Amanda Yeo.
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i won't be blogging that often anymore. if not i become emo kid HOW... HOW. maybe three posts a week or 4? see how. with exams coming up i have to revise and what shit. especially science. oh i just hate science. AND chinese. hate hate hate. oral is coming up. geesh, i feel so nervous. how i wish there was no such thing as ORAL EXAMINATIONS. aiya...what to do? is like that one what...i havent ate breakfast..soo...yea. oh and everybody is pissed at me for eating almost ALL the butter buns. i cant stop myself. i've been feeling pissed myself too, and i always resolve to eating. so why cant i eat 2 butter buns everyday? why not 3? my mother always snatches the butter buns away. and she always says 'dont become fat ok....next time you will regret!' yea yea..i will.
no seriously i will.


nothing much to say..
nothing much to do.
chatted with jie like about a few hours ago. yea..i miss you too! its hard when u dont have a sister to rely on.. (: to me- your the best bestttteesssttt sister i could ever have! and im not gonna exchange u for anybody else for my sis. and no, im not just saying this so you'll go out with me and buy pants. D: hehehe....just changed my skin. i figured my previous skin was too purple. just now i watched a1 play something like resident evil on his mac. oh..it was wayyy cool!!! well. he likes playing these type of games while i like to watch! but then this game is not zombie one. is crazy humans. then ah..a1 killed this 'sick bastard' who wanted to make people beautiful (the sick bastard was a surgeon) and he was soo crazy he was like stabbing and cutting the person face. then later a1 just shot him and all those stuff. cool!!! but i think u cannot play this game at night...>< now he says he hates kill those big daddy things. those little sisters always follow them then u have to like rescue or harvest the little sisters. yup. and a1 claims that he is a 'good man' and he always rescue. -.-" what the. GOOD MAN MY FOOT!


oh no..
i gave jeremy the wrong idea that i dont like him..
BUT DARREN PNG?!?!
ok..it started like this..
we were in the hall to celebrate children's day and it was soo crowded me and jaime ended up sitting in the 5/6 boy's line. so later soo boring jaime and i started talking to darren, frog eyes and daniel. then darren suddenly become my da ge..and jaime suddenly become my mei mei like we playing family like that. then it was soo fun lor! then right...nicholas and jeremy were behind darren and so then i see jeremy like frown like that...omg...i dunno what to do! i only treat frog eyes and darren da ge and daniel as my friends!! after school i put my bag in the school bus then i waited at jeremy's bus for jeremy and when he was like walking to his bus i waved to him and say bye bye! then he say 'u and darren png flirtttinnnngggg...' then i was like NO WAY! then i suddenly go and say 'jealous righhhttt...' then he keep saying i flirt with darren then i keep saying he jealous until i went into my bus and thought for awhile. i dun want to give jeremy the wrong idea lor! so later i walked out of my bus and knocked on jeremy's bus window. jeremy turned around. i pursed my lips together and waved at jeremy. then i walked back to my bus...aiya! i cant believe it ok..jeremy IS jealous..its soo obvious..nevermind. i will send him a note on tues...sigh.

I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!! i dont need a man to make anything happen. theres ALWAYS GIRL POWER. heck care what the damn boy thinks, because i also can be myself and myself only! i can be independent shit tooo!!! i can and i will. i will show ALL the boys i can be a 'singleton' hahaha....i have no idea what i talking about! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh do not type in my cbox asking me anything about boys or anything i wanna heck care and get on with my liffffeeeeee! ><


