Amanda Yeo.
AHBand; Clarinets ♥
1G, 2K
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yay, i love i could have danced all night!
from my fair lady :D

got into SC with sapphire and melvin. huiwen and shangle also. wesley also, jason also. =.= wenlin also, matilda also. =.= nevermind.

got my first sem results....quite dissapointing...
8th in class position and 63rd in school ):
my chinese pull me down...

yesterday had band and then mr chua was angry at us.
and then ronald, qianling and chelsea scold us.
bleahhhh, my clarinet playing sucked yesterday cause i never warm up..
was late for band cause got some sc meeting about buying the sc uniform.

holiday homework (!)
heymath.
8.2/8.3.
2 chinese book reviews.
1 chinese compo.
copy out chengyu and sentences.
one science project on sexual reproduction.
english homework on ms nisrin's blog.
geog brochure.

quite ok ba...one group project only...but then must read 2 chinese books. CHINESE BOOKS! but nevermind, quite interesting. one about school and family problems and the other about love. haha.

lazy to write about sc selection camp...basically some amazing race around east zone of singapore. :D

gonna research on coniferous forests now
bye!


lost touch with the internet.
lol.

ANYWAY,
BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAYYYY!
:) i think this is the bessssssst birthday ive ever gotten.
:D love youu guys!

26may
mummy, a3 and me went to PP and ate at food court and she bought be a _ _ _. i will never buy _ _ _s again. shit, i have an addition to _ _ _s and _ _ _ _ _ _. D: i feel like disgusted at myself. I WILL RESIST TEMPTATIONNNN! .__.

at night, shangle wished me happy birthday, :) in advance ;]

27may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE AND VIVIENNNN! <3 switched on my phone and clara wished me the first. she smsed me at midnight. <3 and then, laura smsed me :] and then, when i reached the classroom, renee, vivien, weilin, huilin they all wished me loudly. -__- elise wished me too. :) i wished vivien a happy bday. sapphire gave me this super duper cute tiny parcel thing that when opened it reveals a cute note. :) thank youuu da jie! i was happy, but then i was like, did every slacker forget my birthday? .__.

at parade square... eunice attempted to pull my hair, and then she wished me. <33333333 and then she agreed to self pract with me since junior band was cancelled. adrian sits beside me in parade square. (since his class is beside graciousness and his index no. is like what, 23? so im 21, so we're sort of beside each other.) adrian: ammmandaaa. HAPPY. BIRTH. DAY. me: haha, thanks. your very bad leh. draw birthday cards for your, your never give me present or card, thought u all forget my bday. adrian: NOT THE END OF THE DAY YET, SO HOW U KNOW NO PRESENT!?! me: cauuuuseeee, that thing is not my present. he was holding a whiteboard duster he got from the G.O. adrian: LOL, you want? its free, i can go get another one. :] yanyong smsed me say sorry he didnt get me present. he didnt even wish me :/

during recess, huiwen FORGOT my bday but i reminded her and she wished me :] isabelle smsed me happy bday. <3 style="font-style: italic;">something.

recess bell rang and i shant elaborate any further.

after school
supposed to meet eunice for lunch and then go self pract. asked yanyong where she was and he shrugged and said that my card was with her.
and then he said he bought me reeds.
o.o WHAT
i was screaming and screaming i ran up the stairs to eunice's classroom. met adrian on the way and he followed me up.
i saw eunice and she handed me a pink card with a badly (sorry yanyan...) drawn clarinet on the front.
i opened it and i saw two vandoren packages stuck to the paper with tape.
O@O#NBEWCPO@IJF)*(#DY@*BOIC*)H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH!
i wanted to cry.

do u know how ex vandoren reeds are!?!?!?!
one for 4.80 LEHHHH!!!!
:o
yanyong and eunice saved both of their one week's allowance just to get those. i was like WHY DID U DOOO THAT and at the same time WHY ARE YOUR SO KIND. inside the card was eunice's, yanyong's and adrian's greetings.
i became super hyper during lunch and eunice and adrian got super scared of me. i kept saying that they were so good they were bad. i wanted to hug three of them. they are suppper loved!!! :]
after self practing, went back to band room and found perc ppl with rex sitting on the floor at the entrance of band room. adrian and eunice announed my bday and they started singing the bday song... AHHHHH! bleah bleah. =.= after some time, we went to the band room and watch rex teach perc ppl cool perc stuff. haha :]
perc is super cool and we were all regretting not joining perc. (but actually, me and adrian didnt have a choice since we alr knew how to play our instr.) ahaha, but i still love clarinet! >.<

i shall post about the SC camp some other day though it happened super long ago. cause 9.00 GAMBLING <3 show is starting in half an hr and com's batt is dying.
so good night!
<3


this was what i wanted to post on the 18th.
but i didnt get a chance to because mummy kept the internet wire.

i feel so comforted that amanda is in this class now.

haha, why?

because she has ___ _____ than me.

i didnt know how to react.

i dashed to the toilet.

he said it right infront of mr.

and MY GOOD FRIEND.

