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nothing really happened today.



wah lao...how would you feel if someone said you were a four timer?!?!? mandy, not funny already ok..i do not like, nor do i like clarence, nor do i like gavin nor do i like nicholas ok. they're all nutty people that i will never like...aiya, drop the subject bah..today nothing much happened except that our class planning a teacher's day party for mr lau in our classroom or smth like that. yup, i guess thats a pretty good idea cause mr lau is the best teacher i ever had! XD siti and the other instructed us to bring food and drinks but then in my house no food and drinks one la...dont bring also can right? -.-" after school i was waiting for my bus to come so laura and me go to joel's bus then after that we were racing back then he bumped into jeremy. then he was walking to his bus and we found out he and joel same bus!!- BUS 11. so we followed him as well and he again so chikopeh then m and laura spy on joel at the back of the bus and she was laughing and laughing for no good reason. i just stared at her..-.- then my bus came then i waved goodbye to jeremy and smiled and also to laura. dont get any wrong idea..i dont like jeremy what so ever. i mean, its polite to say goodbye to someone you know right? yup. today for PE period we had to pratice ACES (All Children Eat Samuel :P) day movements...we were praticing then anyhow do movements then pratice with music that time the music is the do u remember? the twenty-first night of september? song. nice song, shitty movements. sigh. tomorrow PE period must pratice also..

later..
hehe. a3 and i went to the park- and this time we got the camera to come along as well. we took pictures of our shadows and all and the wind blew against our faces and in the night time it really looked magnificent. so nice ok..i think tmw upload pics i think. we went to bedok market before that and me, my mum and a3 were eating and this mad man came to our table but he was harmless and he said in chinese like 7:00 am already! wake up! very creeps. and his hand was resting on the table and it was super close to mine i was soo scared ok. but lucky he walked away. that old man was wearing a long white singlet and some blue striped shorts then i imagine jeremy wearing those bring a madman and i was bursting out laughing...while we were walking back home i said to my mother she had 46 embryos and she burst out laughing and i was clueless. i didnt know what i was saying. then a3 asked me how many ovaries i had i said i had 76. hahahahha. my mind went completely blank. see..? my science IS really poor. i thought my brother had 4 testes as well... *ahehe.


to all those many readers out there (like real),
sorry haven't been able to update. my mother kept the laptop and the family com's keyboard and mouse so all day long i just read my book until soo addicted to the book. -.- in school please do not blame me if i dont answer you to what your saying and carry on reading..>< sighs..i improved in all my subjects! wiiipppppeee! english two more marks can get A*...maths got B++ woohoo science also got B++ and chinese also B++. hahahha. must keep studying though. im trying to get that phone still. loving it. so then tell myself like must work for it to earn it anyways, so yesterday i folded all the clothing neatly not like kor (:P) and yeap. i think there's a strong chance ba. my phone is breaking down and the covers are all coming out and keeps hanging. o well, i love that phone soo much im treating it as my boyfriend now. hahah. JOKING. and whats this rumour...gavin and clarence went near my table that time gavin keep saying to clarence 'oei your lover there leh!' then i think to myself like wth..i dont even like clarence. and i know that he doesnt like me as well so gavin- shut your mouth. then mandy keep teasing me lor. she joke joke with me say i end up with shermon. keep on saying shermon lover..all these lovers very ma fan..-.-" jeremy patched up with that bastard again. irritating like dunno what ok. in recess keep bumping into samuel and wayne. then after that i bumped into retarded nicholas and jeremy. merrily walked passed them. hehe. anyway they have nothing to do with me so yup. feeling so much better not like before so shitty like hell. ^^ picture time. this pics all was on 26 August, the day before a1's bday at EATZI'S again AND the day kor bleached his hair all white white one. it looks ok la, just that not used to it YET. but the pics of a1 here is haven bleah hair yet. and the food was nice and gorgeous hehe..

later..
hahaha. a3 and i were eating the fried rice then we were whispering in a spooky way 'i see dead bananas' and 'i see dead donuts.' donuts because my mother said 'i give you toner also no use ah!' then my brother thought she said i give you donuts also no use ah! ahahahha. its soo weird imagining chocolate and rainbow sprinkles on your face. bleah. but i saw a television programme saying that putting chocolate all over ur face and your body helps calms and relaxes and heals the wounds on your face. quite true. fruits do too, so after eating the banana i put the banana skin on my face. hehe. thats what i did with the papaya skin as well last time. i smothered it all over my face and a1 was like 'you serious ah!' hehehe. so ANYTHING to have good skin. aiya, i sound like a woman that's trying to get her skin perfect..-.-" actually this evening wanted to bring the camera to the park to take the beautiful 'proposal' place and the lovely sky and the smiling faces building sandcastles and swinging. but then my mother say too late liao and she needed to use the camera tmw for something. yup. maybe tomorrow i will go to the park and take loads of nice pics? dunno la. suddenly the sound for the com sooo soft when i put all high high. dunno la. suddenly my brother say my mother can predict that hair can come out from armpits? wth. so random. now my mother ask my brother to show her his armpit? suddenly my mother ask whether his toot and chest got hair? my brother laughing like nuts now. HAHAHHA. nevermind- NEVERMIND. too random.

