ok...it was raining cats and dogs. i hate rain!
when i got out of the bus nicholas was standing there. and he quickly walked away. weird guy. i went up to 5/6 and met jaime at the stairs and we were outside the classroom and our class was pitch dark and i was like 'like ghost lyk that leh' to jaime and suddenly people from the class started grabbing me. then someone turned on the lights. i was all..what the hell. today nothing happened except we got the sharity thingy and we cut out those heart things on the paper to give to joel, samuel, jeremy...haha...then i passed the heart thing jaime wrote for sam to sam, jaime passed mine to jeremy. so this was what happened when jaime was passing.
nicholas: whats this??? throw it away lah!
(jeremy crumples it in his hand, and walks away with nick and sam)
strange. but after that we saw him holding the paper in his hand still! WEE! he didnt throw it away. i bet nick knew it was from me- definitely, thats why he persuaded jeremy to throw it away, but HE FAILED. MUHAHHA. i guess thats ok. sigh! stupid mr lim (the art teacher)..he think that laura so impatient so sent her to class 4/4 then make her cry! IDIOT. dont worry laura, one day he will get his erm...scoldings too. like from the principal or smth.. I DUNNO. after school i went to both of jeremy's bus but didnt see him. i thought maybe he was hiding from me again so i sighed and got into my bus. and suddenly at the back of the bus jeremy was running and he tap my bus (bus 13) on the window and i quickly look back and saw jeremy running to his bus. i dunno whether nick told him my bus is bus 13, or maybe he just tapped bus 13 is all a coincidence. dunno. could be? could be not.

'it has been said that wearing clothes on mount everest is now not an option. you have to wear clothes on mount everest.'
the radio said.
ok. first of all..
WHO THE HELL WOULD BE RETARDED ENOUGH TO BE STARK NAKED ON MOUNT EVEREST RUNNING AROUND?!?!
wth. wth.
is the radio people just spouting nonsense to keep the listeners interested?? weird...


our hiphop sucked.
sigh..sucked.
after changing back into uniform i was like walking down the stairs and as i got down i saw nicholas and his 'gang' (includes jeremy, samuel, wayne and bandung guy sometimes) at the side there. then they made this tune with my name like 'ammmmeeennnnndduuuuhhhh...' and they kept saying that. i ignored them totally. hahaha...but the way they said my name is like so...random. they are all chikopehs! the chikopeh gang. yup. after school laura and me went to jeremy/joel's bus and laura just bought a pink dolphin for joel so she knocked on the door of the bus and the bus driver opened the door thing and laura handed the drink to jeremy who handed it to joel. shes hyper now. sooo hyper cause joel accepted the drink. thats it? geesh.
:):) haha...little miss amanda!




i had a dream that i gave jeremy cookies.
so then i wanted to make it come true.
i prepared 4 cookies in the morning and slipped a note in between one cookie. then i put it in a bag. in school when i wait that time, laura and zhenni ate one cookie...-.-" my heart was beating like siao. then finally his bus came and he rushed out of the bus. then i ran after him. 'oeiii! cookiiieeesss!' i said. and he was like 'erm..' and he was rushing. then i put it on his shoulder then he took it. i was very happy. after that, i found out he tore the note into pieces and gave the cookies to samuel. sigh. i thought i would find my note somewhere in the 5/7 dustbin so after school after doing homework i searched the 5/7 dustbin. as in..really dig my hands in all that shit. nope, no note. but i found a pet rocket. i examined it. at one corner it said in thin black marker: SAMTHEGREAT and below JEREMYTHESMART. i found jeremy's and samuel's pet rocket!!! i couldnt believe it. i quickly told jaime who stayed back with me. hahah...we have found their pet rocket. but i feel sad today anyway.
sometimes i wish that boys will be more sensitive and understanding and more caring and romantic . but boys here are un-romantic, not understanding, not caring and totally jian. ohh well...but that doesnt stop me from chasing my love. nothing can stop me.
nothing.

later.
i feel like closing down my blog.
maybe at the end of the week i will.
maybe not.
sigh..
what has gotten over me?? i feel so different. i feel so..
not me.
sometimes i think im too like..nevermind. i'll just let things be for now. anyway, even if i pick on things, nothing will happen. no progress. nevermind nevermind. u wont get what im saying.

suddenly i wanna get the original copy of alice in wonderland. no idea why. im in love with cheshire cat!

