mannnda (:

Aug 23, 2007

unlucky

today is very unlucky.
even my favourite pen ran out of ink. :(
but then chinese i did good. i did improve by maybe 2 or 3 marks.
but FOR ENGLISH. i felt like stabbing a like butter knife into my body la...when i counted my marks! i DEproved. even LAURA did better than me ok. LAURA leh. LAURA ok. ARGH. how can i be so stupid!!! i hate myself i hate myself!!!! HATE HATE. WHY GET SO LOW. HUH AMANDA YEO U STUPID IDIOT LAH.
idiotic jerk. having war with yourself is not good. cause the one that get's defeated will still be you. sighs. but then i hope other papers like compo will get high high. not LOW LOW. ARGHHHHHH. no one can comfort me ok! even if nicholas yeo appeared at my house door (which will never happen). PISSED. for one chinese period when to the com lab then later kim meng was standing up then later i go use this com then kim meng say this com i turn on want lah. then i just ignored him. then he started like kicking me (ooohh. SOOOO pain...like real) then he pushed my chair everywhere evangelyn told him to stop and in my mind i was like go ahead and punch and whack me lah u f***ker. in the end, if he really did that he will kanna from mr teng. luckily he stopped and said a few boring f words. then evangelyn go tell me: 'he dare do more ok...' WHATEVER. after that he kicked my leg there again and said get the f out of my way lah u ass. heck care. rolled my eyes. then he blabbered to clara that i 'stole' his com whatever shit. wah sei, my mother really right lor. i really got heavy bones so if people kick i also cannot feel nothing one. :P if kim meng wanna pick a fight with me, come ahead lah i not scared. i will not let this idiotic f***ker get in my way. i will not let any old chikopeh ass bully me. think what? he think girls so scared of pain is it? pleaseeee. some girls know fighting skills, so kim meng: go and f for all i care. u think i sit on my chair i soo helpless u go kick my chair is it? tell u lah, I PITY YOU ok. thats why i didnt fight back. anyway, if i did i also will get scolded. so kim meng- u really very stupid. people say u then u always resolve to fighting. OHhhh whatever- wahh, your fighting skills SOOOoooo GOOOoood HOOOOrrr. wah PRRRRrroo SEH. hell yea.