whatever.
whatever whatever.
thats what everyone has been saying nowadays. sigh. u know what? i really think i have changed. i think that i really shouldnt waste precious time anymore. i dont need to be soo good to him. he doesnt care anyway. so why should i? i got other important things to do. he's an idiot! idiota! people care about him then he still sooo....sucker la he. i feel terribly good now. now it feels like my heart ah, is like dont have all those troubles locked in my heart. now all freeeee! yes. i feel good. i knew that i would. i feel good. i knew that i would now. so good. so good. i got you. its a song la. :) i looked up john lennon on wikipedia last night and read his info and also read the killer of mr lennon info. very creeepppy. i was sooo creeped out that i couldnt even sleep. but then again, i like reading up history of famous singers, its just soo cool. maybe later update more or something. now only me and a3 at home. what is there to do man...watched a3 finish his map on heroes. hahahah, it looked quite hard- i thought he was gonna die then he press auto combat. -.- but it was a nice match with all the azure dragons and crystal dragons and all. and archangels and angels soo many units la! ahhaha. then we also made up like the group of sexy sexist (HAHHA) and kor's girlfriend is that elf thing wearing the blue dress my boyfriend is the grand elf he damn pro la...then my uncle is the centaur captain...HAHAHHA. it was a good night, but still a scary one. and nicholas, u seriously aren't IT savvy. it makes me smile that i know much more computer stuff than YOU! muahahahhahaha.

decided to give my blog a makeover.
the teddy bear quite cute right..hahaha. the pale green background is loved by me. cause got rose patterns one. which i love roses alot soo...loved! even though my blog the skin quite plain now i think its plain sweet. nicer. i think. oh i know im such a k-po person ok. but i didnt want other ppl to be hurt. it all started like this. yesterday recess clara me and laura were going to the library then we saw jeremy (said to be nicholas's best friend) at the outside there sitting there then i shouted to him oei, dont look so lonely lehs go find nicholas la! then jeremy like just put his head down like wanna cry like that ok! then he soo different. he at that point wasnt the crazy chikopeh i knew that followed us all the way to our classroom. thats why just now when nick was on i just tell him go do smth about jeremy cause he was all lonely. then he just said can u just shut up. and i said. why. its my mouth u bastard. didnt mean to swear, i just felt angry. how could he leave his friend, or bestfriend whatever shit sitting down there? i know how it feels. i've been abandon by friends in TES a whole lot of times. of course i wouldnt want another person to feel like this. aiya, whatever whatever. all i know is that i hate nicholas yeo. hate hate hate.


later.
ok lah. no more mentioning about jerks in my blog lah..sick and tired of hearing his name everywhere. but if something really crop up then i will write about that jerk. just helped a3 change his skin. was super tired i went to sleep then my mother came along whacking my leg. but i was still sleeping so she chong out of the house to go east coast. sighs. why got scrabble on monday! monday my brother birthday leh...i dont want...i thought only term 4 then start!!??! so unfair i wanna celebrate bday with my bro. aiya anyway he in uni..aiya choy choy nevermind la. got a sms from elsie that she got the ulta ultra slim samsung. SO GOOOD! i want new phone too. -.-" about eleven more days not counting tmw. eleven more days....TT i really really really sooo really want that phone and i really did work hard for it then my maths improve by like 9.5 marks and my chinese improve 1 mark :P heh heh. sigh, change background again..