• From Lewis Carroll's 1865 novel, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland:

"Please, would you tell me," said Alice, a little timidly, ... "why your cat grins like that?"

"It's a Cheshire cat," said the Duchess, "and that's why."

"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.

"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "We're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."

"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.

"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."

Alice didn't think that proved it at all: however she went on. "And how do you know that you're mad?"

"To begin with," said the Cat, "a dog's not mad. You grant that?"

"I suppose so," said Alice

"Well, then, " the Cat went on, "you see a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased. Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry. Therefore I'm mad."

"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"

"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat.

"I don't much care where –" said Alice.

"Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat.

"– so long as I get somewhere," Alice added as an explanation.

"Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough."

from russia with love.

[ From russia with love I fly to you
Much wiser since my goodbye to you
I've travelled the world to learn
I must return from russia with love

I've seen places, faces and smiled for a moment
But oh, you haunted me so
Still my tongue tied, young pride
Would not let my love for you show
I case you say no

To russia I flew but there and then
I suddenly knew you'd care again
My running around is through
I fly to you, from russia with love ]

strange that i was wrong enough
to think you love me too
I MUST HAVE BEEN KISSING A FOOL.
i will wait for you- like i always do.

..and i'm gone.
sorry.


sometimes i feel like giving nicholas a punch in the face. he has hurt too many people ok! because just today he smsed jaime to 'stop it.' she already stop what. i'm sooo angry at him! why cant he just look at himself in the mirror and see how digusting his guts are? he likes to HURT people ok? HURT. sigh. well let me tell you that words can hurt too if you didnt know. argh..so pissed at him. why cant he leave my friends alone..

can't wait for tmw!
monday monday...
hahahahaha...
(im kinda siao these days.)

later..
Papa loves mambo
Mama loves mambo
Look at 'em sway with it
Gettin' so gay with it
Shoutin' "olay" with it, wow (huh)

Papa loves mambo
(Papa loves mambo)
Mama loves mambo
(Mama loves mambo)
Papa does great with it
Swings like a gate with it
He loses weight with it, now

He goes to, she goes fro
He goes fast, she goes slow
He goes left 'n' she goes right

(Papa's lookin' for Mama)
(But mama is nowhere in sight) (huh)


today went to eastpoint got science workbook and maths workbook again. mum also got me a memory stick and i paid her 30 dollars still 17 more dollars to pay her. nicholas is an idiot! what kind of girl will like him?? only a BLIND woman will. he is a hurt bugger. he already knows that jaime likes him, yet he still has to say 'why must i like her? i like someone else not your.' its very hurting to her ok? dont worry jaime- just like my sister said- he's a BOY not A MAN. besides, girl POWER! i already got more songs in my phone- so yay! yup. nothing much to say.


ok..i can't hide it anymore.
i got that feeling again!
i got it when i wrote 'i lyk u chikopeh' surrounded my roses on my left palm and when to jiayo's bus and stuck it on the window to let jiayo see. omg..i guess he DID see it? maybe? i dunno, but now, i feel so...GAHH! today is jacel's day and we didnt really sing september but other songs. today is the happiest day of my life! i will never forget today! NEVER!

omg..laura stop the callings for today. its scary.
yeap.
sigh...cant wait for monday!
hehehe...laura says she staying back on monday so she can join choir. omg! well, i'll stay back with her and jaime then. i dont want to be the only one in scrabble u know! but maybe can have 2 ccas. erm..note to elsie: change the skin, theres smth weird with the posts.

yea...its funny. this feeling.
very funny.
and suddenly i realise im standing on top of the toilet.
no seriously.
so much for 'im on top of the world'...

later..like late late..
yes! its so true. i dun want to be a sissy cat anymore. im actually gonna tell jiayo. gonna confess. yes, i have to be brave! i dont want to be a sissy like what nicholas thinks i am. plus- lady sotong! i totally support u and nicholas together! dont worry- i gotten over him long time! good luck with you and him!!!