'haha, i will tell her later.'

i was stunned.

and then.

'aiya, very mean leh.'

he said it right infront of me.
he said it right infront of me.
do i appear deaf.
do i appear deaf.
do i appear dear.
do i appear deaf.

i want to die.
i wish i could kill myself.

i want to be strong.
i dont want to care.

but i dont know why im crying.
im still a girl.
i feel like ripping myself into pieces.
why do i feel feverish.
why do i feel sad.

--

:/
im still unhappy about the incident, although two days have passed, i just cant get read of it. im a humiliating sight.
unhappy.
sigh.
no one really knows the anguish.

i wish to be left alone.
i wish not to be bullied.
i wish i was happier.

and that i wouldnt always have to smile without feeling anything.

--

today had sectionals and i got the late notice from cornelia. =.= i didnt bring my clarinet to school, so i had to run back home after school to get it. sectionals was so sad, cause shangle had tuition and naixin was overseas and i was left with stacy and samantha. not that i dont like them, im just not close to them. :/
felt so empty.
i suck at my clarinet playing.
suck suck suck.

i cant hold notes long enough.
i have too much saliva.
my tone is not round enough.
i suck at playing.
suck suck suck.

--


today was a :| day.
boring.
as usual.
but today had band! :D
but :|

people who didnt go for band:
samantha: tuition (i think...)
eunice: every mon have tuition but i guess she'll have to reschedule cause now every mon, wed and fri got.
yanyong: forgot to bring his instrument back to school. (!)
adrian: phone spoil hence didnt receive msg about band today.

huining, beatrice, valerie (beritone sax) and another girl i forgot her name :x didnt come until very late cause of booooring excel workshop.

shangle came only at the mid (around 1530?) cause of his sc interview.

and i had to leave halfway for sc interview at 3. ):

it was soooo damn long and i was waiting in 4B with the others. booooring. but stephanie got talk to me la. =.= my interview was supposed to be at 330, but in the end pushed until 4.30?!?!? ARGHHHH, i missed so much of band, didnt get to play new piece ):

interview was ok :D one counsillor looked really grumpy and strict (like one of the psle chinese oral tester that was an old woman, expect the counsillor was prettty! :3) and the other was really nice and smiled a few times. ahahah.
reminds me of psle chinese oral.
hah.

):
i forgot to bring my stupid acc notebook for the very first time and then we (yes, all 16 of us) have to go see chen lao shi tmr. (!) bleaaahhh! at first me and elise wanted to fake malay notebook as acc notebook but she came into our class and said she wanted to check our notes. !!!!

oh well....
gotta go do geometrical constructions.
bye!


hello! :D
lol to mood swings.

yesterday was emo-ing until dad said he needed to go to some hotel to collect a gift. then we all went. and then he suddenly say that he and his friends want go out for dinner together so he told me, mummy and kor that we could go to great world city guang and then go home.

and so we did!!! :D

omgosh to the brightly lit mall with pretty shops.

omgosh to IWANNAGOHOME! shop, with the colourful furniture and cushions and the oh so jaw dropping pretty bright stuff that i couldnt take pictures of because if i did i would be thrown out by some burly men. (hahaha, thats what i think.)

mummy bought me HOW TO DRAW AND PAINT FAIRYLAND book for my bday present from iwannagohome!. sighhh, although i really wanted a new school bag, the book is absolutely gorgeous. and anyway, my bag is still intact. :3

then, we hopped to marks and spencers and mummy bought some wine gums and some chocolates. =.=

it was so spectacular.. the big shops with colourful clothing...that is life.

i promised (in marks and spencers, to myself) that i'll study real hard and become some rich woman so then i can go to great world city everyday :D
really, you should go.

rich rich rich people are so lucky.