today is very unlucky.
even my favourite pen ran out of ink. :(
but then chinese i did good. i did improve by maybe 2 or 3 marks.
but FOR ENGLISH. i felt like stabbing a like butter knife into my body la...when i counted my marks! i DEproved. even LAURA did better than me ok. LAURA leh. LAURA ok. ARGH. how can i be so stupid!!! i hate myself i hate myself!!!! HATE HATE. WHY GET SO LOW. HUH AMANDA YEO U STUPID IDIOT LAH.
idiotic jerk. having war with yourself is not good. cause the one that get's defeated will still be you. sighs. but then i hope other papers like compo will get high high. not LOW LOW. ARGHHHHHH. no one can comfort me ok! even if nicholas yeo appeared at my house door (which will never happen). PISSED. for one chinese period when to the com lab then later kim meng was standing up then later i go use this com then kim meng say this com i turn on want lah. then i just ignored him. then he started like kicking me (ooohh. SOOOO pain...like real) then he pushed my chair everywhere evangelyn told him to stop and in my mind i was like go ahead and punch and whack me lah u f***ker. in the end, if he really did that he will kanna from mr teng. luckily he stopped and said a few boring f words. then evangelyn go tell me: 'he dare do more ok...' WHATEVER. after that he kicked my leg there again and said get the f out of my way lah u ass. heck care. rolled my eyes. then he blabbered to clara that i 'stole' his com whatever shit. wah sei, my mother really right lor. i really got heavy bones so if people kick i also cannot feel nothing one. :P if kim meng wanna pick a fight with me, come ahead lah i not scared. i will not let this idiotic f***ker get in my way. i will not let any old chikopeh ass bully me. think what? he think girls so scared of pain is it? pleaseeee. some girls know fighting skills, so kim meng: go and f for all i care. u think i sit on my chair i soo helpless u go kick my chair is it? tell u lah, I PITY YOU ok. thats why i didnt fight back. anyway, if i did i also will get scolded. so kim meng- u really very stupid. people say u then u always resolve to fighting. OHhhh whatever- wahh, your fighting skills SOOOoooo GOOOoood HOOOOrrr. wah PRRRRrroo SEH. hell yea.


confused as always.
stop stalking me lah, its damn irritating ok. even though you do remind me of me in primary one stalking u all the time doesnt mean u have to do it to me now in primary five. its been four years since i did that- sort of. its strange just seeing the people i used to chase in primary one. such as joseph? ya, HIM. that guy is annoying and he looks the same. hahaiz. today maths exam damn easy except the problem sums at the back there quite hard a bit. i hope i do well. like get not 50 but 60s now. hahaha. science tomorrow. yup. today the bus was exploding with children. and i mean- seriously exploding. i was just sitting at that corner sweating like shit. mm hmm..nothing interesting happening nowadays. life is a bore sometimes. a bore. in school just study. recess, go library and get stalked. after recess, just learn more stuff then go back home. at home get smses from laura most of the time and get 62 miss calls from crazy laura. she calls me and hangs up. bore. such a bore.

love this picture alot. dunno why. just very nice. this is the time when i still had my long hair...:(

later
ok. why would i want to copy a idiot? we all thought she was brownie ok. where the hell she invented her idiot name muffin? i dont get her EVERYTIME ok. plus i know im an idiot but im not an idiot who goes around saying 'u copycat!' to just anyone for fun. like for example, i really do love pandas, so at first in my profile i put i love pandas then after that day suddenly jaime's profile got i love pandas. and i put Fluffy Monday then she put Funky Monday. she is an idiot i knew we're meant to be enemies forever and ever. sometimes i feel like pointing the middle finger at her and saying go to hell u idiot. not that i will or anything. im not that..unoriginal. hhaha. ya..looks like im right. shes an idiot and ACEL was suppose to be without a jam. remember i said that in one of my first posts? i told you, if u were smart u know what i mean by JACEL is without a jam. oh i found the post. April 16, 2oo7. will not be typing THE ROSE PART 3 today, maybe tomorrow.
uploaded Substitute For Love in my singing box. its a very nice song. made me cry. sounds loads like me. later gonna walk to bedok south round there eat dinner then later after dinner me and a3 would go our own way then mum go home. ya lors.
didnt walk to bedok south. mum drove to bedok south then ate dinner later she drop us at the park. there were people there making a huge face and it was damn cool. i walked around- smsing friends. as i walked around, it got darker and darker. and then i saw it. i saw that beautiful place. the roof was covered with leaves and vines and flowers. in the middle there was this huge space full of tulips (i think) and other flowers. below the shelter were benches. i already made up my mind. that is gonna be the place where my boyfriend proposes to me :P..i know im weird thinking so far ahead but that place damn romance la. even if my boyfriend propose to me somewhere else eg fish market (hahah) i will force him come to that place propose..hahaha. fish market! that place is..miraculous. truly. one day have to go take picture post in blog..that place is soo pretty. i know people say whatever and heck care, i also heck care what they say. but the bad thing is there got icky insects...:(







