all angry looking.
haha, maybe im being too melodramatic. there was even a spring in my step! & i was humming danse diabolique:)

then when i came home it started to flood.
-.-
its still flooding now.
as you can see, from the above pic.

it didnt dampened my mood thoughhh :D
mummy decided to make the blueberry pie! so i helped her in killing 10 digestive biscuits, smashing them into thousands of crumbs to make the pie crust.

crust, after being in the oven.

yummy paste :D

thats it for now,
byebye!
:D

oh wait, i just have to add this pic, because i think it looks really cool, &&& dont you think honey stars are so photogenic!??! :D

doldrums.

2009-11-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

that's another word for boredom. im getting kinda gloomy of bored. hah.
doldrums.
sounds funny, but, nice.

life during holidays.
sleep.
wake up.
eat.
do housework.
shower.
eat.
read.
blog/ surf net.
watch tv.
read.
eat.
watch tv.
blog/ surf net.
sleep.

im on my second last period already, as you can see.
routine is getting so...mechanical, so automatic :/ hate feeling the way i feel now, like everything sucks.
i suck.
argh, im having war with myself.
i want to get to melbourne now. no offense, but nowadays its just cca, camps & farewells. not that i dont like them. im just sick of them. well, just a little for cca, since i aspire to become a full-time musician one day :D
then again, maybe not.
sigh.
sigh.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

no wonder i feel so lifeless! there's no more excitement in anything anymore.

22 more days.

disturbed.

2009-11-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

i dont know why, but recently i just feel so troubled, disturbed.
there's more to life than this, no?
i feel so angry at myself.
so lousy.
:/
my life is boring.

the addiction

2009-11-17T21:05:00.006+08:00

im already on my last chapter of the book i started reading yesterday. haha :D i've forgotten how addictive books are, shoots you into your own imaginary world, nice :)

had band today. &&& mr chua made those who had already chosen their groups and music to perform, just to try out.

unfortunately he made my group go first. bleahhhh! im grouping with huining, rachel and valerie:) i made so many mistakes while playing, even having to start from the beginning again. bleah! the song sounded wonderful naturally, but i ruined it with my horrible horrible playing): second to go was naixin, samantha & stacy. but since braineater wasnt here mr chua told me to take her place, to play londonderry air. ohmygoshhhh, that song really rocks! it sounds awesommmme.

came back home. after eating lunch & showering, when straight to my bedroom, turned on the ac & i lay on my bed, to read. & i also had the blanket. cosy ^-^...after three hours, slept for a bit. woke up, read a bit, went down for dinner.

wish it could be like this more often. in my imaginary world. haha. i feel kinda -_- from all the reading. emotionless, maybe. maybe i've already used all my feelings and emotions for the book. lol, if that even makes sense. -.-

3 more days to streaming results.
23 more days to melbourne.
pointless countdowns. sigh.

sometimes i really wish that time would just zoom by...haha, anticipating next year for some reason :D
going to go back to reading now- last chapter!!! i can assure you, its all very very exciting! weee. :)

sometimes, i wish, mythical creatures existed. that would make life a hell lot more interesting.
:/

the boredom, sometimes...

2009-11-16T14:20:00.001+08:00

i've gone back to reading books, haha.
i havent started on the bo li jian yet, don't really want to anyway.

*back to reading*

christmas drawing nearer..

2009-11-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

christmas is drawing nearer and nearer each day...:D
went out today after church & bought jeans :) had awesome dim sum for lunch. the porridge is super! ^-^ then we went to cold storage & bought stuff, such as strawberries and apricots :P

sweet! :P

sour X( haha...but some parts were sweet.
5 more days to streaming results.
25 more days to melbourne!

cant wait for souvenirs from stacy! XD yayyy! :)
byebye!

max speed.

2009-11-14T19:51:00.002+08:00

as of now...

english
read poetry and prose

chinese
read bo li jian

WEEEEEEEEEEEE :D! just have to read stuff. & then im totally free in dec. finally, like a real holiday. can slack, can eat, can sleep, can practice my clarinet :D
6 more days to streaming results...anticipating it. dont know why, heh :)
26 more days to melbourne! wee. seems so short.

probably gonna lay off my blog for awhile. have to seriously practice danse diabolique if not im doomed. here comes long tones ._.

byebye.

homework...

2009-11-13T20:34:00.001+08:00

as of now............

BAND(not really homework, just a really-need-to-do)
practice high notes of danse diabolique & rhythm.

ENGLISH
read short story in island voices
read poem (pay back time)

SCIENCE
get help from eugene for the questions i dont know

CHINESE
read bo li jian
write a book review on ~~either bo li jian or~~ journey to the west

heeeeeeee, the rest finish liao! ^^
im happy i fought my procrastination.
:D

byebye :)

screwwwed.

2009-11-13T11:05:00.002+08:00

sectionals was damn sucky. well to me.
YESTERDAY.
it was alright at the start, until we switched to playing danse diabolique. then i had to go to the front cause im playing first clarinet for that.

i saw the score then i was like !@#$%^&*. the horror. Ds, Ebs, Es, Fs, F#s, all 2 octaves higher.
then i told myself im dead.
what made it worse was that chenghuat came.
oh my gosh, the super duper imba pro. & then when he took sectionals, when he played the clarinet to show us what was wrong and right, i felt so damn zi bei la. i couldnt play all the high notes. even if i did, they sounded so piah, speed of air too slow, keep going flat. ahhhhhhhhh.

oh oh i kept asking xinjie for fingering. especially for f. hahahhaha. she was damn pissed la. hahaha. then weileng told her that SHE MUST LEARN TO TEACH :D
she almost abandoned me lor, for her Eb clarinet. damn that cute thing. well, she did, in the end.

): when am i ever gonna reach the high notes...
not soon perhaps.
:/

poo.

2009-11-11T20:24:00.003+08:00

yesterday was fun. had section batch lunch(without shangle, cause he always rushes off/hangs out with adrian or i dont know) at eastpoint 18chefs :) well, we reserved seats then we headed off to an accessory shop in eastpoint to find naixin's thing for her camp. then we ended up buying section rubberbands. haha.

lunch was niceee. the chocolate ice cream, who could resist? well, stacy. she passed hers to naixin! actually i also wanted to pass cause my stomach was weird, but HEY CHOCOLATE, how could i. so i ate it all up. muahahaha. -.-

today had pubtions training. bleah.
had to come up with 3 cheers for school. totally new and not stolen from anywhere.
i had no ideas at all...
bleah.
but in the end we did come up with nice cheers.
that is all we did today.

journey back home with xinjie and sapphire.

byebye!

boredom kills.

2009-11-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

12 more days to streaming results.
32 more days to melb.

hahahahaaaa, i just killed myself on crazy planets ^^
-.- cause im blogging & i forgot about the time -.-

bye.
D:

DANSE DIABOLIQUE.

2009-11-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

DANSE DIABOLIQUE,
IS THE BEST STUFF YOU"LL EVER HEAR.
OH MY GOSHH, I LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCHHHH, YES TO THE MAX.
but its so super fast!!! ._.
practice begins tomorrow.

wish me luck :0

journey to procrastination

2009-11-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

woooooooo! :D

i have read half of JOURNEY TO THE WEST! :D
(yes, in chinese!!!)
yayyy! ^^

starting on my holiday homework...but dont feel like doing :/
band for the whole week, o.o
but quite fun haha.

yesterday went to tampines with xinjie, stacy and samantha to buy cornelia her birthday present, CORN!!!
we went to the supermarket to buy. and then we vandalized it. uh huh. the corn.
well, only part of it.
had loadds of fun. (tights and what not, haha, ooo & MEN ARE JERKS, RRR.)

& then, today, the smell of it stank up the band room. hoho.
we sang happy birthday to cornelia.
weee.

thats all.

oh right today had class bbq & i didnt go.
yeppps.
so basically, its like ponning! haha -.-
it was raining heavily & sectionals just ended so of course i went home first.
& mummy already cooked, sooooo ya.
i think i would rather eat cornmeal muffins and THE BEST IN THE WORLD chickens rather than..soggy cold diy-bbqed chickens? seriously.

well, maybe im over exaggerating, but it was raining, so mummy told me that it wasnt wise to go out. &&&& i wanted to watch the 7oclock show, see what happened to the jiatong. -.-
& i wanted to watch phineas and ferb! WHO DOESNT! :D

byebye :)

wowww.

2009-10-31T18:25:00.003+08:00

school officially ended yesterday :D
but really, it ends officially today for me, cause of initiation camp for councillors. it was funnn! :D i had morning blues at first but after that it was nice. i like the coloured rocks, haha :)

rome rome we will own
we will own your stones
(station master's name x 4) give us all your stones

^^
i hated the weather though ._.

my results....
im quite happy about. delighted, elated, exuberant, whatever! im just super proud of myself this year :)
i have really achieved something this year.

ms farah told the top 10 to stand up to give our secret tips.
karyee is the first(and also first in standard!! :0)
huilin is the second(the timid-but-smart-on-the-inside-girl-that-is-also-cute girl :D)
yingxuan is the third(thank you for your...jokes? haha. chinese pro!)
sapphire is the fourth(the one that sits beside me and tolerates my nonsense and help me in my chinese no matter how stupid my questions are :) )

..and im the fifth :D
i really felt like crying when ms farah said that i had overcome all the odds this year, my t-score being 227 and that i was an inspiration to the dsa students. at that moment, my cheeks were wobbling and sapphire patted my back. the whole class applauded for me and it all felt too...surreal.
oh by the way my secret tip is to persevere. :D

& also, im going to get a mac! wooo~ cause mummy and daddy said that if i get top 50 in level position i'll get it.

i got.
49.

my hard work really paid off :) top 13%, haha. nothing compared to sapphire(24th) and karyee(1st) and yingxuan(22nd) and huilin(20th) though. but still, this is my biggest achievement ever. thats why im gloating about it. sorry ._.

i'll just work even harder for next year :D

bye! ^^
(by the way, its raining heavily and the karaoke man is still in the mood for singing. ahh. )

wee.

2009-10-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

i added some of my links back, for my convenience :D
budum.
budddum.
buddddduuum.

i'll go do something,
byebye! :D

i'll probably delete my blog one of these days, out of boredom ^^

bored ):

2009-10-24T15:33:00.002+08:00

haha, a1 and mummy told me to delete my profile and links.
i was actually tempted to delete the whole blog after mummy told me something about your future employers wanting to dig up your past online.
so this is already good ^_^

nothing to blog about...
all i wanna say is...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY A3!

thats all.
bye! :D

rewindddddd.

2009-10-19T15:03:00.005+08:00

LATER
mummy does not only make the best chicken in the whole wide world.
she also makes the best best best best chicken curry!!! :3 so good, you'll be sweating when you finished :D ate chicken curry for dinner ya! really, haha, the potato very niceeeee ^o^

since its after exams, i guess i'll try weird stuff to do. haha, i've currently sent myself a water diet, well, not really a diet cause i'll be eating lunch dinner and stuff like that. water diet...er meaning to say that i'll be drinking a lot a lot a lot of water. haha.

--
i changed my blogskin. haha :D im not really satisfied with it, maybe my skin's missing an icon or something, i dont know.
sighhhhhhh, there's nothing to blog about, cause all i wanna do now is help mummy bake more cookies, play monopoly cards and read julie and julia. seriously, just slack :)

but i feel kinda bad, im supposed to go out with laura and clara today, but i want to stay at home :D sorry la.

let's talk a little about life.
last friday. mini olympics. luckily not stairs relay on that day. weileng saboed our section! but at least, clarinet section will be doing it together, haha :D
eunice stalked weileng! omgosh super ultra creepy creepiness. naixin and me went along with eunice. and weileng was damn freaking scared. i felt like wa she so pityful leh, but seriously funny. we hid in the hall and it was dark and silent and nobody was there. so the atmosphere was really tense. its almost like a horror film, cause eunice has a pair of stalker eyes, haha.

this is weileng at the side-of-the-hall stairs calling for help(qianling). eunice was keeping an eye on her(her hand, you can see.) hahahaha, i feel evil. i couldnt do anything anyway.

blogging's suddenly blogging. it makes my eyes sore. ow. guess i'll go back and read julie and julia. oh right happy deepavali everybody!!

bye! :)

refresh :D

2009-10-15T14:14:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :)

exams ended today. quite pleased :)
on the other hand, adrian broke his right pinkie!!! haha sounds hilarious but get well sooon! :D

i'll revamp my blog soon.
but for now, nothing to blog about.

byebye :)

mug mug mug.

2009-09-02T20:09:00.001+08:00

mugging begins today.
paiseh, i will not blog from today.
D:
at least, i'll try not to.

the good, the bad.

2009-08-31T18:38:00.012+08:00

later that night-
hello:) i've listened to el camino real for over ten times now & i can never ever get sick of it, ever. i love how grand it is & seriously, it makes me dream like im in some ballroom with my hair tied really complicatedly and dancing. it makes me SMILE! i love elcam! &thus, the heading of my blog, haha(: i feel de-emofied now, elcam cheered me up. &also talking to clara. she REVEALED SOMETHING. made me laugh like crazy! night!:D
-

time stood still.
&&&&&& its an illusion :D, you know what i mean.

my mouth is retarded...D:
me, jaime, clara.

i like this picture^^

laura! :D

stefanie& hannah! :)

jaime again, heh heh :)

helllo! :) two weeks gone so quickly!

the good.
today was teacher's day celebration! :D was excited for performance, feng song! came to school at i think 0615. went to bandroom and quickly warmed up and tuned. after that, went up to council room (for checking of balloons & 0700 brief) & found no one there. i was tempted to go back to bandroom when i saw claudia approaching the council room. after awhile, ppl started coming & we started checking the balloons. & for some reason, when i was arranging the chairs on the stage alone for band, when i was checking the balloons from bottom view alone, when i was standing right there, i started to cry. i scolded myself for being so pathetic & quickly wiped my face. i didnt go for the 0700 brief as band was coming up on stage to take their seats already. & when i approached the stage & saw naixin, samantha, stacy, shangle & my seniors, i felt so much better, so much happier.
the school got their butts to hall & started chatting like hell. we had to wait for a super long time before the thing actually begun & we had to sit straight for super long time. with the two lights shining onto the stage and my back starting to hurt, i kept pespiring, my glasses kept sliding down! bleahhh! it begun. feng song was super nice! though i made some mistakes like rushing, it wasnt obvious &i didnt screw it.
titanic song! got to the front of the stage & SANNNG! our swaying was a bit weird, haha. but yayyy very fun! while going back on stage to get our instru., back row of titanic song burst a balloon hanging on the stage &the golden cloth thing came down! haha. :)whoops, there goes pubtion's work.
went back to bandroom, kept my clarinet & headed to canteen for duty. canteen duty is to babysit the performers before they go to hall. some useless duty. after the performers went up, me and joel went up to join the rest of functions backstage. &thats really all i can remember, for now.

i zao-ed after sweeping the floor in the hall and went to shps! saw zhenni and we headed to hall where we saw mr lauuuu! zhennis malay friend was also there and i felt so left out. and then i saw her name tag and it read:
JAIME CHOO
i was like shitzxczxzczxzcz! she was damn tanned and super tall. pretty lor jaime! she looked totally different okay! in a good way la:D after i think an hour, us 3 made our way to mac where laura was eating lunch with her friends. after eating, zhenni went home and me and jaime went staff room to see mr lau. bryan and shermon were there too. i didnt know shermon was so funny lor. ahah. stayed there for quite some time. bunny lunxiang, stefanie, hannah noreen laura also came. clara came eventually. took some pics. haha. saw shimin and jiaying in 293 when laura clara jaime and me headed to interchange. went to bugis & windowshopped, also, i realised jaime has great appetite! haha. let the pictures do the talking, & u can go to jaime's or clara's blog, lazy to post in full detaill... ._.

the bad.

why do i feel as if i dont fit in?
is it just me?
whats wrong with me?
why do i feel so left out?
i try to make conversation but they ignore me & talk to someone else?
i call their name but they do not hear?
what is this?
is this what its suppose to be like?
is it because my chinese sucks?
am i singled out cause i speak english?
or is it cause i cant make jokes and act stupid?
i thought they said we would bond the most.
why does it feel so... lonely?
so rejected from the society.

on that day, i was on the escalator going out of tanah merah mrt.
i was wearing my uniform, the sc one.
on the opposite side, i saw a group of seniors that belonged to choir.
i recognized that one of the guy(sec 4) belonged to sc.
he saw me and he suddenly said loudly, 'you'll regret it for the rest of your life!'

