haha..my mum bought some kind of thing called belinjo nut crispies, which first time you eat very very bitter but after that u eat a second time its soo good you eat the whole packet.
currently finishing the whole packet..X)
oh i knoowww...i'm a PIG.
last night round 11:50 something a1 came back from uni and then he asked me whether i was depressed or something. then i asked him WHY WOULD I BE!!!?! then he say he read my blog very weird one..haha..sorry la..then after that me and him watched a stephen chow movie which is damn great than slept at 1:15 AM plus plus. oh and he said he would help me with the pictures looking all pixel-lated. yay! ><>< why do this to me.. argh i have to remember that kor doesnt keep to his word..he would help me but then ah..he ah...argh jian kueh lapis very bad one..

**sniff**
been crying again.
just now we ran/walk/jog to eastpoint and i thought i would have seen nicholas but when i went to the Eatzi i saw a different person instead.
i saw mikhail.
i was all weird but deeply hurt.
so after we ate we go and look around then we were walking home then mum took the other path to our house and a3 and i took another path.
and he asked.
whats the problem? shoot it out.
so i said my problem.
and then while i was saying, i started crying. it was soo unfair. everytime i go eastpoint i would say the same thing over and over again, i would ask God the same thing over again.
on the way home i cried and cried. a3 tried his best to comfort me- i thank him for that, but this wound can never be healed. i told him about me asking God the same thing over and over again, he said maybe God is trying to show me that it isnt the only thing in the world.
i just gave you a huge hint about what's my problem..
anyways, i found a black shoelace so i did it on my one of my shoe and washed the white shoelace. it looks nice! >< bought a banana muffin at eastpoint! yum!! X) oh and if i ever have to get a new pair of shoes, i will never throw my current shoes away.
they mean so much to me.
they mean the world.
sort of.