i actually PASSED for listening comprehension chinese one. woohoo for me! today i bumped into nicholas accidentally. it felt very BAD. english paper was damn easy is like primary one lah! hope for MCQ get like 29 or full marks! 30! but surely i get 28 AGAIN. sighs..compo and sit writing was easy too. yup. damn scared for chinese la. i hope its an easy paper like english like that. yup. then after that we go recess then library as usual than later elsie go say something very sick lor. go say to jeremy u go suck norreen's bs. SICK SICK. how come she like so sick nowadays. it was funny anyway. we were all giggles and even the boys were. heck care them. then elsie and i made up this kungfu dance thing. very funny. actually not suppose to be blogging. i made a promise to a3 i wont blog for one week in every month. then he go say if i blog until no life like that i become very emo kid. what does that mean? dunno. oh well.
shermon and clarence is sooo sick funny lor! i have to listen to their shit talks cause clarence sit behind me and shermon sit like at clarence's left. then they go say what shhen, it in other ppl's underwear. hahaha. i joined in and started saying like putting back the shit in the butt until u push in also ur hand also kanna inside the butt. haha. we were all laughs. wish me luck for tomorrow chinese paper! :P X)

THE ROSE
PART ONE

There once was this scientist who was strolling in the park. He appreciated the plants and the trees. Then, he spotted a rose. It was the most beautiful rose he had ever seen. It's colour was the colour of blood and the petals- oh so soft. He then plucked it out and brought the rose back to his lab and started experimenting it with different liquids. He dropped a little of the red liquid onto the rose and many more beautiful petals started growing. He dropped a little of the blue liquid onto the beautiful plant and many firm leaves started growing. He then picked up a test tube that contained a yellow liquid. He was not sure of this liquid- it might either kill the lovely rose or grow new things on the plant. He then decided to try his luck and poured a little of the yellow liquid onto the red rose. The rose started moving. And moving. Suddenly, it split open and there laid an...

TO BE CONTINUED TOMORROW.
OR SO. X)

OMG. I DID IT AGAIN. I DONT EVEN KNOW MYSELF. I GOT 90/100. WHAT THE. I REALLY GOT SOME PROBLEM.


later. after dinner.
after eating dinner at the hawker center, me and a3 decided to walk/ run to the mrt then to the park then walk home. then i dared him to do something.
i dare you to say I love (your lover's name).
then he said the darer must do the dare first.
so then i shouted.
strangers started looking. haha. it was very fun.
then later of course he shouted out then after that we ran/walk to the park where we both sat on the swings. a3 said that it was the 'reflection time' so i started reflecting and talking to myself and started crying while swinging. a3 was listening to his nano. then he let me hear substitute for love by madonna and it made me soo sad. the words really described me in a way. tears streamed down my face. then swing swing swing then started feeling like wanna vomit. then stop swinging then write in the sand a bit then received smses from friends. friends. oh i just saw the advertisement for bruce of mighty two. A NEED TO WATCH IT.




crying at midnight last night made me realise something.
i have to stop the damn cryings and stop living in the past. cause its all over. i just have to face the stupid reality. sighs..which i can never do. a1 came back from watching fireworks with his friends at round 12:10AM so i just quickly cleaned up my face. i went down stairs and watched justice league ( our favourite show!) with him. it was such a cool episode! is like green lantern and batman after like winning the whole thing then suddenly the tv went all black then later green latern and batman was just sitting there sipping their tea/coffee. and they were like: we won? cause its like the episode was something that concerned time. yup. it was soo great that a1 didnt notice my sore red eyes! :3 then he jian kueh lapis go bring the whole packet of time out and i ate 3! woohoo! i beat him, he only ate 2! yup. then after that around 1:00 AM i went back to bed. then this morning mum's shoutings and she slapping my everywhere (including my sore butt) woke me up at 8:30 and church started at 9:00 so i quickly washed up and took my glasses and my creams into the car and brought my banana muffin with me! so then i didnt get gastric or anything. so yay! ><

ROSE-MARY JANE
She's still waiting

There once was a beautiful lady named Rose-Mary Jane. Her jet-black hair tossed around. She had lips that were deep red. She was kind, gentle and perfect for any man. Dracko, a man who was in love with her, decided to pick roses for Rose-Mary, as she really loved roses alot. He picked 10 roses and tied it in a neat bundle. He then attached a card to the roses saying 'To Rose-Mary'. While he was walking to her cottage, he was unfortunately killed by a beggar who needed money badly for his daughter's illness. The beggar searched Dracko, and found 100 gold coins, which was just enough to buy the herb that was needed to cure the daughter's illness. The beggar then merrily walked to the herb shop. The bundle of roses was still on the ground. Rose-Mary was skipping happily back to her cottage. She noticed the bundle of roses on the path that lead to her home. She picked it up and found that the roses were actually for her! Oh! Who would leave roses for her and throw them on the ground? she thought. She then made a promise to herself that she would never get married, unless she found the person that wanted to give her the bunch of roses. She waited and waited, determined that the person would show up one day. He didn't. Rose-Mary died sorrowfully, deeply wounded that the person did not show up at all.

