mannnda (:

Sep 12, 2007

revenge

thinking that the noodle soup is beer made me think. as the soup scalded my tongue, i just kept on drinking. and then i thought.
thats it.
i can't take all this nonsense anymore! i can't stand how im always the wrong one and i cant stand how boys can be soo...UGHHH.
i can't take it anymore.
i want revenge. i wanna take a knife and stab it into his heart. not literally, but emotionally. he's gonna get it. im sure.

shit lah. i needa change my glasses...sitting at the back row then keep squinting...sigh. so what ok. mr loo tell me go sit infront somemore. idiot. sigh. everyone suddenly is very annoying. lucky that im not going school tmw. i need a break! well, tmw isnt really a break cause i have to go funeral. sigh...the first funeral i ever went to was went i was 2. my granfather's. yeah..i forgot how a funeral is liao. diao..hmm..i need 17 dollars more! yup.

i never meant to hurt you.
i never meant to lie.
so this is goodbye.
this is goodbye.

i never actually wanted to hurt you. just that you just give on hammering my heart into millions of pieces, i cant even glue it back anymore. so now im gonna let u feel the pain. the pain that I FELT because OF YOU.

i decided to lay cool with the skin. so i used one from blogskins. i kinda like this skin. even though its plain. but just...nice.
later..
sighs...now is really i mess up liao la. i feel as if everytime i try helping/comforting a person i hurt them instead. sorry la jie, only trying to let him taste his own medicine. next time i wont interfere in any of ur business ok...aiya sorry sorry la. but seriously, that isaac guy is a jerk..and also lynn that girl. aiya sorry la. i know saying sorry is just a word but then when u said 'ur not off the hook yet' to me over the phone i scared leh...when u come back please lah dont scold me..like i said i only tried to help..sorry...now i know i everytime help also will end up getting the person into trouble....sian.