--
maybe i do.

any dream will do,

2009-08-16T21:27:00.003+08:00

i just watched a show called any dream will do on bbc entertainment. heheh, it featured oldies and thats what i like about it. quite cooool. :D

my music exam is in one week.
AHHHHHH!
my tone is so piah, not full lor. so nervous, im getting sweaty palms now
i cant believe i still have the time to blog. have chinese ca this coming week. eee.
i guess i'll get going now, i just came here to check whether this blog's dead already.

byebye for now :D
by the way, the three musketeers are so cool! lol, i just watched the man behind the iron mask just now la. very nice ok. and one part of it reminds me of star wars for some reason, the part when D'Artagnan reveals that Philippe is actually his son! :0 so luke i am your father la. haha.

ok byebye!
i like aramis! hehheh, hes the smart one. lol lol lol lol,
okok im going.

strawberry banana blend:D

2009-08-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

today, i ate a lot of good food :D
went to sia club gym and worked out, really. some of the gym machines were super scary, there was one called the knee/chin assist or something like that. kay, then exercised for 2 hours and then we went to eat lunch. i had fish and they allowed you to choose 2 side orders(hot and cold) so i chose a cold potato salad with warm mash potato. mummy said i was nuts but it turned out to be suppper good! :D

after that, we went home and showered. then we went out again to orchard and went to ion, you know the new shopping mall. lol, i always think its called atom for some reason. =.= there, there was renaldo's strudels. apple ones were sold out so i decided to get a mini blueberry one. i decided to eat it as we window shopped and it was seriously very brittle and it got very messy. nevertheless it was extremly nice! :D

after shopping for a couple of hours, we came home and there were some leftover donuts so i ate one just before dinner. and after that mummy cooked fried kueh tiao so i brought it to the living room to watch ndp09 and eat at the same time.

some pig i amxD

hahaha. ndp09 was...ok. very bright.

i shall now talk about TREE PLANTING!!!
i screwed it up.
D:
it was super hot and unfortunately, clarinet section was standing under the hot glaring sun. we practices concert suite and the trumpet voluntary many times until i was sick of it. soon the vips came and i totally blanked out. i forgot to skip to bar 37 for concert suite and in the end i never play the middle part!!! AHHH!

then for trumpet voluntary it was really ok just that we had to repeat it 3 TIMES because they took super damn long! AHHHHH, my lip was dying and i probably looked like some old granny cause my glasses kept sliding out my nose cause of all the sweat. stupid sun! but it ended eventually and it was allll good!
too bad i screwed concert suite....):
the after party was so delicious:D there were home made curry puffs and bananas and coke and marshmellows and seaweed and icecream!(from cool creme) :D yum.

ive been pretty disoraganized! misplaced my pokemon box with my deck inside and also misplaced my stickers ms leong gave me last time for childrens day! CRAP #!@&^(*P#@$! i hate being so messy, but ive searched everywhere! ._.
i wanna change my urlllll! D: but have no time.

background and 5 coloured characters for art by thurs
study for chinese ca on 18/8
english essay for readers digest thing

only left these stuff to do! ill go type out my essay now.

byebye!
:D

TREE PLANTING TOMORROW!!

2009-08-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

tree planting is tomorrow!!
:D
exciteddd! its like the very first public performance.
but i hope that the vip will walk fast and plant tree fast! :) wahhh, today i MISSED SECTIONALS.
I MISSED SECTIONALS.
I MISSED SECTIONALS.
I MISSED SECTIONALS.
because was decorating the school with balloons:D i hope no shit goes and burst the balloons pubtions put up... tmr have to go to school very earllly! like be seated in bandroom at 0700, so i'll go at 0630, to set up instrument and practice the running notes in concert suite. or maybe i'll wake up late and only be there at 0640:/ blahhh! stress.

2 pubtions proposal for teachers day by tue
background and 5 coloured characters for art by thurs
practice clarinet exam pieces
do sci worksheet
do maths worksheet
study for chinese ca on 18/8
english essay for readers digest thing

omgosh, omgosh. i need strength from goddd! D:
my music exam is in a few weeks time and i really think i wont do well! D:
plus i dont want to disappoint ms leong, she really is a good teacher.
she bought me lots of nice things.
crazzzzzzy!

had recess duty today..
charisse switched with sapphire so we can do duty together!:)
wahlao, some rude dude (probably sec 2) with his group of friends tried to bring green tea bottle up to class. actually, it had very little already i think. then i tell him cannot bring up. then he was so arrogant and was like OK LORR! then he drink in front of me and was like, finish already? can go? after that he walking up the stairs that time he drew the bottle onto the ground. screw him la, poop!

oh ya, today wore sc uniform:D
i thought it would be cooler...but the tie gave me hell!!!
super warm! ._.
but when take out quite shuang. haha.

i going off now, byebye!
:D

orange butter cookies with white chocolate chunk-cranberry cookies:P

2009-08-04T17:02:00.002+08:00

craving for some sweet stuff,
i might as well stuff sugar down my throat.
:/
anyway, i was looking through one of my diabetes research book and found those two snacks. haha, why did i borrow library books based on recipes for diabetes? for home econs la! haha.
im feeling relatively high now, just finished 2.4! (:happy.
then after that went to eat mac breakfast at tm with yanyong!! cause eunice got tuition, she couldnt join us. then adrian claimed he had some music thing? but then, in the end, we gatecrashed his house!! hahaha. then we watced some stupid videos on youtube then we played this mahjong like game that i can recall its name and we played stress and uno too. then we played a bit of 'would u rather'. after a while we (yy and drain) went to tm one for a very very short while. then we made our way to sunplaza park or smth..

we swing swing awhile, then we walked to yys house, which is all the way at dunman sec. he live same hdb as mr lau! :D haha. then watched him play maple as i stole his biscuits from his biscuit tin. then me and adrian went home.

on thurs wearing sc uniform!! AHHHD: i scared i look weird leh. :/ but excited at the same time. fri is tree planting and band is playing!! weeee!:D
i havent got started on my essay. cause ms nisrin selected me and steph to participate in the readers digest essay competition. AHH! extra stuff to do.
somemore tmr got music, and i have no clue on the rhythm thingy and the top of the world.
ahh, hope i can just pass this hurdle..

oh ya,
CONCERT DATE CHANGED TO NEXT YEAR, JAN-FEB!!!:D
HAPPPPPPY!:D
thank you thank you thank you thank you so much band teachers, and esp GOD!

byebye for now:)

hungry hungry, very very.

2009-07-26T17:16:00.003+08:00

haha, helllllo :)

i just remembered something. there was a guy from naixin's church seated behind me during the concert and he shouts YEAHHH very loudly. haha, really very funny ok.

i was hungry so then i stuffed down 2 green kiwis, the last of the doritoes and cheez balls. haha, bola bola! :) im in a good mood today.

goodbye for now :D

...
hey hey i realised i never blog about pubwork.
heh heh very very fun painting with sapphire, jin ning, wesley, jason!
huiwen helped me paint the helicopter on top for i am short. she is so man man. haha.
plus, eugene go spill white paint on my hair!
!
accidentally la, but i looked like an old woman.
[/.\]
i went to the toilet to wash it off, but only a bit came off.
i go dot eugene's hair with paint too heh heh. he was unaware :D
the merlion looked very soggy when we painted it.
anddd, i dont remember anything anymore, yes it was funn!
and i'll go off now..
boreddd!

hillsong united is the bomb.

2009-07-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

as the title suggests,
hillsong united is the bomb!
went to the zone 2009 with naixin (with her church mates too), adrian, valerie &yanyong. isabelle & her church mates were there too, just that they got better seats than us.
all i can say is, JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP!!!! weee~ love the beat of the drums and we were very high haha. yanyong & adrian become christian!! ;D i super super enjoyed myself...hillsong united! :D

they also sang one way. haha, i love that song. jump jump jump, my heart was thumping up&down and the music was almost deafening.
i love hillsong united! :D
its my favourite now. haha.
the talk by pastor smith was also goood. it was very funny!! it was so down to earth& so real. wow.
love love tonight!

concert date changed to 12.
but still cant go :/
i'll be away 11-20. why so unlucky man, first 19 (which is one day before i come back) then 12 (one day after flying to melb)
ahh, forget it. i guess there is a purpose for everything.
im sure god has his reasons :)
&i am feeling a bit better.

i never realised how real god can be. i'm just so...ignorant. i'm glad i got to go for this concert. it was really really (really) worth my time.
goodnight! :)

delirious with madness and disease.

2009-07-24T20:15:00.002+08:00

2 weeks just like that.
today jie went back to melb. i will certainly miss her a lot. the times of kachng, pun, huryee. (sorry, but i dont know how to convert, heh heh.) the times of silliness, act-cuteness, moments of anger, distraught, misery. thanks jie, for staying by my side when i kept crying, thanks for the comfort &long talks, thanks for buying me the ds to play more brain training &rhythm heaven& cooking mama just to name a few.

concert date is 19 dec &i cant go.
it was only a few days ago when i found out and the bin was filled with soggy tissues and my eyes were sore and i hid under the blanket, hoping that everything would just disappear and just be silent. graduation or concert? my first concert, my first trip to melb? both very important, person and event. but sometimes, decisions are hard.
just hope that concert date can be changed :/ unlikely.

you know, i conclude that when jie is back in sg, i would not be emo. cause there would be someone to talk to and lean on. there would be a sister.
sigh, what am i going to do, for 5 months, till i see jie again?
sudoku, cooking mama and evening naps?
oh boy.
i hope i wont be emo.

&for now, i'll end here.
maths ca marks received, quite pleased, it was a difficult paper.

bitter.

2009-07-10T17:02:00.002+08:00

mural, banner, pubtions tee, council tee proposal deadline thursday,
spa on monday,
maths geometry ca on tuesday,
english class test on thursday,
10 boxes of texture for art by thursday.

driving me nutssssssssssssss!
lol, but im excited to do the proposals.
fun to draw tees :D

short post.
im going off to study. [/.\]
ps/ i dont know what to do with the header, i removed it. haha :)

she flicked her hair & i smelled poo.

2009-07-08T16:43:00.002+08:00

hello(:
im slacking off again, i miss holidays.
today mrs sng made me music rep -.- sian, i dont know how to be a rep.
band room closed till next mon, sigh.. ._.
i should really really be studying the two chinese chapters i never did study at all.
or doing shinglee maths.
or studying for next thurs english class test.
or studying for sci practical.
reality sucks. man.

i just showered and my hair smells like poo. serious! ): my shampoo is poo shampoo. oh well. ahh, might be my fingernails though. butbutbut, i never dug my nails into any rabbit poo or anything. sian.
forget it, i'll go study now.
perhaps a game of sudoku on brain training before i study.
(jie&eugene bought me a lime green ds from aus for my birthday (: cooking mama;D)

strawberry pastry :)

2009-07-06T17:26:00.001+08:00

english compre, ayg report, elearns,
2 chinese compre, 2 book reviews, chengyu, one compo, moodle,
history timeline, history ws,
heymath,
science ws,
geog brochure,

DONEEEE! :D
just that i missed my hmec quiz, shit, nevermind.

HELLO! :)
so long never post liao, sigh, holiday comes to an end today. ):
but i will get to see naixin& eunice, adrian& yanyong, huiwen& isabelle, shangle & many many many more! :D i miss them so muchhhhhh. section outing was fun!! i got to see naixin again ^^ we watched transformers. optimus prime! haha. &&& for this whole week, ive been playing heroes! teamed up with jie and i was (of course) necropolis and she was rampart. orange vanquished first followed by green, tan & then stupid blue. we took down castles & i had the castle with archangels and champions and zealots but it wasnt enough to take down blue. what was left was the archers and demons and luckily, jies hero was right behind mine and she used her lizards to take them down! :)

GAME DURATION: ONE WEEK
& fun :D

also, mummy and jie made strawberry pie (but jie say is pastry) yesterday. but i thought that the blueberry pie that mummy and a1 made was nicer, cause the strawberries were sour...:/
stupid hmec quiz, 5% CA!!!

and i totally missed the time cause i had a doctors appt and i had to watch a freaking ayg match on telly cause the previous day i never go school to watch for my eng ayg report. (i didnt want to anyway..)
ohhh well, pass already, no use talking about it.
just do well for hmec and cook really nice food? haha.

i hope there would still be band on mon, wed, sectionals on thurs, and fridays. i scared becaused of h1n1 thing, they go lessen the sessions...:/
nevermind, self pract is also always funnnn! :)

exciteddd for tmr, but also dreading itttttt.
back to 1graciousness :/
but back to seeing band mates! :D

anyway,
byebye :)

unspeakable tragedies

2009-06-27T13:55:00.006+08:00

LATER
this is crazily cool.
its almost like a saxophone!
coooool!
(:
-

please please please please...):
XINJIE LET ME OFF ):
i really really dont like shangle..
really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really.
i dont like cookie monster
):

i feel so demoralized, pfft.
not funny la,
can go bully(or play) with some other junior..):
-.-

ahh whatever, dont really care liao ._.
guess what guess what!
a1 is super mean.
cause i didnt really know how to read the tennis score system &he called me a noob! and then i say he very mean, call his sister a noob, and then he changed and called me a
NOOBLET.