(Above: Just a short story i made up. rose-mary is kinda like me. sort of. but of course i wont be soo stupid wait and wait. :P)

note to self: dont link jaime the full time copy cat. yup.






i don't know..
i really don't.
oh this is the first time in a long time im saying DON'T but not DUNNO again.
weird..
the plumber came just now and fixed the damn irritating toilet.
and somehow there was this directory on the table.
so i picked it up.
and searched.
and searched.
and then i found what i've been looking for.
and i made a promise to myself.
when i grow up, im gonna visit that place.
to see how it's like.
i hope that person will do the same.
cause we live like totally opposite each other.
how weird is that.
that shows that we live in two different worlds.
haha.

its weird actually.
this treasure hunt. sort of. well a house hunt.
with myself.
sort of.
*winks*

i found it!
i found the stinkin' house!
finally!
yes, when i grow up, im going there.

cheers to the 100 weird posts i posted!


later..
i know its not christmas or anything, but im currently in love with red and green thats why i changed my cbox. so yay for green and red! faved by me! ><


i can't smile without you.
i really can't.
i'm all mixed up now.
mixed feelings.

nothing to do now, i have to go revise.

but i'm finding it hard to do anything.

AIYA LET'S JUST FORGET ABOUT THAT SOTONG AND SEE THAT STUDIES ARE MUCH MORE IMPORTANT.
just looked through my science notes like the science mock papers and stuff then read the chinese text book and marked every chinese character very clearly then looked through shou che then after that im here. studying really takes the unhappiness off my mind..haha. cause when i was looking through the chinese text book i saw the pages where i put the speech bubbles.. the bundles of shit and all and we were laughing like crazy that one.. ya..i have other friends that care about me not like that stupid sotong, so what for feel sad and moody when i can just..
GET ON WITH LIFE! >< ok..this whole be happy thing isnt working. it feels as if no one understands.. i just need a hug and this huge THING that will cuddle me. it feels like everytime i stand up i crumble away again. i feel sad. sad la. i feel sad when u are happy and i feel glad when your angry. ok not the last part. i mean i just feel SAD la.

that idiot has come back to haunt us all.
i have no idea why.
i think.
maybe some idea.
maybe.
but it can't be..
aiya..i dunno la.




im confused by everything.
especially love.
today after school nicholas walked passed me.
and said.
hi amanda.
i guess i did the right thing. i walked straight passed him. he was kinda shocked, thinking that i would scream and yell U IDIOT at him. well, today i gave him smth.
i tore out the pages of the junior post.
the pages where i was 'happy'. the pages when i was smsing him all day and night.
i wanted to show him that i was happy. now i'm not. i was happy cause he made me happy. but it was all fake. it was all lies. i gave all the pages to him. i gave him the love page, i gave him that note where my friends wrote that i loved him, i gave him the page where i was hurt by him asking jaime for a fake date.
i gave it all away.

well he thought it was all junk and wrappers so he just threw it away. that really made me angry. that really made me turn into stone. that really made me..
sad?
well, its all a clean break. no more fake memories to remember, its all thrown into the stinky rubbish bin now. no more love in the air.
no more nicholas yeo.
forever.
and ever and ever.
goodbye.


later..
jie talked to me on msn.
i feel much better now.
but nope, the wound is not healing, but slowly it will.
i cried and cried and cried.
ok. so she said not to put everything personal onto my blog or people will go WTF ( what the funny). so yup.



sometimes i feel like just chopping off that little bit of hair that is touching my collar since everyone's been complaining about it. i dont care about it la. ARGH. im gonna keep long hair AGAIN. short hair sooo troublesome, must everyone trim trim trim! sigh, and my hair is poofy. eugh, its all BLEAH. kinda think of it, I DO miss my long hair. and this is for real now.
I WILL NEVER CUT MY HAIR SHORT EVER AGAIN.
i know i said that the last time, but now the above is really REAL.
NEVER IN MY LIFE WILL I CUT MY HAIR SHORT EVER AGAIN.
woohoo! celebrate! n.y has given up! YAY! my new refresh of life is going pretty well. but why does he still go to the library during recess?!?! he already sweared bout me and stuff like that, so why must he carry on being such an idiot. he's a sucker at love. yes he is. okok, let's not talk about losers like him..:P today was an ok day and my chinese sucks like hell as usual and maths and english was yada yada. clara made up this new play which is getting along quite ok but during recess in library when we acting it out, the BOYS disturbed us. then we just ignored them but the weird jaime had to go and see whats going on. i mean, if u truly don't like them, u would just ignore and walk away. and i know that one thing's true.
she still likes samuel.
if not, she wouldn't have cared about those boys. she would have just walked away and ignore them, just like I DID. GEESH! it's complicated with twists there and over here.

later..
hm. i really CAN tell what's going on in other people's tiny little brain.
of course. SHE still likes him.
i thought somebody say she will never ever never ever never like that idiot again?
here SHE goes falling into the same trap.
i salute her.
here SHE goes running around chasing that idiot every recess while we follow her chasing her DARLING.
here she goes again.