then we went to THAT CD SHOP which is the imba cd shop that is now my favourite cd shop!!! :D bought high society cd (after so loooong). was tempted to buy the tings tings but...nevermind. we lingered around the cool cd shop for awhile before heading to...

cold storage.

there, i saw a woman dressed skimpily lor!!! the neck line (clothing line thing?) was like all the way TILL THERE and me and kor could see her black bra. EWWW right?!?! clara LAUGH, you know you want to :3 and somemore she so thin. bleeeahhhh.

then kor was wondering how heavy his hand was and there was no one at the weighing station so he put his hand there. 500 over grams leh! and then i put mine and it was only 300 over grams. =.= we put our finger too but i forgot what grams liao. and then an innocent middle aged woman with a baby came and asked whether she could use the weighing machine. GAHHh so embarassing.

and then...bought old chang kee(cause i didnt eat for dinner) and then we walked back to the carpark.

:D

shall reply tags here...only because i dont want to type in the cbox, for some reason i do not know .__.

TAG REPLIES! :D

`Zhenniii~: Well , at least you'll have those memories ^ ^ Anyways , jiayous in getting to the top class . you can do it ! Maybe we can catch a movie or shopping or even both sometimes ..

`Zhenniii~: &&&&&&&&&&& you never tag me .. ): *sobs*

ya, at least i have those sick memories... :3 thanks for the gu li, will work hard. :D you too, jiayouu! yea, jaime, you, laura, clara and me should HAVE A SICK REUNION. <3>

Jaime ,: Top class ? EH , YOU CONFIRM CAN ONE LORHS xD Not like me , T.T Slacker siols me :B

thank you :B no la, you are a SMART SMART SMART slacker ^^

♥Nai Xin xD: hey yo manda dun b sad leh !!! u kw i c u emo i become emo oso leh. aft reading ur post nw feel lyk crying liao T.T btw, whenever u wan go out on weekends cn always call me mah.

♥Nai Xin xD: am always free to keep u accompany ((((((((((((:

IM SO TOUCHED ><>

Laura <3: HELLOOO! Hi I miss you loads! ): BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY(:

i miss you tooooo ): loads and loads and loads! BIRTTTHHHHDAAAAAYYYY(: back to you! jie jie! :3

Jaime ,: Miss you siols . &&h

Jaime ,: &&How pass you your birdday present siols ?! LOL , LOVED .

i also miss you...LOL u buy me present!?!?!? what the i feel so bad. last year never wish you never give you present for dont know some shit reason...(cause i angry at you???) idiot laa...(to myself) no need present la! <3

*****: taggg

hi *****! :) AHA! asteriks= bitch, dont think i dont know...your name is bitch? .__. sad. lol, anyway if youre gonna tag again, please tag with your real name. thanks *****! :D

byebye! :)


hello :)

im blogging again because i have nothing to do.
don't feel like restaurant city-ing too.
:/
bored.

sighhh, how i wish we were all in the same class.
eunice, yanyong, naixin, shangle, adrian, isabelle, huiwen and me.
definitely not 1graciousness, because its so...
:/
filled with deafening screams?
and other stuff.
and im not pinpointing anyone.
you tell me.

ahhh, i sort of regret.
if i had not been so lazy to pratice my clarinet a few years back and maybe take music exams the previous years, i wouldnt be in ahs.
i really really really feel like going to SOTA.
again.
for the thousandth time.
shitttttt. :/
why wasnt i serious about my clarinet.

but if i went into sota and passed audition, i wouldnt meet slackers. ):
wouldnt have entered band.
but i would have a good class and good friends actually in my class that share the same thoughts as me.
i would have been happier.
pros and cons.
ah well, i would just have to bear onegraciousness for another 6 months, shut up and do my work seriously.
so then can do well for sec one and get into a good sec 2 class. (partially because i hate onegraciousess and if i get into the top sec two class, i get the nude beige vaio laptop i want oh so badly that has a normal screen like any other laptop and not a puny one like mine.)
:/
life sucks.
life is unfair.
life is ugly.
its the same for soaps, same for life.
bad people get what they want, good people suffer.

suddenly reminded of little nyonya.
oh god, i hated that show.

its just my luck not to have best friends in my class, ones i can actually tell secrets to like eunice, naixin etc,
like jaime, clara, laura and zhenni.
we were so warped last time.
we were so warped together.
:D

its just my luck not to have friends i can go out with after school, on a sunday, saturday--catch a movie, go shopping-- oh well.
why me.
why why why why why why why why.

