mannnda (:

Jun 13, 2009

:)
thank you people, im okay now :D
a1 came back from us on thursday...
he say its my hormones thats causing me to be so emo.
:/
a2 says maybe.
so it must be la, stupid hormones.

oh ya on wednesday night, had pubtions bbq :)
but xinjie couldnt make it...):
it was quite fun (:
there was a fat boobs man suntanning behing our pit.
i wanted to post the pic here but i always forget to upload the pic from my phone.

on thurs we had sectionals and and
i had my stomach cramps...):
pangsai cramps..bleahhh!
then huizhen accompanied me to church there go take hot water
and then okay already :)

after sectionals, we stayed back to pack scores. 0.0
so many okayy!
but before that, adrian, me, shangle and sam helped seniors buy their lunch from 85.
then ql talked to us for some time before we went into bandroom to help pack.
so fun packing scores ^^
crazy, but yes fun.
sam was so biantai she kept wanting to look at a neoprint some alumni(should be ba) pasted on a score.
and then she would laugh and laugh.
0.- crazy sam.

friday i ate lots of biscuits from the storeroom -.-
luckily weileng never see. (:
after band huiwen, adrian, eunice, yanyong and sam and me went 85 get bubbletea and fries.
then we parted and went home.

gonna meet huiwen soon at mrt
we are going to odelia's cell :)
luckily today i can go cause clarinet lesson was early.
speaking of which, ms leong says she might bring her boyfriend to house and make him
sit one corner and watch me play!
!
she say i must be more thickskinned and must not be scared/nervous/afraid.
must work under pressure.
=.=
i go now, bye!
:D

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hey! :)
just now went cell with huiwen
and odelia was actually there! :o
she booked out from student camp...
at first a bit awkward didnt know anyone from the cell .__.

but then it was quite ok after wards cause theyre all nice people! :)
most of them are ahsppl or those that have already graduated.
very touching and i wanted to cry...:(
thank you god<3
i believe you sent me to cornerstone today for a reason :)
the sermon was 'why me' and the preacher was tiffany.

and it was mostly about suffering and not-to-be-emo.
thank you god! (:
i know You never intended for us to suffer and
everything happens for a reason.

God loves us for who we are and we can depend on Him.
i wont try to be stupid anymore,
i will try not to be emo,
i will try not to wallow in my selfpity.

i hope to be like You...the cell was so filled with..love for you and
i felt so pathetic..
how i wish i could be like them and be more closer to You.

thank you god :)