the prefect interview..
went SMOOTHLY!
we were all so nervous at first as ms tan and mr lau and mr teng questioned us. so when we entered the room ms tan asked 'why do u think u would be a good prefect?' and no one responded. i stared at elsie, hoping she would start talking. she stared back, hoping that i'll start. then mr lau was like 'if u cannot prove u all can go out u know...' then i had it. i started talking and my mouth wobbled like a penguin. hahaha...then elsie started talking. the more we talked, the more not nervous it was. it was like so fun talking. muhahah..gwhaha...hmm...i hope all JACEL will become prefect but hopes are not high. laura didnt say much, only one point, clara say 2 points, jaime say bout 4, and elsie and i say like alot. i think ahh...not trying to boast or what shit, i think elsie and i will become...GAHHH...i dunno! wait for 3 weeks pass then will know! wah lao..cause my bag so heavy i put all my hiphop things inside and the respond i get is 'the performance is next week'...WAH LAO! okok..now i go make myself lunch and maybe after revising shitty decimals i will change my skin. again. ppl keep bullying me say the chinese character 'yong' is jeremy yong (really his sirname). wah lao- i dont like him okok? i will just concentrate on my studies ok??? I DONT LIKE JIAYO and dont write in my cbox why ok?? ok. period.

later..
changed my skin. woohoooo! we marked tmw as JACEL's day, so tmw will be happppy! well, as tmw is JACEL's day, and also happens to be 21 september, we are gonna sing September like mad and raise our voices as tmw is our freakin DAY!!!! dont care if the boys think we are weird. because.
we ARE.


today is a very very fun day!
laura cant stop saying breasts...
if ya cant beat 'em, join 'em!
so i joined along with her. i mean, shes sitting beside me and keeps saying, so what can i do??! found out that elycia likes nicholas! hahaha! when she said that, i really dont feel anything. i mean, no more feelings liao- thats good. and recess nicholas was like pushing jeremy to me. i was like WTH?? could it be that jeremy also like me??? cannot BE BAH. i just heck care then we go to the library. what shit...tmw is the hip hop thing....i wish tmw pass fast then can be 21 september then we will sing September all the way!

is a prefect interview scary?? dunno, see how tmw....its like, all the disciplines will be there- and we all have to make up crap to become prefects?? hahaha...the TRUTH about prefects= they're no special people- they're lazy asses like non-prefects. D:


GET THE FACTS RIGHT.
the picture i posted yesterday IS ME, not SOME BOY OR MY BROTHER OR MY SISTER. GEESHH!!!
today stayed back and we got a poem from a random book and yiai, jaime and me made a tune for it. quite nice! i wont be posting so much anymore as i have to study science and chinese as they suck. oh, if ur wondering why im so happy today, its because i have moved on in life liao, i dun need to be sad and angry for one person! i got other impt things to do!