1. A young noob

2. People that are more immature than the average noobs.

3. An extreme noob

!!!
i dont care, i ask mummy scold him liao.
):

ahh, my restaurant city layout is screwwwwed.
i dont really like it, i dont know how to make it nice nice. bleahhhhh.

odor of fried sesame balls and sweet curried chicken

2009-06-26T16:13:00.007+08:00

LATER
i decided to change my header...something's wrong with the fontt, and anyway i like it better like this :)
-

title is from joyluckclub. haha.
helllo!!! :D
i changed my skin(: my inspiration comes from leen, she's so cool :D i had a hard time doing the c is for clarinet header, cause i just couldnt get the codes and font right. pfffft.
anyway, yesterday was funnn! first, i went to kk to have my stitches removed (yup, i got injured, but thats all private& confidential -.-) but i was a bit fed up cause my brother woke up late &drove me there late & the doctor was already not there to examine my wounds. pamy was there too and while waiting for the doctor we were using kor's mac playing eyemaze and then after that we bought a box of nuggets from the kk mall.

after that, serene and mona helped me remove my stitches.
ROBOCOP! :D haha.
then, we headed to NTU cause kor &pamy needed to get their transcripts from san diego. then, kor toured me around the school & whenever he saw his friends they would ask me whether i was gonna join the school. ~~see i look 20!~~ 0_0 lol, i look mature, haha. and then he'll be like SHES ONLY 13!!! then we went to some room where they do all their cutting and effects of their flim &it was pretty awesome. and kor's junior was there &he was so coooooool! seriously, he had a fashion sense and his hair was all so coooool! haha, i wished i took a pic of his hairrr. he was having some troubles with his flim and so kor and pamy and me stayed to help and i was a young consultant. the flim is coooooooooool and and and and and i wanna watch the full thing. cause they were editing bits here and there of the flim so only got to watch parts of the flim.
i wanna go to NTU, in 6 years time :)
in NTU, people look cool with their hair all styled in a cool way.
lol.

we stayed until 6 something and then we left &kor drove pamy to angmokio. then we headed home where we dropped our bags at the dining room and headed to the outside supermarket there to grab dinner, mutta-bab! (haha, i dont know how spell...) :3

best fun night! ive never had so much fun in a long time.

homework!
chinese moodle
english phrases(just have to post them on ms n's blog)

yup, thats all.
byebye! :)

0_____0

2009-06-20T14:18:00.006+08:00

0.0
!?!?!?
i feel like vomiting....
): look at THIS!

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
!
lime green clarinet?!?!?!
oh my gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
who would modify the clarinet colour until...
LIME GREENN!?!?

wait, in the first place, why modify it?!?
i feel so disgusted...
lime green, not really fond of the colour..
by the way, the clarinet is really lime green, as in its not photoshopped or anything.
o.o
bleah bleah bleah, vomit.
black is the one &onlyyyy!!
D:
lime-green clarinet?
bleah, who would have thought of it..
attention seeker (!)
!

disgusted.
:/

wait wait, i have moreeee!

0_0
looks so fakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkke!
AHHH, >:(
im so against coloured instruments!
whats their problem...!
!

coloured trumpets!
!
ok la, it looks not too bad, but ew ok ewww
but i dont know what eunice and yy will say...
against against againstttt!

coloured keys.
not real, it was photoshopped.
better than coloured bodies,
its an ideaaa.
imagine,
fully teal-ed keys
kinda cool
multi coloured, not realllly.

ARGHHH! anyway back to my point
against against coloured instruments!
its almost like cruelty to animals kayy!
im serious, dont u know that the layers of paint used alter the sound of the clarinet/ other instruments!
!
ew man!
whoever thought of coloured instrments!
!
upset!
:/
by the way, i was bored and i was searching images for the clarinet on deviantart and google and i found these pics. yup. :/

NAIXIN IS BACK!

2009-06-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

NAIXIN IS BACK
NAIXIN IS BACK
NAIXIN IS BACK~

my soulmatee! :3
yayyy!

too bad i cant go for band tomorrow ):
cannot see you ):
):

8

2009-06-15T20:58:00.004+08:00

hellllllo! :D

today was my last time going to band for this week ):
i going away overseas tmr, sighhhhhh :/
but on a brighter note..
today had lunch with odelia! :D

she wanted to treat me... .__.
we went to eighteen chefs :)
at first very awkward... i first time eat lunch one on one with a senior..
but after a while it was ok! :)

was very full..
ate cheese baked rice
but very nice! ^^

i asked her for help for my heymath...
so then we went to eastpoint and found a bench to sit
and she helped me with so many questions! :o
a1 couldnt even help me..

after that we changed our spot and sat on the floor infront of sony ericsson shop..
but then security guard tell us cannot...
so we went into this corner and sit where no one could see! (:

we were trying to solve the last question i didnt know...q8!
wahhh we sat there on the floor just staring at the polygons and the table...
): in the end we couldnt solve it...
but i felt bad that odelia tried to help me very hard although it was my hw..
in the end we byebye each other and went home :D

homework i havent done
english phrases
one chinese compo
one chinese book review

lesser already! :)
i watching 900 show now
so byebye!
:)
oh ya i always say i want change my blogskin...but i so lazy make siah..
i also not used to using blogskins one already....>:(
will make after all my hw!
:)

(:

2009-06-13T13:28:00.004+08:00

:)
thank you people, im okay now :D
a1 came back from us on thursday...
he say its my hormones thats causing me to be so emo.
:/
a2 says maybe.
so it must be la, stupid hormones.

oh ya on wednesday night, had pubtions bbq :)
but xinjie couldnt make it...):
it was quite fun (:
there was a fat boobs man suntanning behing our pit.
i wanted to post the pic here but i always forget to upload the pic from my phone.

on thurs we had sectionals and and
i had my stomach cramps...):
pangsai cramps..bleahhh!
then huizhen accompanied me to church there go take hot water
and then okay already :)

after sectionals, we stayed back to pack scores. 0.0
so many okayy!
but before that, adrian, me, shangle and sam helped seniors buy their lunch from 85.
then ql talked to us for some time before we went into bandroom to help pack.
so fun packing scores ^^
crazy, but yes fun.
sam was so biantai she kept wanting to look at a neoprint some alumni(should be ba) pasted on a score.
and then she would laugh and laugh.
0.- crazy sam.

friday i ate lots of biscuits from the storeroom -.-
luckily weileng never see. (:
after band huiwen, adrian, eunice, yanyong and sam and me went 85 get bubbletea and fries.
then we parted and went home.

gonna meet huiwen soon at mrt
we are going to odelia's cell :)
luckily today i can go cause clarinet lesson was early.
speaking of which, ms leong says she might bring her boyfriend to house and make him
sit one corner and watch me play!
!
she say i must be more thickskinned and must not be scared/nervous/afraid.
must work under pressure.
=.=
i go now, bye!
:D

.
.
.
hey! :)
just now went cell with huiwen
and odelia was actually there! :o
she booked out from student camp...
at first a bit awkward didnt know anyone from the cell .__.

but then it was quite ok after wards cause theyre all nice people! :)
most of them are ahsppl or those that have already graduated.
very touching and i wanted to cry...:(
thank you god<3
i believe you sent me to cornerstone today for a reason :)
the sermon was 'why me' and the preacher was tiffany.

and it was mostly about suffering and not-to-be-emo.
thank you god! (:
i know You never intended for us to suffer and
everything happens for a reason.

God loves us for who we are and we can depend on Him.
i wont try to be stupid anymore,
i will try not to be emo,
i will try not to wallow in my selfpity.

i hope to be like You...the cell was so filled with..love for you and
i felt so pathetic..
how i wish i could be like them and be more closer to You.

thank you god :)

i dont know who am i

2009-06-10T12:36:00.004+08:00

i opened my eyes in the morning and
i felt so pissed because
i didnt get sleep last night.

i ate my breakfast and
drank my apple juice.
i changed into my
pe attire and got ready to leave.

i reached school and
called yanyong and
asked them whether he reached school.

he said he had not reach school yet but
i saw eunice adrian and him walking up the
stairs of the canteen and
yanyong said they just arrived.

i walked beside them and
then yanyong told me to go away
because i am a sc and
they hated scs.

adrian ask me what happened to my
fringe and i said that i had always pinned it
up.
he told me that i should not keep doing that
because he wanted to see the obasan hair.

we sat on the lockers of a sec two classroom and
adrian said this was the first time he saw that
my socks were so high.
i said that this was my normal length and
asked if whether socks veryhigh or socks verylow really mattered at all.

yanyong called me an actguaikia sc and
said that it did matter.
i quivered.
i calmly walked to the toilet and i started crying.

is it so bad to be a sc.
is it so bad to follow school rules.
is it so bad to pin up my fringe?

i came out of the cubicle holding the
wet toilet paper i cleaned my face with and
i realised my eyes were blood red.

i stayed in the toilet for a while and
practised looking normal again.
i headed back to the lockers and hui wen had just
reached school.
she asked if i was crying as my eyes were still red
and i shook my head and sniffed
and said no.

drills started and
i was in the same group as
rachel, beatrice, adrian, huiwen.
i totally screwed drills up
and my leg was not 90 degrees at all
and i was the lagger.
huiee gave us break.

after break i still
continued to be a lagger and my leg was screwed
so yuping one on one me.
after a while it was ok though i felt stupid
and then my leg was still screwed
i felt pathetic
that i could not even do a simple thing correct.

my eyes felt hot and suddenly a tear just rolled down and
i sniffed.
yuping asked me whether i was unwell and i shook my head.
but she gave me 3 min break and
said to me to rejoin the rest after break.

i walked to the toilet and i burst.

why cant i do something so simple, so right?
why cant i do something so simple so right?
is it so bad to be a sc.
is it so bad to follow school rules.
is it so bad to pin up my fringe?
why cant i do anything right?

my eyes became red again and
i practised my smiling and
thought that everything was going to be alright.
i practised being happy again before exiting the toilet.

i went back and
found out the beatrice felt like vomiting and
huiwen had an asthma attack and
so they were resting on the bench.

after a few mins,
we asked gerald for permission to rejoin group.
he said ok and we did drills
and i tried not to screw up.

after all the drills, hell subsided and
band was dismissed.
it was okay for awhile and
i had cranberry
so i set her up and started playing.

everyone was waiting for ql to open store room.
eunice asked me if she could play my clarinet and
because it was a new clarinet and i didnt want her to
break another one of my reed (again, esp cause the reed i was using
was the one yy and her gave me) i said no.

yanyong said
she sure say no cause
amanda is so selfish.

i wondered to myself whether i did anything wrong
was it wrong to protect my clarinet and
i was pissed because yanyong always
insulted me.

i got so worked up i said
is it wrong to protect my clarinet?
i said it so pissed-ly that everyone (jolene, huiwen, adrian, valerie, samantha, eunice)
kept quiet.
i got up and said that
i wanted to go home
and i went to the other side of the pillar to
disassemble my clarinet.

i dont know why i am such a sissy idiot that
i started the water works again
and started sniffing.
again.

huiwen and eunice told me to stop crying
and i burst again.
'i dont know why i am ugly, you think i want to be?'
'is being an sc so bad?'
'am i really an actguaikia?'
'i hate this school.'
'i just want to get a transfer to sota.'
'i dont know where to go now.'
'i dont want to go home.'

and then huiwen told me to stop being so pesermistic
and look to the brighter side.

as i stared down onto the uneven grass
and the drain i wondered whether
i would die or just break my leg
if i actually jumped.

tears couldnt stop flowing and
they dotted my black concert file and
clarinet box i put my elbows on.

then i told them about what adrian chong said and
adrian ang reacted.
why cant i find any good friends
that dont actually betray me
or insult me?

after the long didnt-really-work talk from huiwen
and a little god-talk from eunice,
i still decided to go home anyway
though ql already opened the storeroom.

eunice decided to walk me home and she
gave me a lollipop.
it was then that
i realised she liked birds
and picking flowers and
pulling ppl's hair.

that walk with her was comforting
and then i reached home and i bade her goodbye.

upon reaching home, i
closed my room door and
turned on the air con and
sat on the floor and put my head against the
door and i dont know why
i cried again.

i kept thinking in my mind why
god wasnt there for me
and why couldnt he help me with anything
or even grant my prayers.

mummy came in again and
she asked whether i was sick
an she felt my forehead and
then asked me
whether i had been crying.

i shook my head again and
sniffed.
she asked whether i got the flu
and i said idont know.
she passed me a cup of bali water
and left my room.
i started tearing and
i turned on my phone music.
i sat there with the lollipop slowly melting in my mouth.
eventually i did drink the bali water
and i told mummy that i wanted to stay at home
when daddy and her went out for lunch.

she told me to eat the peanut rolls (or thats what i think its called) that
she bought yesterday.

and now both of them have gone out to eat and
i am currently listening to
i am the walrus.

--
god where are you?
why cant i feel you?
why cant i look like one of those pretty mean girls but still do everything right without people saying i am an actguaikia sc?
why dont people understand.

--
i still wonder what would have happened if i really jumped down from outside the band store room.
would i land on the grass or crack my head on the drain?
if i had really done that,
would they finally understand?
--

dear god,
i love you dearly,
but sometimes...
i cant feel you.
its almost like you're no longer close to me...
--

help
why do i feel so depressed for the past few months?
--

its almost like you're no longer close to me...
--

would they finally understand?

out with the old, in with the new

2009-06-07T19:19:00.003+08:00

out with the old, in with the new.

i will always remember you, allegra!
even though you've parted me, i will always think of you when im lonely and sad.
i love you for sentimental reasons.
:D
hahahaha, but i love the new cranberry (:
maybe i'll give you a new name.
you're so shiny...(:
on the way out of band world, i hugged the big new clarinet box and i cried a bit.
my first true clarinet.
i shall treat you well (:
thank you ms leong :D
you're the bestest music teacher i could ever get.
i cant wait to play you.
): you're so nicee.

--
shop owner ask me what school i came from.
i said ahs.
haha, then she was talking about to boys from the ahband that came to their shop and wanted to buy loads of stuff (like oil, grease, cloth for ahband) and they only had 300$. but all the items totalled up to 500$, and then the two poor boys needed to leave out some items and fork out every cent they had. eventually they needed to pay 308$ and they only got 300$ and the shop owner (seeing that they so poor thing hahahaha) decided to say discount off 8$.

ahhahahahahahahaha, rex and gerald.
they even scolded the ppl who didnt donate money to them to buy items. because they said eventually, all the things they buy is for our instruments. ^^
and then the shop owner sooo cute lor. she say what the principal only care for sports and never fund for band.
hehe.
and my mother was there, but she didnt say anything.
^^

and..
jiayou odeliaaaaa! :)
i hope you can get into tjc..
cause i know you play your clarinet very pro :D

byebye!
will remeber you allegraaaa! <3

booored :/

2009-06-02T12:20:00.005+08:00

weee~ pink taxi, so prettty :D
i dont know what other pictures to upload.. =.=

current homwork not yet done:

heymath
chinese book reviews
chinese compo
science project
eng

yup :]
yesterday was karyee's birthday day!
happy belated birthday!!!
lol, lame.

wooooooooo, im excited for sunday!

borreeeddd.
and lazy ):
imagine me, plonking my butt infront of the computer, eating cereal with one hand and typing. and spilling little flakes everywhere. ~~sigh, just dont tell mummy. butbutbut, i got pick up! :)~~
:D

kor just called, and said he would buy me macdonalds since he no lesson!!!
:D woo, no more cereal!
even though cereal tastes nice.
byebye, i havent even showered.
im becoming like a1.
:D

i could have dance all night

2009-05-30T13:43:00.003+08:00

yay, i love i could have danced all night!
from my fair lady :D

got into SC with sapphire and melvin. huiwen and shangle also. wesley also, jason also. =.= wenlin also, matilda also. =.= nevermind.

got my first sem results....quite dissapointing...
8th in class position and 63rd in school ):
my chinese pull me down...

yesterday had band and then mr chua was angry at us.
and then ronald, qianling and chelsea scold us.
bleahhhh, my clarinet playing sucked yesterday cause i never warm up..
was late for band cause got some sc meeting about buying the sc uniform.

holiday homework (!)
heymath.
8.2/8.3.
2 chinese book reviews.
1 chinese compo.
copy out chengyu and sentences.
one science project on sexual reproduction.
english homework on ms nisrin's blog.
geog brochure.

quite ok ba...one group project only...but then must read 2 chinese books. CHINESE BOOKS! but nevermind, quite interesting. one about school and family problems and the other about love. haha.

lazy to write about sc selection camp...basically some amazing race around east zone of singapore. :D

gonna research on coniferous forests now
bye!

happy birthdayyyyy! (:

2009-05-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

lost touch with the internet.
lol.