HAHHAA...if you do not know, here she goes is like a song like that. it goes..here she goes! here she goes again! haha. ok. after hearing that n.y told elycia to tell me that he has already forgotten all clean about me, it seemed that all this while i had been living in some sort of fantasy until i cut my hair and he said that, that i realize that life is soo..
dull.
i need to colour up my life a bit! i can't stand a life without adventures and surprises and scoldings from teachers...it's too PLAIN without all those. i dunno how to explain how i feel, but this feeling, like my oldest brother like that. it feels as if im like him.
as in...
i don't believe in love anymore.
yah yah, if i told my oldest bro that, he will say we both are sad people. whats up with him and not believing in love?!?! >< i feel so..dunno how to explain. HE caused me to feel like this..i dunno la. now, i dont look at a boy and go 'ooo, that boy is really nice..' (HAHAA) anymore..now i just look at one and snort at him and say 'WHAT AN IDIOT'. boys are idiots and are true heart-breakers. they really are. even if they were not, i know one real pain heart-breaker.

nicholas yeo.


nice picture.






soo tired!
had to do the maths and english paper, and had to throw rubbish as usual and later i'll be going off the com at 8 which is the earliest i ever gotten off the com then later from 8 to 9 to revision then 9 to 10 watch drama mama then sleep. sigh...how come my hair in school so bushy then when i come home so flat?!?! i dunno. in school i hate my hair so much and at home i love it to bits. my life is soo weird nowadays. today no scrabble so me, jaime, mandy and laura made up this wacky play called ROMANTIC LOVE then i acted as laura, laura acted as joel, mandy acted as allen, jaime acted as mandy in the play. hahaha! in the play it was wack. joel loved wearing his super red swimming trunks EVERYWHERE and allen loved mandy and laura and laura loves allen and joel. then we all cracked then the librarian came and looked at us. then the play turned into rubbish so jaime made up that mandy (she) wanted to kill laura (me) so she took her eraser pen and started jabbing me. then i rolled onto the carpet floor thing and rolled and rolled until i broke the library shelf! i got a piece of shelf wood as a library souvenir!! hahaha. later we played the phone game we ran all over the place after that we went back to the library and played dream guy. then we asked questions like how u want ur dream guy to propose to u? then we all said sort of romantic ones and i said a frog the tongue come out around it got the ring then we laughed and laughed. then mandy asked what we wanna be when we grow up then laura said a clown. HAHAHHA. ya- LAURA BRING A CLOWN ALREADY! ><






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i'm back.
in singapore!
woohoo! i got loads of puni and pinky and mambos to give you guys! phew, the plane ride was quite nice and comfy cause we sat on the new plane where the first class and the second class seats are ultra huge and the economy class is just bleah. except it kinda upgraded so it was extra extra nice. yup. i thought plane food was yuck, but this time i actually finished all the stuff they gave us for breakfast. we had to wake up like 4 in the morning to pack the finals and then dad's company van thing drove us to the airport. it was a total smooth ride. yap. that's about it. i can't wait for tmw! .i can feel that tmw is gonna be extra extra fun! luck is in the air.

oh and i got SEX BOMB into my singing box. but not only tom jones is singing, is tom jones and mousse t. both of them really got chemistry. they make the song so good. not in a sick way. kinda like the song now. its ok.

deleted the song. load so slow. deleted other songs too. too many songs!



update on what just happened at OLA which we ate yesterday too! muahhaha. the best place.
oh jie they renovated OLA, they took over the computer shop next to it which was like spacious so its really neat.
ANYWAYS, i ordered the usual, fruit salad and pumpkin soup and fried rice with red and yellow peppers. while i was munching on the fruit salad, i was like munching the grape and the seed i bit it and my tooth was all OWWW and it bled and bled. it was already like half of it (the tooth) was coming out so i went to the toilet with a reddish tissue with blood all over the place and i forced the tooth out. which means...
I PLUCKED it out.
it was a damn nice feeling. haha.
then a3 was all ew get away from me and so i was bored so i just took a toothpick and examined my tooth and took out all the gums and blood from the tooth. it was soo cool examining the tooth i got carried away. yup thats about it. and i know who's the fake chewy.
it's sooo obvious.
it's jaime choo.