why must i be so different.
why must it be me.
i dont want to be emo,
i dont want to be sad,
i dont want this.


life sucks.
shall now go see my science notes on lympocytes, antigens and antibodies.
nerd.
i shall find a time where i can change my skin, a time when mummy wont take away the internet wire after a time limit and just leave it there.
not because of me, but for other reasons.





life sucks.


heh heh. :]
frenesi--artie shaw, very nice :3

someone stole my protractor....):
the one i bought the day me, jaime, clara, laura and zhenni went out to...tampines mall i think. =.=
the one i bought in p5.
):

anyhoo, hope i find it. ):

today supposedly supposed to self pract with adrian and eunice, but adrian claimed that some super serious and important thing happened and he rushed off to class. naixin was gross and said that the important thing was that he needed to have xxx with vivian. bleahhhhh =.= and since it was the last day naixin was gonna be in sg until one month later, adrian bought mango tea for her (before she said the thing). and it tasted very bad, so its retribution. hohoho :3

me and eunice self practed while naixin kept asking me to lend her my clarinet. attempted to play overture no.1 and it was very bad. very slow. :/
after awhile, naixin went home and then me and eunice were like slacking already... -.-
and then we talked about some things i dont remember now, and then we packed our instruments and walked to the canteen.

we bought coke and i saw the aunt's underwear.
green.
hahahaha.
i told eunice and she gave me the diao face. as usual. sigh.
:)

walked to the piano and played some simple tunes. and then me and eunice were like talking talking talking and i took pictures. :) but then i deleted all of them because if i did i could take another picture with eunice, so ya :)
we shared our dark dark secrets. hahaha, eunice! you were so cool when u were young :3
and she hugged me twice. haha.
but i didnt think she was a lesbian because she is my best friend :3
haha, that sounded weird.
i bet when she reads this she will give the diao face again.
:)

naixin dont jealous! :D
although wo men yi jin li huen, you are also my best friend!
best hyper friend :]

adrian and yanyong are my sisters too but i dont know anymore because adrian pangseh-ed us at self pract (again) and yanyong went to play table tennis.
.__.
nevermind you're still my sisters :]

huiwen, isabelle and shangle are not forgotten! :) :D :P

sec threes exams over, so some sec threes were in the band room.
gwendolyn, qianling, chelsea and i forgot.
sorry :X

going off liao :]
byebye!


hello! (:
im supposed to be studying for chinese letter writing test and geog test on fri, but nevermind...

i just took baowei's test on facebook.
ffffffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrnnnnee.
curry puff girls :3

weee! snake bites are cool! if you're wondering why im suddenly interested in snake bites, its because mrs yip told us about snake bites yesterday. :D cool! :)
was researching on snake bites...:D

anyhoo, i decreased for one mark for lit grade. even though still a1, its still depressing.
for geog, i decreased err...6 marks. but not really depressed cause science and geog grades switched. so it doesnt make a diff. :D

:B
gonna do geog worksheet now.
and revise sihan!

byebye! :3
16 more days! :D
till june holidays! :D

:D



hello hello! :)
singapore is happy! (: mas selamat has been caught, and i did fairly well for a few tests! :D

maths common test (algebra- factorisation, simplification)----22/30! ms farah gave me sour raspberry zombie chews :3
lit modular activity (waverly's blog/diary)----22/25! though it aint the highest (which is 23/25, renee's group) its still SECOND HIGHEST! :D
geog group project (the one we did during holidays, dairy farming)----16/20! currently the highest among all groups! :D
science pratical test----10/15! ok, though im not quite happy with this, its still a good mark.
science common test(transport of substances, enzymes, nutrients, human digestive system)----26/30! though not the highest (caleb-29/30, or is it 29.5?) im very very happy! (:

and i think that is it...anyway though im happy for all these tests, today mrs yip got us to sign our science grade. :/ got b3 (69.3). omgosh i could have gotten a2, just 0.7m more! aiyaaa, nevermind..whats over is over, screw the system :B at least i improved a grade :) for geog, hope i can get b3 or a2...though the group project got a1, my geog common test, i just passed. c6 ): nevermind, next week geog test do well!

and now...for pictures!!



science experiment with ashley on thurs.
lol, one of the many pics of the experiment in my phone.
:B chlorophyll being dissolved into the alcohol, which turned green!
and the leaf became totally white.
sucessful experiment! :D



white leaf! :)



zombie chewwws! :D because i wanted to bring mine back to share with kor, me and sapphire shared mine and sapphire gave hers to me. thank youuu! we broke it into half. and my tongue became really blue. really blue like the wrapper.