hiding this secret that concerned me for more than one week, to be exact five weeks, is totally wrong.
it feels as if everyone just knew what was happening and i was kept in the dark.
it all started after school. laura had a new nickname: sir stanford raffles, and me- sir stanford waffles. we were laughing and laughing. it was the best monday stayback, and everything was going my way.
thats what i thought.
until, laura was murmuring, 'he trick u ok...' and i was like trick what? then she said, nvm. i promised jaime not to tell, or else she'll kill me. then i said, 'but bestfriends tell EVERYTHING.' then she told me.
i was horrified. mandy started saying that i was 'shermon lover' because someone had told her too. guess who.
nicholas. i was totally shocked. well, this is all jaime say to laura one, but when i smsed nicholas about it, he didnt reply.
so it was obvious that he started all this. he told mandy to tease me, and mandy told jaime and jaime told laura..that was all in term 3. and i only find it out in term 4.
what shit is this. then, laura saw me looking very sad that i even cried in the library so she go and used the public phone and phoned nicholas.
nicholas: (picks up phone) hello?
laura: are u nicholas yeo?
nicholas: yes...?
laura: hi, fiona gave me this number.
nicholas: are u sophie?
laura: err..yes i am. did u receive the msg from sir stanford raffles? (laura smsed nick using that name)
nicholas: you are not sophie. no..you are not.
laura: i am lah- shermon lover.
nicholas: whatever. shut up (puts down phone)
nicholas was tricked by laura's voice. that was good. but i was wondering, who the hell was sophie. i went over to lionel and asked him.
oh..some girl in my class. sophie..hoo! yes sophie hoo.
that was what lino milo said.
laura and i got to our bags and flipped through the 2003 album. laura said she knew sophie. she was also agnes's friend. then, laura found sophie's primary one class.
i looked at her.
i didnt say anything, i just went into the library.
i didnt know how to feel.
i felt angry and sad at the same time.
more sad though.
more sad.
am i that dumb? am i always the last one to find out? why. why?

to clara: i dont care lah ok? u dun need to announce to the whole world that i look like a geek ok? u dun need to say NERD ALERT! or GEEK ALERT! it actually hurts ok? HURTS.

to jacel: i dont feel like talking to you guys for now..sorry...D:
oh, and we JACEL all went for the prefect interview. well, we just wrote on that paper. hope we all get nominated..~

this is what i took about half an hour ago.
and jie tweaked it to become black and white.
and she said: my sister the diva...
and i was like...D: isnt that what ALL the sisters say about their younger mei meis?
ANYWAY..my phone bill increase 20 dollars. the reason is obvious. now- i'll off my phone for about 2 hours, so dont expect me to reply to your smses anymore.




yea, if i had the chance to restart the life, i think i really would wanna restart my life...
mm hmm...
i look yucky....white spects..hmm, NEVER choose white spects ever again yea? but then its not THAT yucky, but its yucky. ok? yucky.
bleah....hate how i look.

i realised that after washing my hair, i look good in my spects.
weird right???
sigh...its weird.

hahaha...just watched oceans thirteen again on the black com. (: its good.

hehehe.....heh-heh! just now i was looking through the bookshelves, and i saw the 2003 school album. i flipped until i was at class 1/10, and i saw my cheeky face. wahh, really change liao! hmm, i didnt see nicholas's face- maybe absent on that day ba! then i started flipping through pages to see whether i could spot my friend's faces. ok so here goes!
1/1: jeremy yong! he everytime also dont smile one, always his lips are one line.
1/1: botak samuel lim! HAHA, he LOOKS LIKE A FREAKIN MONK.
1/5: samuel NG. (i think he in this class with elsie) why hes body all droopy??! i'll tease him tmw! XD
1/7: omg...jaime u look funny! ><
1/9: justin woo, u were cute then, now u sooo chiko! evangelyn: soo cute! adorable!! >< yiai: hahaha...so funny u!!!
1/6: i saw lun xiang, nat long and others. i think i also saw wayne. they all look so shorty!!!

yea, thats all i can remember. all those people really DID look cute. oeii...jiayo u still look the same. u also never smile, the same when u younger..XD
seeing all this once-cute people- made me laugh until stomach pain and cry....so damn funny! hehehe....oh! i saw joel (1/8 I THINK) too! hehehe...and mandy (1/6)!


yea, just went to collect my glasses
i look weird.
ultra.
yea and i just came home. a3 told me he broke a spoon while eating ice-cream. he took the broken spoon out from his pocket and i realised that that was my favourite red spoon. ): oh well. at least there's another one.
sigh.....theres nothing to do...oh yea! jie- i got fruits basket 22 english, i couldnt find 23. wah sei, i read liao- very very tight. tight= good. yea, its tight.