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I really do have short memories. i can't believe it. im freaked by the fact that i made my own friend test and i got 90/100 for it. im so freaked.

later..
whoever that is.
that fake chewy.
i have no idea.
but that fake chewy say all those stuff in my cbox is also a bit true. im a freaking idiot and i still like n.y.
true true.
very true.
but even if fake chewy says all those and tries to ruin my friendship between clara and me, it will never happen.
never ever.

oh and i watched simpsons yesterday. great show.

i'm gonna get that haircut.
today.
wee!~ woohoo! yay! i'm gonna cut my hair!
will be going to JASONS at 10, will start walking there at 9:45. alot of people dunno this, but JASONS is a really good place but the place isnt called JASONS though. there's just this guy who dyes my mother's hair named JASON and the place name is all in chinese and stuff so we save time saying the chinese and say JASONS! muhaha. wonder how i'll look like. i hope i dont look like a piece of shit. it sucks when you took time to draw the haircut you want and all you get is shit. yup. aiya nevermind la, later after my haircut :3 then say ba!

cut my hair liao.
i look weird in a good way.
A COOL NEW GEEKY AHMA~
but my hair is kinda puffy looking.
oh wells.





im back here in taiwan.
yup.
and yorick seriously doesn't know what he's talking about, because i honestly didnt put paper on his fuzzy hair...why would i wanna do that!?!? >< sighs..he caused 4 of us (me, jaime, laura and zhenni) to get scolded and the rest of the girls. just because zhenni put paper on his hair does not mean he must 害 the rest right? wah lao, he's really a unreasonable and anger management problem kid. NO LADY WOULD MARRY HIM. MUAHAHAHAH. who ask him go and bully all the girls? he himself got problem in his head la! im gonna buy a new bag over here (i think) then would throw away my VERY OLD black bag. or maybe i'll just use that black bag. I DUNNO. i just feel so frustrated at that duck head. he so mean lor. IM GLAD he isn't sitting next to me anymore, cause if he is, he would always blame me of something i did NOT do then tell mr lau. wah lao- shit that idiot.

later
not gonna buy a bag. bags here suck like hell. hehe. gonna hunt for one with jie in december or smth. dunno la.



the scissors- please.
im gonna cut my hair on friday. change date liao..:(
but im gonna cut anyway.
i have to.
because its so damn boring la my look. today all the girls got scolded by mr lau cause we throw paper stuff at the boys sitting infront of us. but it was the boys who started first, then zhenni go and put small papers on yorick's hair and since he got anger management, he go and tell mr lau. and i hope he never tell that i got put on his hair, because i didnt but i sat next to zhenni. sighs..bye bye la, i go read comics..
ps: jie why never call us yesterday?!?! ur birthday LEH! call ur family AT LEAST!



happy birthday amelia jie!
see? i didn't forget your birthday and you didn't have to remind me! ><
tried to call you but u were unavailable and i didnt no how to write ur no. on the home phone so i used my handphone. anyways, god bless and all!! happy birthday! hope everything there is ok! and is flowing the way u want it to be!

2 more days.. then i get my loving haircut. i wanna cut my hair...can't wait!
recess that time i face to face talk to n.y!!! sort of. i just said to him that he was a bloody freakin' hell idiot or smth..i forgot. and i said i dont like u and u dont like me so get lost! and in the library he wanted to like GRAB my hand like that cause he wanted to but then i quickly ran away. phew..my running is damn faster than his la. muhhahahah. recently in love with roses..don't ask why! >< i just love that deep red and those soft petals..so yup. I LOVE ROSES!



i'm totally pmsing.
i am!!!
maybe it's because im damn pissed about my chinese mock results section a.
25/50.
how come my chinese suck so much now? maybe i've been too busy with my maths and science...
i suck.
i really do..

ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY (THANK YOU AMELIA) and..(HAIRY CHEST) SISTER AMELIA JIE WHICH IS TOMORROW..WOOHOO! i know saying sorry for spending all ur money won't work, so dunno what to do..MUHAHAH..tmw will definitely will call u tmw...

ARGHHHHH....KOR WHY THE FISHING HELL CANT U JUST THROW THE DAMN RUBBISH?!?!?! U ALREADY KNOW IM PMSING THAT BADLY. IM DAMN PISSED LA. when i stomped into the toilet to throw the rubbish i slipped at my head almost when into the toilet ok!!!!!! then i hit my knuckle at the table three times.. EVERYONE STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO. JUST SHUT THE HELL UP. OTHER PPL CAN THROW THE RUBBISH OK. IM NOT THE RUBBISH MAID. AHHH SHIT MY HaiR SMELLS OF HUMAN SHIT AND IT IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL. then somemore after scrabble have to wait for mum to pick me up. and today she had at lone meeting which WAS BAD. i waited at the bus stop for 30 minutes then she came. ANNOYING. ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING. I WANT TO SPACE OUT. JUST EVERYBODY GET THIS STRAIGHT.
SHUT THE HELL UP.




sorry that i changed my blog url again.
it's because i dun want jaime to come and dirty my tagboard ever again.
cause i wanna happy refresh of my life mah..so yup.
err, the song You Sexy Thing at the beginning is like repeated twice, hope never scare any of u guys that come to my blog, well it scared A3..MUHAHAHA..