ANYWAY,
BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAYYYY!
:) i think this is the bessssssst birthday ive ever gotten.
:D love youu guys!

26may
mummy, a3 and me went to PP and ate at food court and she bought be a _ _ _. i will never buy _ _ _s again. shit, i have an addition to _ _ _s and _ _ _ _ _ _. D: i feel like disgusted at myself. I WILL RESIST TEMPTATIONNNN! .__.

at night, shangle wished me happy birthday, :) in advance ;]

27may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE AND VIVIENNNN! <3 switched on my phone and clara wished me the first. she smsed me at midnight. <3 and then, laura smsed me :] and then, when i reached the classroom, renee, vivien, weilin, huilin they all wished me loudly. -__- elise wished me too. :) i wished vivien a happy bday. sapphire gave me this super duper cute tiny parcel thing that when opened it reveals a cute note. :) thank youuu da jie! i was happy, but then i was like, did every slacker forget my birthday? .__.

at parade square... eunice attempted to pull my hair, and then she wished me. <33333333 and then she agreed to self pract with me since junior band was cancelled. adrian sits beside me in parade square. (since his class is beside graciousness and his index no. is like what, 23? so im 21, so we're sort of beside each other.) adrian: ammmandaaa. HAPPY. BIRTH. DAY. me: haha, thanks. your very bad leh. draw birthday cards for your, your never give me present or card, thought u all forget my bday. adrian: NOT THE END OF THE DAY YET, SO HOW U KNOW NO PRESENT!?! me: cauuuuseeee, that thing is not my present. he was holding a whiteboard duster he got from the G.O. adrian: LOL, you want? its free, i can go get another one. :] yanyong smsed me say sorry he didnt get me present. he didnt even wish me :/

during recess, huiwen FORGOT my bday but ~~i reminded her and~~ she wished me :] isabelle smsed me happy bday. <3 style="font-style: italic;">something.

recess bell rang and i shant elaborate any further.

after school
supposed to meet eunice for lunch and then go self pract. asked yanyong where she was and he shrugged and said that my card was with her.
and then he said he bought me reeds.
o.o WHAT
i was screaming and screaming i ran up the stairs to eunice's classroom. met adrian on the way and he followed me up.
i saw eunice and she handed me a pink card with a badly (sorry yanyan...) drawn clarinet on the front.
i opened it and i saw two vandoren packages stuck to the paper with tape.
O@O#NBEWCPO@IJF)*(#DY@*BOIC*)H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH!
i wanted to cry.

do u know how ex vandoren reeds are!?!?!?!
one for 4.80 LEHHHH!!!!
:o
yanyong and eunice saved both of their one week's allowance just to get those. i was like WHY DID U DOOO THAT and at the same time WHY ARE YOUR SO KIND. inside the card was eunice's, yanyong's and adrian's greetings.
i became super hyper during lunch and eunice and adrian got super scared of me. i kept saying that they were so good they were bad. i wanted to hug three of them. they are suppper loved!!! :]
after self practing, went back to band room and found perc ppl with rex sitting on the floor at the entrance of band room. adrian and eunice announed my bday and they started singing the bday song... AHHHHH! bleah bleah. =.= after some time, we went to the band room and watch rex teach perc ppl cool perc stuff. haha :]
perc is super cool and we were all regretting not joining perc. (but actually, me and adrian didnt have a choice since we alr knew how to play our instr.) ahaha, but i still love clarinet! >.<

i shall post about the SC camp some other day though it happened super long ago. cause 9.00 GAMBLING <3 show is starting in half an hr and com's batt is dying.
so good night!
<3

death.

2009-05-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

this was what i wanted to post on the 18th.
but i didnt get a chance to because mummy kept the internet wire.

i feel so comforted that amanda is in this class now.

haha, why?

because she has ___ _____ than me.

i didnt know how to react.

i dashed to the toilet.

he said it right infront of mr.

and MY GOOD FRIEND.

'haha, i will tell her later.'

i was stunned.

and then.

'aiya, very mean leh.'

he said it right infront of me.
he said it right infront of me.
do i appear deaf.
do i appear deaf.
do i appear dear.
do i appear deaf.

i want to die.
i wish i could kill myself.

i want to be strong.
i dont want to care.

but i dont know why im crying.
im still a girl.
i feel like ripping myself into pieces.
why do i feel feverish.
why do i feel sad.

--

:/
im still unhappy about the incident, although two days have passed, i just cant get read of it. im a humiliating sight.
unhappy.
sigh.
no one really knows the anguish.

i wish to be left alone.
i wish not to be bullied.
i wish i was happier.

and that i wouldnt always have to smile without feeling anything.

--

today had sectionals and i got the late notice from cornelia. =.= i didnt bring my clarinet to school, so i had to run back home after school to get it. sectionals was so sad, cause shangle had tuition and naixin was overseas and i was left with stacy and samantha. not that i dont like them, im just not close to them. :/
felt so empty.
i suck at my clarinet playing.
suck suck suck.

i cant hold notes long enough.
i have too much saliva.
my tone is not round enough.
i suck at playing.
suck suck suck.

--

geometrical constructions.

2009-05-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

today was a :| day.
boring.
as usual.
but today had band! :D
but :|

people who didnt go for band:
samantha: tuition (i think...)
eunice: every mon have tuition but i guess she'll have to reschedule cause now every mon, wed and fri got.
yanyong: forgot to bring his instrument back to school. (!)
adrian: phone spoil hence didnt receive msg about band today.

huining, beatrice, valerie (beritone sax) and another girl i forgot her name :x didnt come until very late cause of booooring excel workshop.

shangle came only at the mid (around 1530?) cause of his sc interview.

and i had to leave halfway for sc interview at 3. ):

it was soooo damn long and i was waiting in 4B with the others. booooring. but stephanie got talk to me la. =.= my interview was supposed to be at 330, but in the end pushed until 4.30?!?!? ARGHHHH, i missed so much of band, didnt get to play new piece ):

interview was ok :D one counsillor looked really grumpy and strict (like one of the psle chinese oral tester that was an old woman, expect the counsillor was prettty! :3) and the other was really nice and smiled a few times. ahahah.
reminds me of psle chinese oral.
hah.

):
i forgot to bring my stupid acc notebook for the very first time and then we (yes, all 16 of us) have to go see chen lao shi tmr. (!) bleaaahhh! at first me and elise wanted to fake malay notebook as acc notebook but she came into our class and said she wanted to check our notes. !!!!

oh well....
gotta go do geometrical constructions.
bye!

great world citttyyyy... :3

2009-05-17T16:34:00.003+08:00

hello! :D
lol to mood swings.

yesterday was emo-ing until dad said he needed to go to some hotel to collect a gift. then we all went. and then he suddenly say that he and his friends want go out for dinner together so he told me, mummy and kor that we could go to great world city guang and then go home.

and so we did!!! :D

omgosh to the brightly lit mall with pretty shops.

omgosh to IWANNAGOHOME! shop, with the colourful furniture and cushions and the oh so jaw dropping pretty bright stuff that i couldnt take pictures of because if i did i would be thrown out by some burly men. (hahaha, thats what i think.)

mummy bought me HOW TO DRAW AND PAINT FAIRYLAND book for my bday present from iwannagohome!. sighhh, although i really wanted a new school bag, the book is absolutely gorgeous. and anyway, my bag is still intact. :3

then, we hopped to marks and spencers and mummy bought some wine gums and some chocolates. =.=

it was so spectacular.. the big shops with colourful clothing...that is life.

i promised (in marks and spencers, to myself) that i'll study real hard and become some rich woman so then i can go to great world city everyday :D
really, you should go.

rich rich rich people are so lucky.

then we went to THAT CD SHOP which is the imba cd shop that is now my favourite cd shop!!! :D bought high society cd (after so loooong). was tempted to buy the tings tings but...nevermind. we lingered around the cool cd shop for awhile before heading to...

cold storage.

there, i saw a woman dressed skimpily lor!!! the neck line (clothing line thing?) was like all the way TILL THERE and me and kor could see her black bra. EWWW right?!?! clara LAUGH, you know you want to :3 and somemore she so thin. bleeeahhhh.

then kor was wondering how heavy his hand was and there was no one at the weighing station so he put his hand there. 500 over grams leh! and then i put mine and it was only 300 over grams. =.= we put our finger too but i forgot what grams liao. and then an innocent middle aged woman with a baby came and asked whether she could use the weighing machine. GAHHh so embarassing.

and then...bought old chang kee(cause i didnt eat for dinner) and then we walked back to the carpark.

:D

shall reply tags here...only because i dont want to type in the cbox, for some reason i do not know .__.

TAG REPLIES! :D

`Zhenniii~: Well , at least you'll have those memories ^ ^ Anyways , jiayous in getting to the top class . you can do it ! Maybe we can catch a movie or shopping or even both sometimes ..

`Zhenniii~: &&&&&&&&&&& you never tag me .. ): *sobs*

ya, at least i have those sick memories... :3 thanks for the gu li, will work hard. :D you too, jiayouu! yea, jaime, you, laura, clara and me should HAVE A SICK REUNION. <3>

Jaime ,: Top class ? EH , YOU CONFIRM CAN ONE LORHS xD Not like me , T.T Slacker siols me :B

thank you :B no la, you are a SMART SMART SMART slacker ^^

♥Nai Xin xD: hey yo manda dun b sad leh !!! u kw i c u emo i become emo oso leh. aft reading ur post nw feel lyk crying liao T.T btw, whenever u wan go out on weekends cn always call me mah.

♥Nai Xin xD: am always free to keep u accompany ((((((((((((:

IM SO TOUCHED ><>

Laura <3: HELLOOO! Hi I miss you loads! ): BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY(:

i miss you tooooo ): loads and loads and loads! BIRTTTHHHHDAAAAAYYYY(: back to you! jie jie! :3

Jaime ,: Miss you siols . &&h

Jaime ,: &&How pass you your birdday present siols ?! LOL , LOVED .

i also miss you...LOL u buy me present!?!?!? what the i feel so bad. last year never wish you never give you present for dont know some shit reason...(cause i angry at you???) idiot laa...(to myself) no need present la! <3

*****: taggg

hi *****! :) AHA! asteriks= bitch, dont think i dont know...your name is bitch? .__. sad. lol, anyway if youre gonna tag again, please tag with your real name. thanks *****! :D

byebye! :)

lymphocytes, antigen,antibodies..

2009-05-16T16:54:00.002+08:00

hello :)

im blogging again because i have nothing to do.
don't feel like restaurant city-ing too.
:/
bored.

sighhh, how i wish we were all in the same class.
eunice, yanyong, naixin, shangle, adrian, isabelle, huiwen and me.
definitely not 1graciousness, because its so...
:/
filled with deafening screams?
and other stuff.
and im not pinpointing anyone.
you tell me.

ahhh, i sort of regret.
if i had not been so lazy to pratice my clarinet a few years back and maybe take music exams the previous years, i wouldnt be in ahs.
i really really really feel like going to SOTA.
again.
for the thousandth time.
shitttttt. :/
why wasnt i serious about my clarinet.

but if i went into sota and passed audition, i wouldnt meet slackers. ):
wouldnt have entered band.
but i would have a good class and good friends actually in my class that share the same thoughts as me.
i would have been happier.
pros and cons.
ah well, i would just have to bear onegraciousness for another 6 months, shut up and do my work seriously.
so then can do well for sec one and get into a good sec 2 class. (partially because i hate onegraciousess and if i get into the top sec two class, i get the nude beige vaio laptop i want oh so badly that has a normal screen like any other laptop and not a puny one like mine.)
:/
life sucks.
life is unfair.
life is ugly.
its the same for soaps, same for life.
bad people get what they want, good people suffer.

suddenly reminded of little nyonya.
oh god, i hated that show.

its just my luck not to have best friends in my class, ones i can actually tell secrets to like eunice, naixin etc,
like jaime, clara, laura and zhenni.
we were so warped last time.
we were so warped together.
:D

its just my luck not to have friends i can go out with after school, on a sunday, saturday--catch a movie, go shopping-- oh well.
why me.
why why why why why why why why.

why must i be so different.
why must it be me.
i dont want to be emo,
i dont want to be sad,
i dont want this.

life sucks.
shall now go see my science notes on lympocytes, antigens and antibodies.
nerd.
i shall find a time where i can change my skin, a time when mummy wont take away the internet wire after a time limit and just leave it there.
not because of me, but for other reasons.

life sucks.

frenesi.

2009-05-15T21:36:00.003+08:00

heh heh. :]
frenesi--artie shaw, very nice :3

someone stole my protractor....):
the one i bought the day me, jaime, clara, laura and zhenni went out to...tampines mall i think. =.=
the one i bought in p5.
):

anyhoo, hope i find it. ):

today supposedly supposed to self pract with adrian and eunice, but adrian claimed that some super serious and important thing happened and he rushed off to class. naixin was gross and said that the important thing was that he needed to have xxx with vivian. bleahhhhh =.= and since it was the last day naixin was gonna be in sg until one month later, adrian bought mango tea for her (before she said the thing). and it tasted very bad, so its retribution. hohoho :3

me and eunice self practed while naixin kept asking me to lend her my clarinet. attempted to play overture no.1 and it was very bad. very slow. :/
after awhile, naixin went home and then me and eunice were like slacking already... -.-
and then we talked about some things i dont remember now, and then we packed our instruments and walked to the canteen.

we bought coke and i saw the aunt's underwear.
green.
hahahaha.
i told eunice and she gave me the diao face. as usual. sigh.
:)

walked to the piano and played some simple tunes. and then me and eunice were like talking talking talking and i took pictures. :) but then i deleted all of them because if i did i could take another picture with eunice, so ya :)
we shared our dark dark secrets. hahaha, eunice! you were so cool when u were young :3
and she hugged me twice. haha.
but i didnt think she was a lesbian because she is my best friend :3
haha, that sounded weird.
i bet when she reads this she will give the diao face again.
:)

naixin dont jealous! :D
although wo men yi jin li huen, you are also my best friend!
best hyper friend :]

adrian and yanyong are my sisters too but i dont know anymore because adrian pangseh-ed us at self pract (again) and yanyong went to play table tennis.
.__.
nevermind you're still my sisters :]

huiwen, isabelle and shangle are not forgotten! :) :D :P

sec threes exams over, so some sec threes were in the band room.
gwendolyn, qianling, chelsea and i forgot.
sorry :X

going off liao :]
byebye!

snake bites.