well i didnt come on thursday so i dont have the robinson crouse worksheet.
so thats for english.
and what is there to do for maths? they just give u a powerpoint with loads of slides.
so that's for maths.
and science- where the heck is the quiz? all i get is this black page.
so that's for science.
and how many vocabs must we do for chinese?
so yea, thats for chinese.
i think ahh, if so difficult just go to school also ok. i PREFER THAT. seriously. i dun want to be stuck at home waiting for the call of my spects and doing clueless elearns.
seriously.

wee~
at last me and clara found the stuff we needed to do so i finished chinese, science and maths but then english i have to get the worksheet from mr lau! that means im free to do..
WHATEVER I WANT!
yays! but there's nothing to do..hmm...i dunno liao la.
wait a minute.
evangelyn just said i was mature.
and guai.
HAHAHA. RIGHHHTTTT.

suddenly i have this thing about HSM2 soundtrack. i think i wanna buy it! (:(: i dunno. just all of a sudden everyone also put HSM2 songs on their blogs, and i realise actually the tune and rhythm is actually nice. yeah.

oh. i got the idea of buying the soundtrack out of my mind. (: apparently, the spects shop called my mother saying that my spects are done and ready to go and my mother didnt know so she picked up her handphone and shouted 'what? what amanda yeo? you all spects shop ahhh?' haha...i dunno whether today collecting, might be tmw, but yea. white. new change? yea.
white.
oh yea, i thought i said i hated white. i forgot. well, i hate white shirts, not the colour white.
yeah, the colour's ok.
jaime's blogger account got hacked. why nowadays her accounts get hacked? is it all the same hacker? then that hacker, truly..
hacker pro.
yeah.


the funeral was sad.
she was a wonderful lady. mm hmm..i know you guys will think i'm weird, but i kinda like a bit of the funeral music...ONLY A BIT. a bit...yesterday didnt watch nine o clock show cause we were all at the funeral wake then i just walk around and at the table i just ate all the sweets and nuts and melon seeds...:) such a pig. I KNOW. then later a3 helped to serve drinks and all then later carry the majong set and all the stuff into the metal box and they burned it all. the fire was much bigger than a bonfire...and much hotter too. we just stood there watching people hitting the dunno what stick on the ground to make the fire bigger and bigger. after that we walking back that time the leader say cannot look back i also very confused. then today woke up round 8 plus and 9 we were at funeral then i just came home with a3. sigh..i feel so...weird nowadays. dunno why.

hold on a sec..everyone keeps on asking me. YES I AM A CHRISTIAN.

just now talked to jaime on msn and we both confessed our loves for JACEL. muhahaha. jacel is the best thing that ever happened to me. ever since i took each first letter of our names and scrambled it to become JACEL, it has been very...
fun!
oh and i talked to sotong for a bit, yea i do like him but then is not until that point ok? anyway, my feelings will remain the same for him- friends. friends is already good enough. at least i know its better than being enemies. yup. tmw have to do the homework on the com..bleah. compulsory somemore..do then do lor..
oh yeah! those cold durian mooncakes in the fridge ARE GOOD! i tried one yesterday. im gonna eat another one now...PIGGY! X)

hmm..later going to eastpoint eat dinner and also check eyesight. i probably gonna change my glasses i guess....hmm if i really change ahhh, i think i will pick white colour leh! i know people say white colour glasses is like act cool and too retro, but then i guess it looks ok on me? i know how i look like with white spects cause when jie changed her glasses at the OpticPoint then there was white glasses on offer so i tried. i looked actaully a bit older...bleah!
sadness like water..
raining down..
raining down.

argh. im sick of wearing white shirts already and i only have 2 OLD white shirts and clara comes here and tells me the hip hop performance is next week and we have to wear a freakin white shirt. wah lao. i dont even know ANYTHING. i think i will be absent then...on the performance. argh. I HATE HIP HOP! HATE HATE HATE!!!