The Mambo Jambo is really the funky love man. i'm funky-ing all over the place i can't even stop. I LOVE OLDIES. it's all about groovin'.

Play That Funky Music

Hey, once i was a funky singer,
Playin' in a rock and roll band
I never had no problems, yeah
Burnin' down one night stands
And everything around me, yeah
Got to stop to feelin' so low
And I decided quickly (Yes i did)
To disco down and check out the show
Yeah, they were dancin' and singin', and movin' to the groovin'
And just when it hit me, somebody turned around and shouted.



err, alot of people are quite against me cutting my hair...they think i doing wrong thing..but then me and short hair quite nice, i had short hair before. and i just now made an offer of sixty dollars to kor for this funky cool bag from hong kong. hope he accepts the offer, cause i really like the bag loads and then i would really look like i gone through i real makeover like that. yup yup. plus plus: got the mambo jambo cd! it IS COOL LIKE DUNNO WHAT! I LOVE THE CD! I LOVE IT!!!! woohoo, i dun regret buying it AT ALL! woohoo! mambo jambo is loved by me.



i wanna forget about the bad things that recently happened. such as the two timer, the jaime happenings, the everything that was bad. i wanna new refresh of my life.
that's what got me thinking. it made me also realize that i haven't cut my hair in one year. so i decided to get a new crop haircut whatever that means. got that pharse from some tv show. which means i wanna cut my hair short! meaning no tying of my hair, no need to wake up at 5:20 in the morning, can wake up one hour later! i wanna cut like laura like that, we will look like true bestest pals like that, cause we both got purple glasses also and we sit next to each other. we would look like twins! woohoo! haha. and im gonna customize my cbox again, that cbox really got bad history so say bye bye to that cbox cause ahma gonna make a new one! i really wanna new refresh of my life. i really want to be this new amanda which do well in all her studies. i really want that. i think im gonna cut my hair on the following thurs or friday which is holiday. until then.

later..
having a war between sarah and me. the main reason is: who would take over the world? MUHAHA. so my animals units are having war with the mario units. MUAHHA, BUT for now, mario units are winning, darn those BANDITS AND MAGI KOOPAS- I WILL GET YOU.....



nothing bad has really happened. just that i haven't done my compo and sit writing. hmmm, can't wait to go to school, cause at home here nothing to do. and err, elsie if you ever try to patch things up about me and jaime, don't ever. i can't stand her anymore so even if you patch things up i will take a scissors and cut the patch away. life's good without her in the way. perfectly true. and i never said that i was mature. i said 1 percent. that's about it. i wanna hug this huge panda.....

later..
hahaha..me and clara is like on a challenge..i said that one day pandas will take over the world and she was like no, no one day i will rule the world then the 'war' started. i started arguing like even if she took over the world pandas will still attack her with bamboo poles and she was all ya ya then we argued MORE about who was gonna take over the world. of course this was all a joke argument.. muahhahha..or is it?



dunno what sarah said, but she told me to write a post about me. ten weird things or facts about me. here goes then..

at night i laugh out loud when i sleep. it freaks my sister out. it's like sleep talking, but i do it very seldom. i guess i only do that when i'm happy dreaming.

my thumbs are not the same size. one nail so tiny, one nail so huge. its weird. seriously.

i like garbage smells. i know..this is truly sick, but it's not that smelly, it really smells normal..

i sing in the night, well if i can't sleep. few people know this though. like once i was singing Overjoyed, then suddenly my brother came in and asked me whether i was singing. then i told him he was hearing things. i dunno why its soo embarrassing to tell him that i was actually singing..

i hate hip hop, it sucks like hell.

i love being lame, that's just what i am.

i hate nicholas yeo. it's a fact.

i don't want to be a fashion designer. it really is sucky planning clothes, sketching clothes and sewing clothes forever and ever. alot of people think i wanna be one, but no, i dun want to be one.

i'm scared of clowns. you know, those which got white powder on their faces and those rosy red cheeks and those crosses underneath the eyes. its freaky shit.

i hate jaime choo. only talking to her on msn for the sake of JACEL. i think she sucks. don't care if you say bad things about me. this is a fact.

er, thats just about it? i think.
oh and jaime after you read this post and you seem quite annoyed by the fact that i hate you so much, please do keep your anger to yourself and refrain from scolding me in my cbox. if you do, i will just ignore you. so no point. aiya i don't care about you.

ps to puna: BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE.




just give up. stop appearing everywhere. just stop it all. sometimes you just can't get what you want. sometimes it's just not fated. sometimes there's got to be this break in the string. sometimes you can't help it.