:D
thats all for now! :)
studying for geog test now, must do well! :)

63 wordsLOL, being random! :)


hellllllllllo! (:
today..was an okay day. (:

pass SC first round with elise, sapphire, stephanie, keane, melvin and kevin!
wooo! good luck guys, for second round :D

nothing to type...:/

oh ya!
on wed,
eunice, adrian, naixin and me slacked :DDD
at first, eunice and me were self practing.
until eunice was convinced that her embouchure sucked forever,
and then she stopped.
adrian came, and played with her cornet for awhile, and then i started keeping my clarinet.
and then me and naixin became hypppper.
:D
omgosh, my chinese sucks man.
dont laugh at what im gonna say.

adrian was talking about his best friend in primary school.
he said smth like this: my friend went to canada to liu xue (overseas go study)
and then eunice and naixin were like 'orhhh...'
and then i was swabbing my clarinet and i asked him,
'why your bestfriend go canada bleed?'
TT
omgoooooooooooosh, i need to buck up for chinese.

eunice scared me thrice on wed!
she always like to appear out of nowhere, to make me scream.
why she look like ghost. :x
well anyway, after the embarassing chinese incident, eunice lend me her phone to play gish.
I, being a very noob-at-phone-games person and never play gish before, (i know i noob -.-) was very amused by the UBBBER CUTE BLACK BLOB THING WITH THE CREEPY YELLOW EYES! (:
adrian and eunice was like laughing their heads off by my noobness.
naixin then lend eunice phone to play and i realised what i sounded like.
=.=

:D
naixin, me and adrian were walking to front gate.
me: why so emo la adrian?
adrian: u got read my blog bout the confidential, damn private thing? ya, that.
me: eh, tell leh, wo men dou shi hao peng you!
adrian: dan ni bu shi wo zui hao de hao peng you.
me: naixin, wo men bu li ta! hmph!
naixin: ya lor, wo men gen ta li huen.

!??!?!?!?!?!!?!?
o.o NAIXIN?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
!?!?!??!?!!
hahahahahahahahahahaa.
i was like ni gen ta jie huen ah!?!?!?
hahahahaahha.

ok, nevermind.
byebye!


why am i so useless.
why can't i defend myself.
why do i let people walk over me like a mat.
why must i do everything.

the chinese compo, literally everything is done by me, except the beginning. (which xueyi has done, i think.) i knew gabriel sucked at chinese, so i instructed him on what to write in the ending in english, and then he would go home and ask his chinese tuition teacher to translate in chinese for him.

do i freaking look like a chinese tuition teacher?

in the morning.
gabriel: amanda, nah.(tosses paper onto my desk) help me translate into chinese.(about to leave)

i tried.

me: NO, no..., no! pass it to xueyi!!! (pushes paper to him)
gabriel: (walks away)

dont worry, i wont be an irresponsible idiot like you, i want to do well and so i'll do it. i'll do it for you.

i hope you break your other arm.

the world is so beautiful. the sky is so pretty. the sun is so glorious. the school is marvellous. the students are all so gorgeous, like models sashaying down the catwalk. why is everything so lovely...how i wish i could be like them. their lovely bangs plastered on their foreheads and their ponytails tied so high with a rubber band that had a colour other than black or blue.
you think i want to look like this...like a nerd. like some kind of...freak?
you think i want to be ugly?
you think i dont pray, dont ask god for help?
people always ask me whether im alright, why im so emo.
im alright, im not emo la! i would say.
but i dont know anymore.
i feel like giving up.
i dont want to run this race anymore.

sometimes i want to die.


i have fever D:

but thank god i didnt get quarantine LOL..
it was 38.2, and then 38, and then 37.6 and then 37.9 (or smth like that)

at the clinic..

woman behind counter: hi may i help you?
mummy: yes, my daughter would like to see the doctor
woman behind counter: what sickness is she having?
mummy: fever, cough, sore throat, everything also got! just now 38.2, then 38..
woman behind counter passes me a mask.

=.= i where got everything also got..
just now doctor check my heartbeat and different places and say i quite fit leh..
hahahahaha.

i still havent do the math online test and shinglee...D:
byebye