mannnda (:

Aug 1, 2007

its all good.

i'm not angry with u guys.
i dont even know whether i am or not.
over the past few days, i think i matured a bit.
just one percent- a bit.
but then the immature me comes out when laura and samuel (mee-goreng man) is around me. laura is my best bestesttt pal while mee-goreng is just my good friend (well, he doesn't think that, he just thinks im this weird girl sitting next to him haha). we were laughing all the way in chinese..hahaha- bundles of shit..hmm, i feel plain. plain jane. very plain. but life has to go on anyway. and or the whole thing maybe im just paranoid like what jie said. maybe i am. i have to put the puzzle pieces into place. i need a whole picture of it- then i can say that they are... aiya nevermind, i dun even wanna talk about it. and also, over the past few days, people lied. lied to me, alot. well thats what i think. thats what i think.

aiya, enough about bad things floating all over the place. anyway, in my chinese textbook i wrote something funny for each character in the story, so i showed mee-goreng and puna and mee-goreng was laughing and he banged the table and he showed justin tan and they both cracked. but then puna didn't quite get it..oh well..the best part was the lick my butt whatever shit and the bundles of shit! HAHAHAHA, that was it. that was the time i really felt lucky. really thank god. thank god for mee-goreng and puna. thank god for my family. thank god for everything.
(drank 2 packets of peach tea today. i am damn proud of myself for that..hahha)

later...
she's a copycat.
a true copycat.
not going back on my word.