school was ok, except i saw that two timer at recess. i ignore him liao. well, i tried. but i just had to shout to him that he's a two timer. i just had too. dunno. i hope he has given up. never receive those smses liao and those msn talks. give up already i guess. but then elycia say he still not giving up. wah lao, very hard to tell him to do things. sigh..cannot be helped. im not talking to jaime in school, dunno why. theres this weird feeling if i talk to her. cant help it. woohoo! 9 maths problem sums i do all myself and is ALL correct! the other one elsie help me a bit. maths improving? hope so. now its idiotic science...bleah. oh, and my clarinet sucks now. forgotten all the high notes. argh, i hate high notes, so hard to play. and the notes on the book IS terrifying. all those bolder ink. hehe.
have to go to the compo and sit writing. argh...writing compos and stuff is getting really boring.
oh and there's another thing.
when i go uni, i wanna learn portuguese! i have no idea why i just said that..:P



yay! clean break with jaime! no more jaime! NO MORE. I'M GLAD. I HATE HER. HATE. THIS COPYCAT. ALL GONE. NO MORE OF HER! YES! NOW I CAN REALLY GET ON WITH MY LIFE! no more nicholas the two timer, no more jaime , the copy-cat and a bitchy girl and a annoying little brat and the that one. NO MORE. ITS ALL A CLEAN BREAK. A GOOD ONE.

today me and puna and meetoepork (the new name for samuel! HAHHA) were laughing nuts again. we were like editing the story summary behind the book that he was reading all about him. it was soo funny, i can't even explain. and there was pink flying everywhere at our place, cause did art. then meetoepork and justin tan and me like team up together to draw the pink stuff at justin woo cause j.w was throwing the pink stuff at my table i got so fed up i started throwing at him too. it was super fun! puna was looking at me as if i go mad liao. nowadays i don't see n.y at recess anymore, which is quite a good thing- it's helping me forget about him. sighs..now my school days are not retarded anymore, its all good.

in my cbox ( sorry a2 for swearing. cant help it. some loser just dunno the meaning of go away.)




one thing about getting a MC.
everyone's in school.
that means...
no one's ONLINE.
AHHHHHHHHHH...but i guess im glad my fever has gone down! WEEEee! nothing to do at home..nothing to do on the com..this is boring..i guess i'll go do my assessment books then.

after lunch and everything..
YES! i finished two topics in the maths workbook today! and i finished ONE science tRopical test (HAHAHA), currently doing the second one..i hope my marks for both the subjects will increase my five marks or more! esp science!!! science i have to go memorize the notes and things..and for maths i have to be extra careful not to be soo careless..ok la, i go finish off the science tRopical test first..

later..
i feel angry.
angry at you.
both of you.
how could u two.
maybe i'm crazy. maybe i'm mad.
could it be?
or is this all a big coincidence.
no it's not.
it's not.

but..
the good news is that i heard..
PEACH TEA'S BACK!




we were talking on MSN. me and jie.
'i'm still quite paranoid about the whole thing- i'm not talking to anyone, just laura and mee-goreng.'
'well.' she said. 'do something that makes you happy.'
'Like breaking into the zoo and freeing all the giraffes?'
'NO.'
'THEN?'
'normal things.' 'that WONT get you thrown into prison.'
'like..Drawing giraffes all over the place?'
'..Or pasting I LOVE GIRAFFES stickers all over myself then run around saying RAWR?'
'IS IT?'
then she asked..
'Do you really love giraffes?'
and of course, i replied..
'YES.'




say hello to.........saffy!
the hamster...-.-


ANYWAYs..i dunno la. reading jaime's blog makes me conclude two things:
she's not changing. and.
copycat.
i cannot see her as mature at all! she's just self-pitying herself like dunno what, expect me to be her bestest friend and what shit. no, i have already fallen into that trap more than more. i will never fall into it ever again. never. o, and im gonna start a new game clara- hehe. im still laughing head over heels about what happened this afternoon..damn funny!






i'm not angry with u guys.
i dont even know whether i am or not.
over the past few days, i think i matured a bit.
just one percent- a bit.
but then the immature me comes out when laura and samuel (mee-goreng man) is around me. laura is my best bestesttt pal while mee-goreng is just my good friend (well, he doesn't think that, he just thinks im this weird girl sitting next to him haha). we were laughing all the way in chinese..hahaha- bundles of shit..hmm, i feel plain. plain jane. very plain. but life has to go on anyway. and or the whole thing maybe im just paranoid like what jie said. maybe i am. i have to put the puzzle pieces into place. i need a whole picture of it- then i can say that they are... aiya nevermind, i dun even wanna talk about it. and also, over the past few days, people lied. lied to me, alot. well thats what i think. thats what i think.

aiya, enough about bad things floating all over the place. anyway, in my chinese textbook i wrote something funny for each character in the story, so i showed mee-goreng and puna and mee-goreng was laughing and he banged the table and he showed justin tan and they both cracked. but then puna didn't quite get it..oh well..the best part was the lick my butt whatever shit and the bundles of shit! HAHAHAHA, that was it. that was the time i really felt lucky. really thank god. thank god for mee-goreng and puna. thank god for my family. thank god for everything.
(drank 2 packets of peach tea today. i am damn proud of myself for that..hahha)


later...
she's a copycat.
a true copycat.
not going back on my word.