2009-05-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

hello! (:
im supposed to be studying for chinese letter writing test and geog test on fri, but nevermind...

i just took baowei's test on facebook.
ffffffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrnnnnee.
curry puff girls :3

weee! snake bites are cool! if you're wondering why im suddenly interested in snake bites, its because mrs yip told us about snake bites yesterday. :D cool! :)
was researching on snake bites...:D

anyhoo, i decreased for one mark for lit grade. even though still a1, its still depressing.
for geog, i decreased err...6 marks. but not really depressed cause science and geog grades switched. so it doesnt make a diff. :D

:B
gonna do geog worksheet now.
and revise sihan!

byebye! :3
16 more days! :D
till june holidays! :D

:D

singapore is happy! :)

2009-05-08T14:44:00.009+08:00

by shanonaut, deviantart.

Life is like a rainbow.
You need both the sun and the rain to make its colours appear.

hello hello! :)
singapore is happy! (: mas selamat has been caught, and i did fairly well for a few tests! :D

maths common test (algebra- factorisation, simplification)----22/30! ms farah gave me sour raspberry zombie chews :3
lit modular activity (waverly's blog/diary)----22/25! though it aint the highest (which is 23/25, renee's group) its still SECOND HIGHEST! :D
geog group project (the one we did during holidays, dairy farming)----16/20! currently the highest among all groups! :D
science pratical test----10/15! ok, though im not quite happy with this, its still a good mark.
science common test(transport of substances, enzymes, nutrients, human digestive system)----26/30! though not the highest (caleb-29/30, or is it 29.5?) im very very happy! (:

and i think that is it...anyway though im happy for all these tests, today mrs yip got us to sign our science grade. :/ got b3 (69.3). omgosh i could have gotten a2, just 0.7m more! aiyaaa, nevermind..whats over is over, screw the system :B at least i improved a grade :) for geog, hope i can get b3 or a2...though the group project got a1, my geog common test, i just passed. c6 ): nevermind, next week geog test do well!

and now...for pictures!!

science experiment with ashley on thurs.
lol, one of the many pics of the experiment in my phone.
:B chlorophyll being dissolved into the alcohol, which turned green!
and the leaf became totally white.
sucessful experiment! :D

white leaf! :)

zombie chewwws! :D because i wanted to bring mine back to share with kor, me and sapphire shared mine and sapphire gave hers to me. thank youuu! we broke it into half. and my tongue became really blue. really blue like the wrapper.

:D
thats all for now! :)
studying for geog test now, must do well! :)

63 wordsLOL, being random! :)

i dont know what to write here lah! :o

2009-05-07T19:37:00.002+08:00

hellllllllllo! (:
today..was an okay day. (:

pass SC first round with elise, sapphire, stephanie, keane, melvin and kevin!
wooo! good luck guys, for second round :D

nothing to type...:/

oh ya!
on wed,
eunice, adrian, naixin and me slacked :DDD
at first, eunice and me were self practing.
until eunice was convinced that her embouchure sucked forever,
and then she stopped.
adrian came, and played with her cornet for awhile, and then i started keeping my clarinet.
and then me and naixin became hypppper.
:D
omgosh, my chinese sucks man.
dont laugh at what im gonna say.

adrian was talking about his best friend in primary school.
he said smth like this: my friend went to canada to liu xue (overseas go study)
and then eunice and naixin were like 'orhhh...'
and then i was swabbing my clarinet and i asked him,
'why your bestfriend go canada bleed?'
TT
omgoooooooooooosh, i need to buck up for chinese.

eunice scared me thrice on wed!
she always like to appear out of nowhere, to make me scream.
why she look like ghost. :x
well anyway, after the embarassing chinese incident, eunice lend me her phone to play gish.
I, being a very noob-at-phone-games person and never play gish before, (i know i noob -.-) was very amused by the UBBBER CUTE BLACK BLOB THING WITH THE CREEPY YELLOW EYES! (:
adrian and eunice was like laughing their heads off by my noobness.
naixin then lend eunice phone to play and i realised what i sounded like.
=.=

:D
naixin, me and adrian were walking to front gate.
me: why so emo la adrian?
adrian: u got read my blog bout the confidential, damn private thing? ya, that.
me: eh, tell leh, wo men dou shi hao peng you!
adrian: dan ni bu shi wo zui hao de hao peng you.
me: naixin, wo men bu li ta! hmph!
naixin: ya lor, wo men gen ta li huen.

!??!?!?!?!?!!?!?
o.o NAIXIN?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
!?!?!??!?!!
hahahahahahahahahahaa.
i was like ni gen ta jie huen ah!?!?!?
hahahahaahha.

ok, nevermind.
byebye!

dear god,

2009-05-04T16:15:00.004+08:00

why am i so useless.
why can't i defend myself.
why do i let people walk over me like a mat.
why must i do everything.

the chinese compo, literally everything is done by me, except the beginning. (which xueyi has done, i think.) i knew gabriel sucked at chinese, so i instructed him on what to write in the ending in english, and then he would go home and ask his chinese tuition teacher to translate in chinese for him.

do i freaking look like a chinese tuition teacher?

in the morning.
gabriel: amanda, nah.(tosses paper onto my desk) help me translate into chinese.(about to leave)

i tried.

me: NO, no..., no! pass it to xueyi!!! (pushes paper to him)
gabriel: (walks away)

dont worry, i wont be an irresponsible idiot like you, i want to do well and so i'll do it. i'll do it for you.

i hope you break your other arm.

the world is so beautiful. the sky is so pretty. the sun is so glorious. the school is marvellous. the students are all so gorgeous, like models sashaying down the catwalk. why is everything so lovely...how i wish i could be like them. their lovely bangs plastered on their foreheads and their ponytails tied so high with a rubber band that had a colour other than black or blue.
you think i want to look like this...like a nerd. like some kind of...freak?
you think i want to be ugly?
you think i dont pray, dont ask god for help?
people always ask me whether im alright, why im so emo.
im alright, im not emo la! i would say.
but i dont know anymore.
i feel like giving up.
i dont want to run this race anymore.

sometimes i want to die.

D:

2009-05-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

i have fever D:

but thank god i didnt get quarantine LOL..
it was 38.2, and then 38, and then 37.6 and then 37.9 (or smth like that)

at the clinic..

woman behind counter: hi may i help you?
mummy: yes, my daughter would like to see the doctor
woman behind counter: what sickness is she having?
mummy: fever, cough, sore throat, everything also got! just now 38.2, then 38..
woman behind counter passes me a mask.

=.= i where got everything also got..
just now doctor check my heartbeat and different places and say i quite fit leh..
hahahahaha.

i still havent do the math online test and shinglee...D:
byebye

may! :D

2009-04-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

wowww, so fast, tomorrow labour day liao!

today had science test! it was quite easy, i hope to get that a1. ): i quite sad because got one pH question i mixed up acidic and alkaline.. acidic is pH1 and then alkaline is like pH14...i put the other way round leh! .___. then there's the last question which i think everyone got wrong. bleahh.

it was also during this test that my nose became really irritating and leaky. throat become very sore. after science, got chinese.

me, stephanie, xueyi in same group for india project, so we assumed that we would be in the same group for the chinese compo. but no, stephanie joined yap xin's group and then me and xueyi dont know what to do. so i told cai lao shi and then she put gabriel in my group leh!! (and gabriel's chinese is very bad =.=) so it went like this...

amanda: why you all never talk then i only talking??
gabriel: well, usually i talk the most in the class. but xueyi is quiet and you are usually talking to yourself and i dont know u two quite well.
amanda: i talk to myself???
gabriel: not talk to yourself, u just study and write notes in class, or you talk to elise. (she seat next to me mah!)
xueyi: (laugh)

LOL. we chose an article and then we started our work.

amanda: (SNEEZE SEVERAL TIMES ) omgosh, i think i got swine flu leh..
xueyi: you ok or not? your face so red..
gabriel: how can you get swine flu? if u have, then it'll spread to us
amanda: i ate pork ystd leh!
gabriel: me also! (and then he blabbered smth about lunch and ham) pig woman.

and he kept calling me pig woman.
owseinferfiljser0ji3.

amanda: stop calling me pig woman lah! u look like korean lor. u korean.
gabriel: i am not korean. i dont even look like one.
amanda: korean.
gabriel: do i sound like one?

he has a certain accent like american btw. LOL.

amanda: korean american.
gabriel: (defends himself)
amanda: i give you korean name la. hanti!
gabriel: that has got to be the worse korean name ever.
amanda: hanti, shut up.

one time, i sneezed so hard i banged the table and hit my nose.
gabriel (being a sadist) laughed non stop.

amanda: OMGOSH OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. (covers nose)
xueyi: oh my gosh are u ok? u bleed or not?
gabriel: hahahahahahahaaha.

i hope our compo can do well....xueyi got e8 for chi and gabriel f9 and i got c5. OMGOSH
ioh;wofeinfgq3pwhfkerj.

i feel very sick now.
bleahhhhh.

:P

2009-04-28T15:46:00.002+08:00

i'll take this chance to blog, since i came home right after eating lunch two hours ago.
currently just stuffing my face with cadbury mummy bought one year ago at the airport. somehow, i am not afraid. it still tastes nice :O

was actually searching through google for information about the heart. im confused already lor...google is weird. i search 'features of the heart' and they end up giving me some funny pic. ask clara. hohoho.

now nobody want to self pract anymore..everyone take home their instruments..and when i sms slackers whether want self pract each one reply no. ): lol, adrian sad case. terrorist! :D

i was searching through i-dont-know-what (actually, i just forgot, maybe im lying :D) and for some reason landed myself in somebody's blog. and i realised that a lot of people dont like mummy as a teacher.

hahahaha. hahahahaha.

lol, not glowering with anger, but kinda feel a bit, pissed.
after all, she is my mother :D

no matter what, still love her.
hohoho. :O

still confused about parts of the heart. dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmn.

(:

2009-04-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello :)

yay, i love band! :D
today in junior band played sesame street theme! woo, so cute :D
but i hate dotted crotchets =.=
not that i dont know how to play, just that whenever i play got some unsteady, unsure feeling.
sl help! :D

i got back my geog...):
i hate geog and chinese...):
chinese test sure fail...but luckily geog just pass.

on the other hand, i got back my lit essay and i received 22/25! :)
but gabriel got the highest...23!! CHEAT. :D

got nominated for student councilor with the 9 others (kevin, keane, melvin, ronald, renee, sapphire, elise, ashley, stephanie)
i cant believe keane get lor. =.=
hope everyone does well for the upcoming interview dont know when! :)

byebye!

and maybe, the next day would be better.

2009-04-19T13:21:00.005+08:00

odelia walked me home last night.
thank you (:
i feel better.
slightly.

band handover was nice (: new sl is gwendolyn, and the asls are jj and weileng :D
i guess i'll never forget yesterday.

thank you for reminding me
that.
we are fearfully and wonderfully made by God :)

--

maybe i said what i shouldnt have said, maybe i should have kept quiet, maybe i shouldnt have poured my heart out, but its worth releasing some pain from my heart.

maybe.

'I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.' Psalm 139:14

):

2009-04-13T09:49:00.002+08:00

and from now onwards..

i will not touch:

milk
cheese
ice cream
~~chocolate~~ (let's leave this out :D)

i think i am lactose intolerant ):
caused me to leave school half way.
RAWRRR I HATE MY STOMACH!
stupid hydrochloric acid, i could feel it right up to my neck.
sigh ):

2 days late.

2009-04-12T20:21:00.005+08:00

oh no, im 2 days late.
but nevermind.
2 days ago..

MARKED THE 2ND YEAR OF THIS WEBSITE :DD

lol, let's see what i wrote last year, 10 april.

blog anniversary (:(:
cheers to 221 posts. plus this is 222.
(:(: so happy.

i want to change my skin...no inspiration to design, no time. sigh.
at least i get speed. as in the topic.
i like maths.
i like science.
maths more than science. (:
during chinese period, kim meng, clement, samuel and justin woo were playing the 'boob game'. i was so annoyed cause i couldnt listen to what zhen lao shi was saying. how i wish i was seating in 100 dollar seat instead of 20 dollar seat. lol.
why i so tall ahh?!?
oh well...thats it for today (:

lol, the boob game?!? what's that. hahaha, i still remember how i hated my 20 dollar seat. stupid, ms ng put me there. right there next to the sink, where the floor used to be all wet. and black, watery footprints could be seen because inconsiderate people just flicked their hands, flicking the water onto the ground. actually, i do it too. nevermind :D plus this post..is 329 wow, i've come a long way since 2008 :)

ok, let's see..on friday..
IT WAS GOOD FRIDAY! :D
woke up and went to church. and then after church, we went back and then i did my maths (stupid algebraic manipulation) and detailed development, orthographic drawing, production plan for d&t. for dinner went to kallang leisure mall (is that the name of the mall? o.o forgot.) to eat subway and i saw brandon and some girl from 1holiness, with the white spects and the long hair that she doesnt tie up in school.

after dinner went to indoor stadium and listened to reinhard bonnke. (evangelist) wow i think he is a very cool man :) after the whole thing, while we were making our way out of the stadium, i saw hannah and her brother and her parents (basically, her whole family) also. it was too crowded to say hi. ):

saturday
went to eastpoint and we ate a very heavy (and expensive) sakae sushi meal. omgosh the ramen tasted so damn plain i will never order it again. udon still wins. sakae sushi is so expensive...felt a bit bad for mummy and daddy. ): then, i bought SANDALS FROM BATA!!!!! i know, is like wth wth bata (Buy And Throw Away)? but the sandals. are. comfy. really. really. really.
after that went home and then dont know do what. 0.0 in the evening took a walk to expo and bought a pair of very nice pants from the john little sale.

sunday (today)
went to the easter service at indoor stadium (: and i realised that bata is very bad because the sandals they gave me one is new pattern and the other one is old. and you could tell they didnt belong together. but daddy helped me change it while me and a3 were attending the easter service. thank you :)
the easter service feature PLANET SHAKERSSS! :D oh my goodness they're such a powerful worship band. i want to get their cddd.....and also reinhard bonnke preached. i found his message today more inspiring (and funny) today. :D he is good.

after that went to tampines ONE. SOOOOOO CROWDED. but then what to expect, this is the 3rd day ever since it opened..i soooooooo wanted to visit that japanese clothes store but people had to queque up to even go into the shop and window shopped :/ go after school one day. it was super huge, and me and a3 were trying to find lunch so we didnt have time to see all the shops. in the end we went back to the faithful original tm and ate at the food court.

came home and finished the doll project research and the draft on my prized possession. and..thats about it.

byebye!
oh ya, i watched confessions of a shopaholic already. LOL it was so funny, derek smeath derek smeath. :D

music.

