mannnda (:

May 16, 2009

lymphocytes, antigen,antibodies..

hello :)

im blogging again because i have nothing to do.
don't feel like restaurant city-ing too.
:/
bored.

sighhh, how i wish we were all in the same class.
eunice, yanyong, naixin, shangle, adrian, isabelle, huiwen and me.
definitely not 1graciousness, because its so...
:/
filled with deafening screams?
and other stuff.
and im not pinpointing anyone.
you tell me.

ahhh, i sort of regret.
if i had not been so lazy to pratice my clarinet a few years back and maybe take music exams the previous years, i wouldnt be in ahs.
i really really really feel like going to SOTA.
again.
for the thousandth time.
shitttttt. :/
why wasnt i serious about my clarinet.

but if i went into sota and passed audition, i wouldnt meet slackers. ):
wouldnt have entered band.
but i would have a good class and good friends actually in my class that share the same thoughts as me.
i would have been happier.
pros and cons.
ah well, i would just have to bear onegraciousness for another 6 months, shut up and do my work seriously.
so then can do well for sec one and get into a good sec 2 class. (partially because i hate onegraciousess and if i get into the top sec two class, i get the nude beige vaio laptop i want oh so badly that has a normal screen like any other laptop and not a puny one like mine.)
:/
life sucks.
life is unfair.
life is ugly.
its the same for soaps, same for life.
bad people get what they want, good people suffer.

suddenly reminded of little nyonya.
oh god, i hated that show.

its just my luck not to have best friends in my class, ones i can actually tell secrets to like eunice, naixin etc,
like jaime, clara, laura and zhenni.
we were so warped last time.
we were so warped together.
:D

its just my luck not to have friends i can go out with after school, on a sunday, saturday--catch a movie, go shopping-- oh well.
why me.
why why why why why why why why.

why must i be so different.
why must it be me.
i dont want to be emo,
i dont want to be sad,
i dont want this.

life sucks.
shall now go see my science notes on lympocytes, antigens and antibodies.
nerd.
i shall find a time where i can change my skin, a time when mummy wont take away the internet wire after a time limit and just leave it there.
not because of me, but for other reasons.

life sucks.