mannnda (:

Aug 14, 2007

weird

sometimes i feel like just chopping off that little bit of hair that is touching my collar since everyone's been complaining about it. i dont care about it la. ARGH. im gonna keep long hair AGAIN. short hair sooo troublesome, must everyone trim trim trim! sigh, and my hair is poofy. eugh, its all BLEAH. kinda think of it, I DO miss my long hair. and this is for real now.
I WILL NEVER CUT MY HAIR SHORT EVER AGAIN.
i know i said that the last time, but now the above is really REAL.
NEVER IN MY LIFE WILL I CUT MY HAIR SHORT EVER AGAIN.
woohoo! celebrate! n.y has given up! YAY! my new refresh of life is going pretty well. but why does he still go to the library during recess?!?! he already sweared bout me and stuff like that, so why must he carry on being such an idiot. he's a sucker at love. yes he is. okok, let's not talk about losers like him..:P today was an ok day and my chinese sucks like hell as usual and maths and english was yada yada. clara made up this new play which is getting along quite ok but during recess in library when we acting it out, the BOYS disturbed us. then we just ignored them but the weird jaime had to go and see whats going on. i mean, if u truly don't like them, u would just ignore and walk away. and i know that one thing's true.
she still likes samuel.
if not, she wouldn't have cared about those boys. she would have just walked away and ignore them, just like I DID. GEESH! it's complicated with twists there and over here.

later..
hm. i really CAN tell what's going on in other people's tiny little brain.
of course. SHE still likes him.
i thought somebody say she will never ever never ever never like that idiot again?
here SHE goes falling into the same trap.
i salute her.
here SHE goes running around chasing that idiot every recess while we follow her chasing her DARLING.
here she goes again.

HAHHAA...if you do not know, here she goes is like a song like that. it goes..here she goes! here she goes again! haha. ok. after hearing that n.y told elycia to tell me that he has already forgotten all clean about me, it seemed that all this while i had been living in some sort of fantasy until i cut my hair and he said that, that i realize that life is soo..
dull.
i need to colour up my life a bit! i can't stand a life without adventures and surprises and scoldings from teachers...it's too PLAIN without all those. i dunno how to explain how i feel, but this feeling, like my oldest brother like that. it feels as if im like him.
as in...
i don't believe in love anymore.
yah yah, if i told my oldest bro that, he will say we both are sad people. whats up with him and not believing in love?!?! >< i feel so..dunno how to explain. HE caused me to feel like this..i dunno la. now, i dont look at a boy and go 'ooo, that boy is really nice..' (HAHAA) anymore..now i just look at one and snort at him and say 'WHAT AN IDIOT'. boys are idiots and are true heart-breakers. they really are. even if they were not, i know one real pain heart-breaker.

nicholas yeo.