2009-04-09T21:18:00.003+08:00

"You know you're a band geek when you pass out while reading a book because they didn't put in breath marks."

the picture is nice :) i forgot where i found it =.=

i had some time, so i decided to make a skin (: had sectionals today, but it ended up really bad because i had a really pain stomach ache that wouldnt go away. so xinjie excused me from playing ): it was so pain, i could feel it all the way up to my neck.after sectionals, hobbled my way to 1graciousness and met up with adrian, yanyong and eunice. it was so damn pain, tears just dripped and i couldnt even sit.
adrian and naixin were really nice and got me a cup of hot water (: and i ate some of adrian's cheese fries. it might be the chicken rice i ate for lunch, watch out, i might sue you! LOL.

HELLO!

2009-04-06T19:24:00.009+08:00

updated slacker group photo! some of us looking at other camera lol. i put this picture first cause i love them :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHAN! :)

before i post about today, shall post about musart concert.

met yanyong and adrian at city hall. they looked like twins :D lol, kk anyway, the rest (huiwen, isabelle, sihui, naixin) came and then we initially wanted to go eat, but then adrian had no sense of direction and then we had no time left so met seniors at raffles. there i got blueberry pancake and grass jelly :) (i didnt eat lunch -.-) headed to vch, saw eunice there. omgosh, mr chua was one of the clarinet players and mdm tan (mrs chua?) was one of the conducters. they were both superrrrr imba!

after the nice concert, went to mac at bugis and ate late dinner with yanyong, sihui, huiwen, adrian, naixin. mrt-ed home with yanyong, adrian, huiwen and sihui.

today.
was band syf. and we got silver. nevermind seniors i know u all tried your best! (: you all play very pro liao (: self pract-ed ALONE because adrian had project to do at library and naixin and yanyong...i forgot. LOL.

lol, i changed my skin. sorry i no new idea liao....no time to come up x.x i got science concept map to do now and some stupid maths algebra questions.

oh righttttttttt...other pics! :D

blur one of slacker group..

a hyper one of me (and i look fat HAH) taken by yanyan.

me and naixin drink grass jelly together. :) blurnesss

me and sihui eating mac :)

adrian drinking his tea. hohoho/

yanyan doing strange things to his sauce. (:

that's all. byebye!

hypernesss (:(:

2009-04-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

woooooo, slackers returned to normal old nice days (:
after school, self pract-ed with slackers plus valerie and siaw min (siew mai, cause for some reason i cant seem to say siaw, its actually just xiao. lol, xiao ming! -.-)

taught siew mai how to blow the clarinet, and she was quite good as a person who never touched a clarinet before (: i think she can join us...i know i said i dont want her join our section, but she's quite good. and anyway eunice keeps pushing her to join clarinets. -.-

then the rest attempted to teach her the other instruments. like adrian with trombone and eunice with cornet.

brasses, brasses.

oh ya, we watched seniors practice syf pieces in hall. so awkward lor! but they are imba (:
i want to learn their syf pieces cause they sound so good.
and i want to learn disney pieces too (:
lol, over ambitious.

i need size three reeds too! RAWR!
maybe i tmr go buy, cause tmr no lesson with ms leong ):, pushed to good friday cause she got rehearsal, for syf maybe??

i tio so many times for chuckie chuckie...nai xin also. and then she had to do forfeit. and then the stupid yanyan (my mei mei :D lol, yanyong) keep saying LICK AMANDA'S LIPS. JBAQWBDWIEJ!@*%&@%.

yan yan is random. he keep singing REACH OUTTT AND TOUCH MY BREASSTTTS when he play reach out and touch me.

bought bubble tea!!! adrian's peach one is super nice, and i was damn thirsty i finished the lychee one so fast...me and naixin keep wanting to drink his.

ending here, slackers unite forever forever forever love love! ( i have pics, but im too lazy to post them :x)

retarrrds.

2009-04-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

shit everything.
screw everything.
______ is being a real bastard.
and by ______ i mean the 90 degrees guy. yes you.

go la, go and add all the freaking people u want to Slackers, i dont give a damn. Slackers is a special group of 8 friends, maybe you should just add the whole AHBand sec one cohort? we'll all be really happy, right?

i hate your attitude. u expect me to say sorry? eat shit.
you're such a quitter, want quit Slackers so soon, after just one incident like that? up to you. go and create your own Slackergroup, u can add many many, go add seon the eupho.
.
.
.
just talked to eunice sillycornet on the phone. omgosh, it was damn funny. ____ say he on the verge of quitting. so i say he dont quit, but i still dont forgive him. eunice was URGGHHHing an AHHHIng and MMMaannnndaing, trying to persuade me to forgive him. naixin say she will. but im not too sure still.

the best thing is he sits beside me during morning assembly. great holy cheesy...shit.
we are a group of united slackers much?
i cant stand you now. but time heals all wounds right?
Slackers United, but i hate you, now, still.

'without them, i have nothing.'

april fool's day

2009-04-01T21:04:00.003+08:00

i'm finally updating! :D
too busy with waverly's blog...-.-

happy april fool's day everybody! for the past few weeks, been self practing with slackers:D (like adrian, naixin, huiwen(not really, she always escape and go T.E.N =.=) yanyong and eunice) and also not forgetting si hui and...ya :D

ystd jamie (alto sax) came to self pract with us(si hui me and adrian) in graciousness (: because holiness was occupied. stupid adrian, he pangseh-ed us halfway to go play truth and dare with his friends in 1H. everyone did not like him X)

oh ya, i saw GAVIN on monday! (: lol, and i saw brigitte today in her apron suit. LOL.

today was ok. stupid pe, 10 rounds round basketball court, 5 rounds up and down stairs. it was not an april fool's day joke. pe was sucky, i was in suicidal mode and kept chanting i hate my life/myself and i want to kill myself.

vivien said i should go see counsellor. thinking about it. psychiatrist?
been super emo these days. i attempted cutting myself and adrian said i was a noob at it.
family problems and lack of self esteem can really bring you down. sigh.

enough of that. after pe, had english and had spelling bee contest. was second in place. caleb's group never fails to win. sigh.

after school, self pract-ed with yanyong, eunice, adrian, naixin. qinling (spell like that?) tagged along. then played concentration too. lol, interlock with qinling so hard meh yanyong? heard seniors play in the parade square. they are damn imba!!! :DDDD

there are two students (boy and girl) transferring to ahband. mrs lum told me to befriend the girl from holiness. her name is siaw min (i think...) but i call her siew mai (not infront of her la...) she say probably join woodwinds. sigh, looks like nobody welcome her into their section, including me. at first i didnt know is she dont like g.g and had health issues thats why can transfer, so when i intro-ed myself i urged her join clarinets.

but i dont think can, cause clarinets got 5 ppl liao. perhaps will join lower winds...or saxes? but still, we are in danger zone. brasses are safe, not fair.. ):

i changed my skin...
im in no mood to blog.
bye.

god, i hate my class. i hate my life. i pray that i can study hard and get into a good sec 2 class. i hate my life, but please dont take it away from me, make it better.
amen.

oh god.

:D

2009-03-22T13:32:00.003+08:00

quiz :D

from clara:
1. 4 things about the person who passed you this quiz.
(1) boobynator :D
(2) THE sicko
(3) CT CTs.. :)
(4) BESTIE :D

2. When was the last time you talked to him/her?
last night, on msn.

3. What do you like best about him/her?
her craziness and aunt personality ^.^

4. When was the last time you saw him/her?
ehhh, the day we went out with bryan, isaac and laura (:

5. Impressions of the following 6 people:
(1) laura (sexy legs! ^^)
(2) darren da ge (he is not NICE. lol.)
(3) zhenni (LAUGHING QUEEN!)
(4) clara (lol, as i said, boobynator)
(5) vivien (the dont like everyone girl)
(6) nai xin (milk heart :D)

6. What does 1 like to eat?
(laura) dont know...berwyn!? :D jkjk.

7. What is 2 afraid of?
(darren) LOL, CELESTE, laura say one. but nvm, also dont know.

8. What is 3 despo-ing of?
(zhenni) NICK NGEOWWWW. no, jkjk...maybe..better results and proness at volleyball :D

9. Does 4 like you?
SHE LOVES ME! (:(:

10. Do you like 5?
ya, good friend FREAK! (: jk.

11. Are you a parent?
~~YES, I HAVE 500 babies.~~ NO LA.

okok...:D
yesterday was darren's birthday party, and like me and laura were the only two girls that could make it.
HIS CONDO PLACE IS LIKE A JUNGLE.
mummy and daddy dropped me off at some clubhouse, at some block, cause darren sms me say at clubhouse mah..so i walk walk walk, dont know where they were. that time laura was also tracking down his condo place, and i tried my best to give her directions, but i was also lost in his jungle home too. .__. then laura finally found the place, but i was still lost, and she told me to look for blk 35. so i asked this random indian dude where it was and he pointed straight to somewhere, THE CAR PARK. and he was like just walk that direction. so i walk walk walk...and i was like TRAPPED IN THE CAR PARK with hundreds of cars and it was superrr dark. i was so scared i try to call darren the reception was damn bad. then i finally saw some staircase leading up. i quickly ran up the stairs and LUCKILY SPOTTED UNCLE LAURA! LOL. was super duper happy to see laura and her parents siah...

(...)
darren's parents are super duper nice, and his mother is so pretty! (: OH AND HIS SIS ANABELLE IS SOOOOOO CUTE, and a bit weird la. the boys were playing ps3 and com and darren went to join them then me and laura were like watching the 1730 show with anabelle and some girl named claire from darren's swimming class (?) so me and laura made friends with anabelle. we were like super left out cause the house was eventually packed with random relatives of darren..after eating, we watched jeremy lee look through his received GROSS emails sent by his AUNT. some of them were utterly gross. then we got bored and entered anabelle's sweeeeeet pinkish every-nine-year-old-would-dream-of room. then we played PLAYDOH with clara(anabelle's niece) and i think one 5 year old girl named mingen, i think. then we got crazy and started dancing and screaming and clara and anabelle were wrestling each other. then they insisted that me and laura wrestled each other, then me and anabelle. lol, then we played the untangle your hands game. we were super crazy and kept dancing and twirling around. we also played one toture game where anabelle really really totured all of us, esp. clara.

soon laura had to leave and i was left in a room full of crazy kids. LOL, clara made me wear anabelle's pink hat and her star necklace and MADE ME WALK AROUND THE HOUSE filled with aunts and uncles. then she made me show darren and all his friends (junhan, seth, jared..etc) in the room. LOL, gahaha. we played charades for awhile too. anabelle asked for my handphone no. hahahaha. but i told her to ask HER BROTHER then she decided maybe not. (: i carried anabelle and clara too...AND ANABELLE COULD CARRY ME. WOW SHE IS DAMN STRONG. vanessa and her sis entered the room and vanessa started carrying the kids, and clara told her to carry me .__. (she's sec 3 btw.) AND SHE ACTUALLY DID. WOW. she's ultra nice.

it got late and i had to leave. clara and anabelle walked me to the door, (LOL, u see? darren is a bad host. he and his ps3 and all.) and was like BYEBYE...SEE YOU AGAIN IN THE NEXT LIFE OR SMTH VISIT US SOON...darren's father also sent me off.

i miss them. :D
clara and anabelle, they're so adorable.

budumm.

2009-03-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

ADRIAN'S BIRTHDAY IS IN TWO DAYS!
ISABELLE'S BIRTHDAY IS IN FOUR DAYS!
DARREN DA GE'S BIRTHDAY IS IN EIGHT DAYS!

i already made cards for adrian and isabelle (: met darren da ge already. (:
tomorrow going back to school to do acc/geog/lit project. LOL, im so confused, i dont even know what we're doing anymore, or what time we're even meeting. :/ planned lit essay BIG BILL today, it was stressful ._. all i could think about was big bill, tulsi babu and prodyot babu for the rest of the day.

i want to buy wowjazz cd ._.
i tmr might be able to buy. (:

note to self: dont be spend thrift.
i promise promise promise i from the day after tmr onwards i try to save money$ liao lor. i realise i spend a lot of money that in the first place dont need to spend one. theres a word for it, but it just slipped my mind. ._.

nevermind, now recession, really gotta save more.
good night!

227-ER!

2009-03-13T19:43:00.002+08:00

WEEE! so fast term one over liao, ;D today got back CA report for term one, and i am loving my results :D

first of all, congratulations to stephanie, the first in class with a booming percentage of 76.81%! (:(: and congrats to shengkok to, with a percentage of 76.27% so close seh.

and i got 75.40%! YAY! :DDDDDDDD
i didnt know that a 227ER can also do well amongst the 240ERs, 250ERs, 260ERS, cool.
but cannot let head get too big, this is only term one...sigh.
i want to do SO MUCH MORE better for science, geog and esp. CHINESE!
oh ya, got back maths common test marks and most people got 18/30, including me. wow, surprise surprise zhangying got 27! WOW right? stupid 18/30.

MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :) you might think, yay right? here are my group projects...:

ACC PROJECT
GEOG PROJECT
ENGLISH WHAT'S UP PROJECT
LIT. MODULAR ACTIVITY PROJECT
LIT ESSAY (not a group project, but its a major project)

sian, even holidays must go back to school, and the deadlines are like on 23 march (darren's bday :D) and 30 march lo..
going now, bye.

2009-03-11T19:28:00.003+08:00

i loveee them all.
yanyong, adrian, eunice, nai xin ;D

not forgetting huiwen, isabelle, shangle (:

today is a super duper day (:
let's forget about all the unfortunate events that happened ystd.
no junior band today ): but self pract-ed with yanyong, eunice, nai xin and huiwen! adrian came too, cause his leadership thingy got cancelled.
after a while, when to the eagles nest then adrian played pool with huiwen and eunice while yanyong me and i think nai xin went into the other room to talk to adrian chong. then we mingled in the room, and then we went to canteen to play games like CHUCKIE CHUCKIE and CONCENTRATION. lol..
;D

hugs&kisses

2009-03-10T18:01:00.002+08:00

hello;D

usually post on fridays or wednesdays but today is an exception (:
i wanna blog about YESTERDAY! :D
when back to shps and saw LAURA, ZHENNI, DARREN, CHRISTIANNE and MARIANNE! :D
the moment zhenni saw me at gate 3 she rannnnn towards me and grabbed me.

me, the emo black-glasses, NURSE uniform :x THE UGLY UNIFORM! (mr nizam say one, so straightforward as usual.) we ate TIM SUM HAVENNNNNN<3 together for lunch. and it is a mistake they dont sell ribena anymore. MISTAKE MISTAKE!

SAW MR LAUUUUUUU AND MDM GOHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND MR EDWIIIN LIMMM! some things never change, do they?

after a while, me and laura hopped over to shss and she tell me her classroom etc. saw odelia! (: then, hopped to ahs and guided her to class, canteen stuff like that. YANYONG MET LAURA ^^

cut the story short, i had fun and i miss them so much.

TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY FOR SWIMMMMING! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
it was fun. but im glad i wont be smelling of chlorine for like......forever. :D perhaps i'll swim again someday.

doubletruth, doubledare

2009-03-06T20:25:00.003+08:00

hello hello! today had band. and it never ceases to plaster a SMILE on my face :)

so we played, warm-up instrument, and then senior told the non-syf seniors to take juniors self pract. clarinets moved to bamboo place ^^ ryan and leonard sat against a pillar and started playing phone. eventually, shang le (the SLACKERRRRRRRR!) joined them. -_- so nai xing, samantha, stacy and me just practiced together. we went back band room and vanessa dismissed sec ones. self pract at bamboo place with huning, jolene, naixing, eunice, yanyong. adrian came and started throwing rocks at me. -___- i whacked him hard with my music book until i realised i was damaging it. -___- i tried eunice's cornet and yanyong taught me fingerings for notes, yanyong tried my clarinet and i taught him fingering. later get mouth infection TOUCH WOOD! D: lol, jk.

dont know where we were walking to, i go play HIGH HIGH note next to adrian's ear and then he want chase me liao. was running away from him, one hand holding clarinet, one hand holding book and scouts staring at me and adrian chasing. soon dont know where he go, i headed back to bamboo place. saw huining still playing tuba and jolene playing flute diligently. was breathless.

decided to head back to store room to keep musical stuff. one hand holding clarinet and book, the other clutching the music stand. and then......the 3 sharp legs of the stand made 2 lonnnnng red cutttts on my leg. OW it hurt.

after putting away stuff, eventually saw the rest and they accompanied me to go get plasters from general office. after that, eunice, me, yanyong and adrian went to go buy bubble tea. we went back to school (bamboo place) after that and had looonnng chats. soon after, yanyong suggested that we play a game and that is LEAF BALL FIGHT! we took the brown bamboo leaves from the ground and made a ball then throw at each other. the wind was strong ^^ yanyong (ACTOR SEH!) then 'chanted' spells with the leaves and adrian followed him as well. lol, we did a lot of funny things, too many things, i seem to have forgotton.

after that decided to play TRUTH OR DARE! which eventually turned into DOUBLETRUTH & DOUBLEDARE! when it was my turn, i picked double dare because i always pick truth. then they tell me to hold adrian's hand. i was like ORH OK, HOLD HAND ONLY! so i held his hand and then we raised it up and down..........

UNAWARE THAT THE NCC BOYS WERE WALKING BACK TO THE G.O AREA.
UNAWARE THAT SIM WEI HAN SAW US.

'ORHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh...!' was all he said. let's hope he forgets about it, yes!?!?! my turn was over.....and then it got a bit awkward. nai xing chose double truth and yanyong ask her what her underwear colour was. then she was like...'i think bai se' LOL. then we asked yanyong who was the most desirable person u would like to have AHEM with. he wanted his turn to be over quick, so he just said naixing. lol, naixing also said him when asked.

my turn again. doubledared for fun. dare: TO HOLD BOTH OF OPPOSITE GENDER'S HAND, INTERLOCKING. then i was like BRING IT ON and then cause me and adrian like did my first dare together, we do together again lor. then we hold both hands, interlock, DONE! lol..

to cut the story short, i had another turn and i did DOUBLEDARE AGAIN! my dare was to say MEOW MEOW MEOW infront of either scouts or nccs. LOL much? in the end both got teacher there, so i said it to some RANDOM dude that huiwen knew.

READY TEMPO READY GO! game. had to do forfeit...-__- i had to say MEOW MEOW MEOW (whats with the meows) to leonard. huining even worse, had to say MEOW MEOW YONG QUAN MEOW MEWO YEAH! (pose) to yong quan (BAND MAJOR!) and somemore with melody. but in the end changed to ian. than isabelle had to do to rex. but in the end, we cancelled all the forfeits! ^^

newest addition to our SLACKING CLUB! (: huining, valerie, naixing! WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY!! <3

exaggeration..

2009-03-01T13:15:00.002+08:00

hello!! (:(:(:

I LOVE MY CLARINET.. <3
I LOVE MY CLARINET, <33
I LOVE MY CLARINET! <333

over exaggerating much..hahaha. im just posting because its 1 MARCH! and, today is WOMAN'S SUNDAY! wooooohooooooo! ^^ sorry, im kinda hyper now. later gonna watch ms leong perform. but for now, i am going to practice pieces. (:

(:

(:

:D

maa-thhuuurr.

2009-02-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

i'm updating now! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN! :D

anyway, i got my ENGLISH SUMMARY (mock test, not borne bond), LIT CA and GEOG CA marks back! and i am so. ELATED! :DDDDDD
english summary about the eye. was sooooo darn nervous cause ms nisrin kept saying that 3/4 (or 1/2, i think) the class failed and those that passed got like 10/20 only, border...== was soooo scared when she was calling people to get their paper.

'amanda.'

oh my gosh man, she said it so sternly, so expressionlessly (such a word?). i took my paper, and PHEWWWWW! i got 14/20! ^.^ highest is karyee (i think), she got 16! darn, she beats me in everything. so smart for what!!!!! ^^

well, maybe not everything. lit period came, and mrs g announced that she finished marking the ca papers. she got people to give out the ca papers. i thought i would get like 15/25 at least cause i thought i wrote too much....then i-forgot-who handed me my paper and i was like SHIT SHIT SHIT IS THIS FOR REAL?!?!!?!?

23/25.

i was too overwhelmed. i was like HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAR? LOL. kar yee got 19. then mrs g. told all those get 20 and above to stand infront of the whiteboard there. then she make each one of us spill our SECRET OF SCORING. lol...most people said like 'i studied hard' or 'i listened to mrs g.' then she came to me and told the whole class 'you must listen to her secret. now, not only did she score the highest for this class, but also for the 4 sec one classes that i teach.' i was like ARE YOU SURE????? then, i didnt want to let her down with such an average 'secret' to the class, so i said 'ermmmm, i studied...and, try to be the poem. imagine you're the scissors. (the compre was about the poem SCISSORS)' then mrs g. was like 'that's interesting! she uses empathy.' then, she made us all bow, and we went back to our seats. kar yee asked me 'that's fake right, u dont actually do that right??' and i answered
'no, really, be the scissors.'

geog. the terror. the nagging. and geog ca marks. i was bound to fail, for sure. absolutely. kar yee (the person, probably the only one, that LIKES GEOG (i always like to exaggerate this sentence, because i really cannot believe she likes it) got the highest- 26/30. and i got...21.5/30. its an A2 and not a C6. WOOOOOOOOW. i better keep up with my good marks siah, A1s and A2s, show yourselveees! haha.

today, ms nisrin wanted to test us for oral, but decided to give us time to prepare so she pushed it to next week. we were learning how to say words in the correct manner, then she asked gabriel to stand up. 'gabriel, say maaa-thuuuur (mother).' he relunctantly stood up and said in his low voice 'mudder.' hahahaha. 'class, say maaa-thurrr' mmmmaaathhhuurr. hahaha, we tried other words too. rendevous (ron-day-vu)! oh ya, LINGERIE! 'class, lingerie.' everyone said it. 'lingerie, class' we said it. haha, LAWN-GER-RAY, not LING-GIR-RY. hahaha, funny seh.

sojourn 2009

2009-02-22T13:00:00.002+08:00

sojourn 2009 was fab, except i liked the songs after the intermission very much more than the first few. they played a song sung by shirley bassey (i cant put my finger on the song's name!!!), back to the future (movie) theme song and indiana jones theme song. SO COOL AND NICE SIAH! ^^ reached city hall at 5.15 plus plus. eunice came early so me and her just walked around the station before we saw huiwen and aDRAIN (LOL). then, met up with isabelle and seniors. yanyong couldnt come and shangle didnt want to come, so aDRAIN was the only sec one boy. most of us ate mos burger, except one or two seniors ate subway. after eating, went to vch and caught the concert. OH YA, after the concert, people demanded for a encore, so the ntu band played PONYO. so cute siah. lol, the song was stuck in huiwen's head. mrt-ed with angela, aDRAIN, isabelle and huiwen.

FINALLY finished my d&t production plan and english summary! (: english summary 115 words, but ms nisrin said that 5 words exceeding expectation (110 words) can round down, so :D. maths class test received 18/20. ^^

pang sai kia!

2009-02-20T21:39:00.005+08:00

tuesday: didnt go for swimming, had a valid reason ;D cut hair with jie. SHORT! ^^

wednesday: everyone say short hair nicer. thank you (: had band. yan yong was all pissy. HMPH! call people pang sai kia, he LAO SAI KIA! played tempo game and i had to do forfeit -.- do chicken dance in front of band seniors, lol. but my back was facing them...so...yea. SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE! XD

thursday: SCIENCE PRACT was SUPER UBER FUN! (: couldnt talk or make eye contact with the people at your table. benedict's test, alcohol emulsion test and biuret test all positive (: except biuret test it turned baby blue-ish cause i put too much copper sulphate solution. redid it. ALCOHOL EMULSION TEST!!! it was so LOL. i was blur and didnt hear mrs yip say that alcohol was on the teacher's table at the front. so i poured in sample X in a test tube, and wondered 'ehh??...where is alcohol!!?!' sapphire was sitting in front of me, so i whispered her name. knowing the it was breaking the rules, she didnt respond. i whispered again, she didnt respond. i saw a bottle of brown liquid and the label was coloured black, so i didnt know what it was. i assumed it was alcohol.

i took it and poured it into the test tube and it TURNED BLACK. 0.0 supposed to become white and can see a white suspension and feel warm. then i realised...

SIAN SIAN SIAN IT WAS IODINE. T.T

sapphire was laughing to herself LOL. ok la, it proves that sample x contains starch. haha. redid and got positive.

today no need do the zao chao (morning exercise) cause celebrate the dont know what girl guides and boy scouts day thing. had band today...alumni led us for junior band, and he was superrr funny. shang le was like 'i want to play the (don't know what) song of donkey...' me and nai xing kept laughing. then there was this song called the SCHOOL SONG and he was like 'stupid la..what school song? what school is this?!' 'school for donkeys la...' then me and shangle laughed. lol, i know, LAME ^^. self pract after that. bought bubble tea with yan yong, adrian, eunice. while drinking my watermelon snow shake, yan yong said smth about seeing a guy pee at some tree, and we all immediately felt so grossed out and naseous. and the shake didnt taste all that good, so i really felt like throwing up. played a game of catch for awhile, until i really couldnt tahan cause my stomach felt gross. odelia sl birthday was on the 18, so...HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;D yan yong birthday coming, oh well! (:

meeting band friends tmr at city hall to eat dinner, then heading to vch for concert. too bad jie leaving tmr, can't see her off. ): but still, excited for tmr!

slackers on fri

2009-02-13T20:09:00.010+08:00

omgosh i am deeply in love with....

BAND! ^^

after school, had band. i beat adrian (trombone) in long tones by 1 sec! (: high score! ^^ after playing a few songs, did self pract with huiwen, isabelle, adrian, yan yong, shang le and eunice!!! ok, we kinda slacked, but we really DID self pract. for while. :D fooled around a bit at the swing, and watched the rest play the tempo game while me, angela (the band one) and eunice watched them. kinda think of it, didnt do much (except for tempo game! ^^) and going to canteen to buy stuff. but so fun! ^^ jolene gave me chocolate kisses for valentine's day, janice wished me an early one, xin jie gave each of the sec ones in clarinet section a valentine's day note and jing yi gave sweets and toblerone (i put it inside my pocket, and it melted, but it taste good anyway!)

i dont know why the picture is like that lol, angela took this.
front: shang le, hui wen, yan yong and isabelle
back: eunice, me and adrian

isabelle and me. lol, acting stupid outside the band room!

huiwen, isabelle and me ^^ the two percussionists and the so out-of-place clarinetist. NICE! :D

yanyong the trumpeter, shang le the clarinetist and adrain the trombonist playing HAI NAN JI FAN!

thats all i have.
for now (:

;)

2009-02-12T18:58:00.003+08:00

i feel like killing this blog, i'm not inspired to write anymore =.=

tuesday had geog ca, it was....ok la. quite shitty, hope dont need go to MRS KOH'S REMEDIAL. >< today had english comprehension and it was quite good, except i think i made a HORRENDOUS mistake. i felt like banging my head against something hard, but its not worth it. and i forgot all about the stupid stupid stupid chinese test!! i didnt study for it. 0.0 i felt like killing myself, literally. please, dont let me fail it. tmr have lit quiz and math test. ^_^ i like. today feels like friday the 13th. bleah. i was bawling my eyes out over the chinese test i had just taken when i came home, but we cant cry over spilt milk, can we? no point; useless. i have many more chinese tests to do. i want to do well.

so many shit in the class man. vivien says she dont like a lot of people in our class. yuuuuuup. bear with the shit for one year, do well and go to a good class yes?

not gonna have sectionals tmr, sian. no sectionals for whole week. 0.0 feels...empty? maybe going to self pract..which eventually turns into slacking.

omgosh.

2009-02-09T15:35:00.004+08:00

lol, it's been... one week?

band last week was fun. stayed back for self pract with shuang le, eunice, yan yong, adrian, isabelle and not sure. ;D after a very weird self pract, ended up loitering the school with adrian and yan yong the humpty dumpty. ok, enough about that...
today received maths ca marks, and i ended up getting..

27/30! :)

lol, proud of myself ^^ thought i would FAIL. phew. highest i think is tommy, who got 28. darn. karyee got 27, vivien got 25. today for acc went to do some calligraphy. lol, i suck at it super badly. the 一 how to do the curvy thing at the end?!?!? sian sian sian. for d & t drafted out the design of desk tidy. and luckily, we didnt have to go to geog room for 20 mins! because mrs koh wasnt there! ^^
and angela, i just want you to know that i didnt spam your blog ok? i dont waste my time; check the i.p.

