mannnda (:

Oct 3, 2007

me and a3 made a deal that on mon, wed and fri i can post. tue, thurs and sat i can mess with html. so i better post long entries now.
suddenly im so motivated to study- im even taking this sa2 as PSLE. well, to train me up. im reading those stupid lame chinese books and all. my chinese and science sucks. i need to improve by 20 more marks to get into the school i want. im so scared. i need 240 pts. that means 80 marks for all subjects. english is ok, maths is hmm..ok also. but chinese and science??!? nuff said. today was a very weird day. in recess, jiayo go call jaime lao po and wanted to put his arm round her. of course i would feel a bit hurt, but not that much. but still.
ok fine it was kinda hurting. hmm, i suspect jiayo like jaime. that JJ couple. im not mad or anything..just feeling that all my effort was all wasted when i like jiayo? yeah. in class i quit JACEL. and by a sms im back in again. strange. after school i was walking like all over the place with puna and then i saw samuel and nicholas and then nicholas go push sam to where i was and sam waved and said 'HELLlllllloooooo!' and i raised my eyebrows. then later to play play i just said and wave 'bye BYeeee....' then later suddenly sam go to nicholas there and like fight with him. those pair of weirdos. then after that i was walking pass a corner then i saw nick and darlie guy fighting. and i just had to shout. 'NICHOLAS SOOO WEAKKKK!!!!' yeah! it wasss sooooo funny! obviously nick didnt give a damn and kept fighting. elycia noticed me and she was laughing and laughing. thats all. now i have to go and make lunch and wash up then write chinese compo then do science test and homework. oh well.
i guess my effort would pay off.
it would.
i know i said i would never fall in love again. thats true. but not really at the 'never' part. i mean if i really meet that goofy, romantic, lame, sensitive, thoughtful, loyal guy i would la. OBVIOUSLY. but no its time to concentrate on exams and stupid orals that make no sense at all.
oh i just have to ask.
is hello the new 'cool' word?

later..
ok. your reading a girl's post. that girl who told her mother she wants tuition for science and chinese.
well, next year.
well, i told you im very determine.
but i didnt know determine could become 'siao' determine.
but anyway now i have to work even harder. i have to get 245 pts. its either that or quit scrabble and join GUZHENG. NO WAY. no way no way.
i rather fry my brain off studying than join guzheng.
seriously.
just finished writing a chinese compo. sian.
but actually, im enjoying this studying. fun fun.