mannnda (:

Oct 25, 2007

very bored. thats why i decided to post just before clarinet. today was reflecting day for me.
because yesterday everything was messy, i was moody and i had gone paranoid. i said the f word to a lamp. that was all yesterday. but after reflecting, i realise that love isnt all that is sooo important now. i mean, COMEON i have many more years ahead of me, all i have to do now is concentrate on my sa2 and studies. i feel so great you know i actually feel wiser. praise the lord ok!! he woke me up from all of this. i tried telling JECLAZ that i not in love anymore all those shit but i dunno why i go say something very stupid. argh! im just someone who cant face reality...oh well..omg i cant believe i got an A for hiphop when all i did was weakly move my arms to the right, to the left. hahahahaha...hey can't you tell im actually jollier? like most of the time i write moody and sad stuff but now im so happy ok! (: i love my life! i hope it stays like this forever and ever. (:(:

oh..i changed my profile. to a huge chunk of butter. wrote alot, couldnt stop myself. oh well.

later..
yay! clarinet lesson was sooo fun. starting to learn a full music piece called Andante Cantabile, its soo jolly but in the story it becomes sad and sorrowfully. Andante means at a walking speed and Cantabile means in a singing style. so nice to play. but have to practice to make it sound perfect. (: yup. going to watch nine o clock show now. byebye.