thinking that the noodle soup is beer made me think. as the soup scalded my tongue, i just kept on drinking. and then i thought.
thats it.
i can't take all this nonsense anymore! i can't stand how im always the wrong one and i cant stand how boys can be soo...UGHHH.
i can't take it anymore.
i want revenge. i wanna take a knife and stab it into his heart. not literally, but emotionally. he's gonna get it. im sure.

shit lah. i needa change my glasses...sitting at the back row then keep squinting...sigh. so what ok. mr loo tell me go sit infront somemore. idiot. sigh. everyone suddenly is very annoying. lucky that im not going school tmw. i need a break! well, tmw isnt really a break cause i have to go funeral. sigh...the first funeral i ever went to was went i was 2. my granfather's. yeah..i forgot how a funeral is liao. diao..hmm..i need 17 dollars more! yup.

i never meant to hurt you.
i never meant to lie.
so this is goodbye.
this is goodbye.

i never actually wanted to hurt you. just that you just give on hammering my heart into millions of pieces, i cant even glue it back anymore. so now im gonna let u feel the pain. the pain that I FELT because OF YOU.

i decided to lay cool with the skin. so i used one from blogskins. i kinda like this skin. even though its plain. but just...nice.
later..
sighs...now is really i mess up liao la. i feel as if everytime i try helping/comforting a person i hurt them instead. sorry la jie, only trying to let him taste his own medicine. next time i wont interfere in any of ur business ok...aiya sorry sorry la. but seriously, that isaac guy is a jerk..and also lynn that girl. aiya sorry la. i know saying sorry is just a word but then when u said 'ur not off the hook yet' to me over the phone i scared leh...when u come back please lah dont scold me..like i said i only tried to help..sorry...now i know i everytime help also will end up getting the person into trouble....sian.


in a world of my own.
science was ok, not boring. chinese was boring. and english and maths mr lau never teach us is the stupid mrs lychee. ARGH. why cant we get another relieve teacher? ok i am seriously paranoid about roses. too paranoid until draw my own type of roses- inventing new weird ones yet pretty ones. one rose i made up was called Scribblyose. that is the most beautiful rose i invented so far. my science bio book blank page full of roses. and in the middle write TERM FOUR SCIENCE NOTES. yup. hehe. when i came home i opened the front door and then i tried opening the brown door and my key became stuck. i swore at the door and no one was at home and my mother gonna visit hospital and my brother come home only 3. so i thought my key really cannot work then have to wait until three then starve. so later with alot of forcing i managed to open the door. my stubby fingers are swollen now. oh shit is that the pizza exploding in the toaster oven? shit shit.

hmm..i think i never cook the pizza long enough. then why did it explode cheese everywhere the toaster oven? dunno. it was a bit hard but can eat one. oh noes...why do i feel so hungry still? hmm...banana nut crunch cereal for me then..

in the end i never even eat cereal. i dunno. im gonna use what clara gave me (a big book) for writing poetry and short stories or haiku or smth. im suddenly interested in poetry. its not lame..its actually fun playing with words. ok i sound like a total nerd.


three days not blogging is long enough?
maybe not, but yeah i feel so much better. yea- my pms-ing had gotten real bad. now the thing i wanna get most is that memory card for my phone which is 40 dollars. yup, i need 20 more dollars to go. i dropped my phone two times already..and it feels bad. i can see scratches under the light but not obvious. laura said she dropped hers more than 10 times and say she's even more careless than me, so that made me feel better. today was a...hmm unexpected day. we found out that caleb joined scrabble TODAY so we get to spy on him for elsie. after a good game of scrabble i WALKED home with glenn and a3 and on the way i saw justin woo in his shorts and ultra gay blue t-shirt. my feet was like aching when we reached home. hahaha it was great- the walk. oh i redid my whole blog entirely. well maybe not that much but i did change it. yup. like this can ba? new change. but i think i will edit the cbox colours later. for now- show time!