...OH RIGHT! i forgot to blog about yesterday...==
not many will know this, but...(actually, no one knows. ^^) clara, laura, me, bryan and isaac went out yesterday.
it started out like this: met the rest at tm mac. ate lunch together (sort of), and i so happened to see my saxophone and trumpet senior. then, headed down to downtown east and played a quick WE ALL SUCK game of bowling ^^ lol. after that, went up to the archade and took neoprints (yes, with bryan and isaac too, but they act so emo) together. in the end, isaac and bryan sort of pangseh us. :<
walked to white sands where we window shopped. and then SOMEONE needed to go to the toilet. SO ME AND THAT SOMEONE waited for HER. and suddenly we hear a SCREAM. we ask that SOMEONE what happens, and she says:

'i dropped my wallet in the toilet bowl!'

we were so shocked, so we kept tossing tissue over her cubicle. can u believe it, the URINE OF IT! gosh. she comes out, looking very depressed as she had just bought her $30 wallet the day before. so depressing. that SOMEONE took out all her cards and money and washed her wallet with soap and dried it. then, she puts all the items back in the little compartments. we were on lvl 3 and then i saw bryan and isaac on lvl 4. sian sian!

bought bubble tea before heading down to bugis WITHOUT bryan and isaac. and here comes more window shopping.. after i think about 1 hour plus, clara (unfortunately) needed to go back home. so, we (the trio) headed back to tm. clara separates from laura and me. but before this, she gave us $2 each for our birthday. LOL. ok! thanks (:

laura and i headed to cs where we saw DORCAS! then, went to montip to buy star keychain!!! (: mine's green and laura's is blue ^^ and clara's is PINK! ^^ ok, then we went to eat dinner at the food court. shared $5 hokkien mee. i know you would think we all so qiong, but actually the portion quite big ^^ after that, window-ed shopped until laura's parents came. they offered to escort me back to home (so sweet hor, laura's parents ._.) so i accepted their offer. back home at 7.40p.m 左右.

and..that's it. ^^

diffusion

2009-01-31T15:09:00.005+08:00

time to update yes, yes? (yes!) lol.

wednesday: nothing much. cny celebration. boring.

thursday: nothing much. == found out that our group got highest for shape poem for lit. 20/25 ^^ science common test marks received. SIGH and PHEW. after school, had band. it was fun :)

friday: happy birthday ms leong! NOTHING MUCH! LOL. after recess was walking up to class when vivi and i saw stephanie. decided to take pics in the toilet. haha. sapphire came into the toilet and joined our toilet party. cheers. 2 periods of chinese spent writing a chinese compo. science: diffusion in the lungs. after school, HAD BAND! ^^ it was good. mymy, shuangle is a fast learner. had pot luck for dinner.

saturday (today): sigh..nothing interesting, yet. going to have clarinet at 1630.
sigh.

byebye!

vivi, me and stephanie.

sapphire joins us ^^

i can't believe it man...starting of clarinet session my relatives came in..you see, i had this family gathering planned, and i thought that it would be around 6, 7? and they just suddenly came in through the front door when i was warming up. == oh well, was quite pissed actually. but then got started on the first grade three exam piece, which was nice (:

^_^

2009-01-22T16:25:00.003+08:00

hellllo!

tuesday: science common test!! everyone was so BLEAH because we all studied chapter 2 (cells) but most of the test was chapter one!! RAWR. the last question was from chapter two only..-.- got back chinese compo (common test, chinese) and did quite ok ^_^

wednesday: got started with our (me, kia yee, kar yee, elise and sapphire) shape poem!!! we chose to do the STRAWBERRY!!!! lit was fun :DD nothing much on wednesday...after school, had instrument selection (for band) and im in clarinet section, yup.

and.....today!!! it was sooo fun!! ok..let's see..morning nothing much, had a loooong assembly. ms nisrin didnt come again, so we did this comprehension. then, we went to geog room and did all the....geog stuff(?) geog over already, the class was getting ready to leave the room. someone reached for the door, and said.

'oh shit, it's locked.'

i was WEEEEEE~ing away and vivien (nicole, i prefer :D) and kar yee were laughing at me. the idea of camping in the geog room for a night sounded so exciting. but the class was like screaming JIU MING AHHH through the windows...and we caught this man's (or student?) attention. OH WELL! went up to class and did maths. RECESS!

recess went with kar yee and zhang ying. after eating and stuff, we went back to the classroom and found most of the boys gathered at the back of the class seeing see wei and his friends play DUEL MASTER!!! lol, right? we were super bored, so zhang ying and i were playing with the curtains. (at the side of the class) i was drawing back the curtain when all of a sudden i saw gabriel's face in front of me. he was outside the class lockers there. i screamed AHHHHHHHH. so scary lorrrr!! i was laughing and tearing. i was so scared i hugged zhang ying. LOL. gabriel was laughing to himself too. ....-.-

AFTER RECESS
was lit. we prepared more of our shape poem but unfortunately didnt manage to finish the poem in one period. so we stayed back after school to finish it. it looks grrrrrrrreat!!! ^^ i like. elise, kia yee and sapphire went home then me and kar yee ate lunch together. after that, headed back home.

maybe it's fate,

2009-01-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

hellohello ^^
don't really wanna blog nowadays, but since i'm done with my work..

anyway, i got into BAND! :DDDD cause i play the clarinet mah. june/july gonna take grade 3 examination.
so manny 1righteousness people in band. jolene and huining got in too. junhan didnt get into band siah! sian sian sian!
nothing to blog leh...sigh...yesterday got band concert ^^ it was realllly good, except for the COCK AUDIENCE :O
tuesday got common test: science.
ohh well...tmw first band session. :D excitement.

golgi aparratus go, go, go!

don't be a spongebob!

2009-01-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

hello everyone!

school has been rather fun :D a1 left this morning for the USA. anyway, today after school was all the cca showcases. first went to parade square and saw ccas like gb, bb, scouts, guides, ncc, npcc, st. john's. it was supper scary how everyone tried to pull you into different ccas. 0.o ncc looks scary >.< then, we went up to main hall to see performing arts. saw guitar ensemble, BAND <3333, ahsco, ahscd, english drama, harmonic orchestra and choir. ashley got into chinese drama!!

after the WHOLE showcase, went to band room (cause i want to join band mah.) and tried out odelia's (senior) clarinet first...it was a bit hard to play at first cause her reed size is 3 1/2 (or was it 3?) and mine's actually just 2 1/2. but after awhile got used to it..i tried jolene's flute...=.= it was...different. while i was trying to play it (with the help of this senior), this guy (i think from the clarinet section) go say 'why! you trying to snatch ah?' to the girl helping me. LOL. then, there was this other senior, i think called rachel or smth, that was like 'assessing' me. i felt so stressed, and assessed. LOL. but it was quite fun ^^ she said i stand a good chance to enter band :):) i'm excited, EXCITED, EXCITTTTTTTTTTED! i think there's an audition. ^^

how is everyone doing in their own schools? hope you're all doing great :D!

CADDO/ OG17

2009-01-04T17:06:00.003+08:00

orientation was fun.
except 1G was not ENTHU on the first day..then second day enthu a bit :D
angela and elise are in my class :) and jun han is in 1H!! and a lot of other st hildans are in AHS but all from the higher classes.
FUN FUN FUN! the seniors were funny.
can't wait for tomorrow ^^

sorry i'm so fickle-minded. >.<

a new year :D

2009-01-01T14:41:00.002+08:00

happy new year everyone! :D

school is tomorrow, and i'm sooooooo excited and nervous at the same time.. == oh ya, i'm in class 1Graciousness, LOL. 1G for short, yup.
hope everyone will adapt well in their new schools, and make new GOOD friends. lol. ^^ going to ahma's house soon, bye!

2009!

2008-12-30T16:33:00.003+08:00

hello!

yesterday went to tm and watched bedtime stories with jie and eugene! :) and a2, a3, eugene and I are going to watch the AHS chinese orchestra perform later at the singapore conference hall.
oh ya, on the 27 a2, a3 eugene and I went to the back to school popular sale and metro sale at expo ^^ bought staedtler pens and DIY phone keychains- piggies and veggies- at the popular sale. it looks really cute ^^

anyway i dont think i'll be blogging a lot from now onwards so don't expect anything much from me. excited for 2009! :D
byebye.

merry christmas, one day late.

2008-12-26T16:15:00.002+08:00

hello :)
i'm feeling a bit better now.

yesterday, went to church and after that went to eat lunch. we sat down at this table then i looked at the table next to ours and thought 'eh? isnt that uncle clara? (clara's father)'. then i saw clara approaching the table and i waved at her :D siao man, she eat sooo many siew mai.
after that went to ahma's house and played bad boss (something like old maid) with a2, a3 and kerwyn. haha, it was fun.

we went home after that, then we (a2, a3, me) went out. eugene drove us to white sands. we bought 3 cute fluffy toys at comic connection :D and i bought this beige classic-looking (a2 claims it is) wallet. lol, it looks nice. we got a bit sian at white sands, so we went to downtown east. we decided to watch twilight together. ^^
robert pattinson is not that handsome.

umm, ok. i was posted to bedok view. and then i appealed to go into ahs.
and they actually accepted it.
so now i'm going to ahs. :D
oh i saw lun xiang at bedok view, btw.

happy christmas eve?

2008-12-24T15:30:00.002+08:00

it's christmas eve.
but it's not a happy one for me.

why can't i just have a normal peaceful life, like everybody else? why must it be like this?

impatience.

2008-12-23T11:12:00.003+08:00

i haven't blogged in a long time.

sigh.

life is screwed up.

today going to play badminton with a2 a3 and eugene.
and i don't think i will blog often.
that's it.
bye.

i have a choice. screw you. screw everyone.

i want to go to there.

2008-12-14T16:11:00.004+08:00

hahaha, 30rock is funny.

i'm posting because i'm bored.

just made cheese biscuits with jie and mummy. but it's different from the ones we made last time. now, we put EXTRA CHEESE on top and they're not star shaped. :D yum, it's too addictive la!
i haven't washed my hair in 5 days. don't ask why. i won't do it for no reason OK! it's not that i don't want to, i just can't. so everyday i'm very paranoid about how my hair smells, then always ask jie to smell it for me. recently, i've been spotting soo many house flies and little small ones. i bet it's because of my hair. i told jie about it, then she was like 'NO la!'

but i still think so. sigh.

..and finally i've changed my link :D lol, i just felt like it. going off now, to eat cheese biscuits. ^^

'tis the season to be jolly

2008-12-07T13:44:00.004+08:00

...and December arrives.

i won't be blogging anymore because i've been writing in my diary instead. :D maybe when secondary school starts then got stuff to write then i'll blog about it. or when something interesting happens.

moving on..

2008-11-27T20:14:00.001+08:00

i officially finish twilight today :D

edward cullen. edward cullen! *screammmmmmmmm* LOL.

and i think im gonna start to watch pushing daisies now.
today, went to PP with mumsie ^^ um, she bought some clothes while i bought shirts. got new moon from borders, and mummy got grease soundtrack and a shirley bassey cd. :) oh, i also got this LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE soft toy. :D
came back home after that and read finished twilight while eating the remaining cookie balls in my room. :D

life kinda sucks now. i feel like a piggy. XD
.
.
.
'why are your hands so cold? did you just wash them??'
'no, im a vampire.' *grin*

LOL. edward cullen. GAHHH! LOL.

an ending, a new beginning.

2008-11-24T13:43:00.008+08:00

i need to read again.
and i need to read a good book. D:
twilight?

sian, i cant wait for secondary school life because now i just lay around and do nothing. i want work! i want assignments and i want to use my correction tape again. ever since school ended i have not been using my stupid correction tape. i want school! now.
i might regret later but who cares? i just want a little stress. LOL. i'll miss primary school life, but at least i wont see some people's faces ever again right? ~~later end up in same school, LOL.~~

im ending here. nothing to talk about. you see!! dont go to school= nothing to blog about, no one to rant about. ARGH!

oh yes, mummy made star shaped cheese biscuits. yum :D

and smth random.

yes, i do think u like to put people down.
no, i do not think i'm the leader.
i dont think im the best at all.
i dont think im pretty.
i can be quite a b*tch.
not everybody likes me, neither do i.
yes, i do.
yea, i know im not good.
sorry, you'll have to see on 18 dec.
cheers to you too.

so what? so what if people think i very bhb choose AHS as first choice? my score so lousy, yes. i still choose AHS, NGEE ANN, DUNMAN. very bhb indeed.
i can work hard.
u say u will, but will u get in?
miracles do happen, i'll try to top.
top? oh please. do you know how hard that is? my brother only got 261, and he got 10th in the whole school.
so? i'll work harder. and peservere. i'll try.

lets just hope a miracle can happen to me.
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.
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enough of all this crap. just dont get into the same secondary school as her can liao. :D i wonder, will i still be called ahma in secondary school??? ._. lol, i dont think so, unless i ask them too. that would be awkward...o.o
Hey Amanda, see this!
amandaaa, why you so sick..
um, amanda lemme ask you something can?

NO. it doesnt sound right ==

take a chance

2008-11-22T18:50:00.004+08:00

argh..i cant find the english version (that andy williams had sung) of A Man and a Woman (Un Homme Et Une Femme), so find french one lor :D
equally nice anyway..

so irritating...just went to pasir ris home to clean up the place..then kanna so mannnnnnny BIGGGG mosquito bites...somemore the mosquito is the same one!!! is the one with the white polka dots on the wings...TT scared i get some disease siah (touch wood touch wood!) now that i look back at my primary school life, I FIND IT 超级 childish..LOL lets see what i wrote today, last year.

hmmmmmm, i wrote about chinese psle course, or was it a chinese compo class?? my team was laura, jun han, darren, elsie and agnes! OH YES NOW I REMEMBER! that day, me and laura and darren kept talking about butts. LOL! i said smth about darren's butt during the break and he said he wanted to kill me. so he kept chasing me. and eventually he caught hold of my arm and he scratched my arm. SO PAIN! clarence saw him doing that and said he raped my arm. !!! lol, i find it so funny now. the teacher was verrrrrrrrry annoying, i still remember she had a really strong chinese accent, and it sounded super funny because her voice was high pitched and squeaky(?) i think.

ahh good times.

where to head?

2008-11-21T15:38:00.002+08:00

so, psle results are out :D
so, where do i go from here?

sian...go to secondary school, i must work doubly hard! must do better for o levels! must choiiiiiiing! for those who are disappointed in their t score, dont worry! psle is not the only barrier you have to pass, you still have plenty more of impt exams wayyy ahead of you! just try harder next time :D

siann...i also a bit disappointed in my t score...TT never bit a1's t score= dont have the secret gift. lol...a1 once told me that he would buy me something if i beat his t score. and mummy say i must beat it so he wont boast about his smartness...LOL in the end also never, and in the end he never boast...he's actually quite concerned for me now. i dont know where to head...sigh.

BLEAHHHHHHH!

2008-11-19T11:56:00.008+08:00

dont worry, not on autoplay :D

Help! I need somebody,
Help! not just anybody,
Help! you know I need someone, helpppppppp...

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind, I've opened up the door.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

HELPPPPPPPP!! hahahhaa...this was THE beatles song. lol...tomorrow PSLE results! anxious yet excited.

corn muffins made by mummy. baking 3 days in a row! SUPER COMBO! lol.

thinking ahead.

2008-11-17T20:24:00.006+08:00

it felt super refreshing to have a clarinet lesson with ms leong again, after such a long time. at first i thought 'omgosh, here we go again...' not excited at all. oh well, i was utterly wrong :D and im gonna have my clarinet exam soon! tsk tsk. lol, dont know when will be the confirmed date, but ms leong tells me to work harder now. and memorize stuff. 0.0 ms l will let me see grade 5 music pieces. she says there's no harm. AND IM NOT EVEN GRADE 5. and then ms leong and mummy thinks that it will be a good idea to take music for my o levels! well, it sounds nice :D i havent even entered secondary school yet..lol.

i just realised i dont dont like to play the clarinet. i really like it : D i only hate it when i play it wrongly/doesnt sound right/my chin is not what it should be/clarinet is stuffed up. other than that it is really nice : D

actually, i blog all this also very bo liao, because no one cares whether i play the clarinet or whether i like it at all. i should blog more about people, feelings and gossip? i dont know, that was what i used to do. ==

anyway, mummy made banana muffins SUPPOSEDLY, but its actually banana bread. TASTE SO NICE! the banana bits are so scrummy.

sunday :D

2008-11-16T15:55:00.003+08:00

today after church service i went to poiema because i am a YOUTH! LOL. :D then i joined daphne's (she is really nice :D) cell. felt a little awkward because all of them were all older than me..then went for lunch at tampines mall. hitched a ride from pastor ezekiel with benita (spell like that?), sarah, rachel and faith. shared a pepper lunch with sarah. :D it was fun.

oh right here are the odd looking tiny cookies..==