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Apr 1, 2009

april fool's day

i'm finally updating! :D
too busy with waverly's blog...-.-

happy april fool's day everybody! for the past few weeks, been self practing with slackers:D (like adrian, naixin, huiwen(not really, she always escape and go T.E.N =.=) yanyong and eunice) and also not forgetting si hui and...ya :D

ystd jamie (alto sax) came to self pract with us(si hui me and adrian) in graciousness (: because holiness was occupied. stupid adrian, he pangseh-ed us halfway to go play truth and dare with his friends in 1H. everyone did not like him X)

oh ya, i saw GAVIN on monday! (: lol, and i saw brigitte today in her apron suit. LOL.

today was ok. stupid pe, 10 rounds round basketball court, 5 rounds up and down stairs. it was not an april fool's day joke. pe was sucky, i was in suicidal mode and kept chanting i hate my life/myself and i want to kill myself.

vivien said i should go see counsellor. thinking about it. psychiatrist?
been super emo these days. i attempted cutting myself and adrian said i was a noob at it.
family problems and lack of self esteem can really bring you down. sigh.

enough of that. after pe, had english and had spelling bee contest. was second in place. caleb's group never fails to win. sigh.

after school, self pract-ed with yanyong, eunice, adrian, naixin. qinling (spell like that?) tagged along. then played concentration too. lol, interlock with qinling so hard meh yanyong? heard seniors play in the parade square. they are damn imba!!! :DDDD

there are two students (boy and girl) transferring to ahband. mrs lum told me to befriend the girl from holiness. her name is siaw min (i think...) but i call her siew mai (not infront of her la...) she say probably join woodwinds. sigh, looks like nobody welcome her into their section, including me. at first i didnt know is she dont like g.g and had health issues thats why can transfer, so when i intro-ed myself i urged her join clarinets.

but i dont think can, cause clarinets got 5 ppl liao. perhaps will join lower winds...or saxes? but still, we are in danger zone. brasses are safe, not fair.. ):

i changed my skin...
im in no mood to blog.
bye.

god, i hate my class. i hate my life. i pray that i can study hard and get into a good sec 2 class. i hate my life, but please dont take it away from me, make it better.
amen.

oh god.